Happy Halloween!!!!!!!!!!
Wonder whats my plan for Halloween though!

The weather is killing me!!!!
It's so HOT now a days!!!Rain please rain~

It's a good thing there is sun especially to dry the clothes but not so hot until you can feel the heat up to your bones!

This few nights I have been having weird dreams... First was the loosing of teeths... But last night was unusual... Murder Scenes! Someone killed a load of my friends... *shiver* including the boyfriend... I woke up at 6am, and called the boyfriend... *Sorry for disturbing your sleep though* I was just worried! *sigh*

What is wrong with me though... Weird and scary dreams...

As I was saying...

Things are different now with some of us...

It wasn't like how it use to be a month back...

*sigh*

Just wondering how can things be so different in such a short time!

i'm bored!!!

officially bored!!!

hahaha...

oh ya... here is the studio pictures of the make over yesterday! hehehe... *don't mummy and I look pretty* hehehe...

  

The day I turn the BIG 22!!!!!! 

*pictures will be posted soon as I get it from my mummy*

Mummy and the boyfriend planned everything... They planned a surprised birthday thingy for me! Was so happy and shocked! Some didn't come but some came... :)

I just wanna personally Mummy, the boyfriend for planning all this... hehehe... all the lies huh! hehehe... *little white lies* thank you so much... love you all loads...

Thank you to Nat nat, Baba, Gerard, Astrid, Steph, James, Jared, Kyle for coming too!~ *did i miss anyone out???* I'm sorry if i did! hehehe... 

The got me high in one cup of mixed whisky! hehehehe... was red as a tomato though... *beware pictures will be uploaded!*

On my birthday itself, Nat nat and the boyfriend brought me for lunch! We went to Curve for lunch... It's like a routine every year of my birthday we go for lunch at Curve... and then a little shopping! hehehe... looked for my birthday present from mummy... and finally to complete my night, the boyfriend brought me to watch another premier!!! hehehe...

HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 3!!!!!!!! hehehe... it's out! it was awesome! the production was awesome!!! the se t was so beautiful... hehehe... thumbs up though! hehehe...

That includes my birthday!

The next night Nat nat, Shri, the boyfriend and dominic got me DRUNK!!!!! 

The drinks kept coming non-stop!!!

First the beer, then dominic didn't like his Vodka Redbull... so I took over the drink!!!

I had to down it...

Then came Tequila shot from Nat nat... I had two!!! 2!!!

Then... Crouching Tiger... 2 SETs!!

Then some shots!!

Then.... some B52! 

That taste like shit and it mad me PUKE!! *yuck*

But I was still able to walk straight! 

I started being red!!! yeah!! like a lobster this time!

I love you NAt nat!!! hehehehe...

Thank you boyfriend for the flowers, the necklace... the surprise! and also the drinks!!!!!

*mwah mwah*  

now its really my little black journal...

*im hungry* but im not suppose to snack!!

lose 1kg in a week!! need to loose more!!
*go DEENA*

well... this is good news for a readers... there will be sale!!! hehehehe... go check it out... :) i might!

the shake makes me feel so full and bloated... im sitting here with my stomach so full!!!! can't move now...

being in the jam for 2 hours makes me sick! i wonder how can a person sit in the same place for more than 2 hours!!! i got restless and moving up and down around the car... i dont know how i managed to do it but i did it and the results of it was my headache!!! *car sick*

i have just realized that its almost the end of the year... time flies damn fast!!! soon it will be 2009!!! oh-shit!!!

*im getting sleepy already!!! *

...to be continued

aiming to lose weight!!! common girl!!! you can do it!!!

knee currently in pain!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
:'(

I'm keeping myself occupied with all the series that has been aired... All my favorite series are back... weeeeeeeeeeeeeee... I'm so happy but downloading it from my home takes forever... i don't know why... but the boyfriend is helping me downloading as his download speed is way faster than mine... At the same time i am still an official bummer... Still looking for a job but i guess I'm not trying hard enough... I'm going to try as my mum is bugging, asking me when will i start working... there is so many things happening around me but... things change and we go on.. that's life.. is not a necessary to jot every single thing down here... :) memories are being kept in me... :)

i had a night-mare the other day... it was about me... and another person... i dreamt that the other person killed me after it found out that i moved on with my life as i was already happy with someone else... *sigh* i woke up immediately and realise that it was just a dream...

yesterday was the twin's bday...
and today is denise beins bday...

and tomorrow... i dont know... hahahaha...

yesterday i spent my time watching all me series and finally watched wall-e... its a damn boring movie!!! i almost fell asleep watching it... but thanks to my sudoku book, it kept me awake... all they were saying in the movie is wall-e... evaaaa... hahaha...

i shall get ready now... boyfriend is on the way to pick me up for lunch... weeeeee... he is such a darling...

hey!!!

we just got back from malacca... we as in baba, boyfriend and paul(baba's cousin)...

it was just a one day trip just to see grannie...
ate so much as usual...grannie's cooking is awesome and there is always food around...

the boys decided to head to pure bar but me and the girls went for a movie...
KAMI the movie!!! it was a really nice movie though... but how we got to the cinema was funny! boyfriend and aunty lucy rush us to dataran for the 11.40pm movie... when we arrived was already 11.45pm... we rush and didnt want to wait for the lift so we decided to run up the stairs... didnt know how many flights of stairs but i ran up the stairs... tiring man!!! i felt like my legs wannna cabut off my body! but it was worth it! exercised and a good movie!!! hehehe...

...... sleepy now!!!

i have been wanting to update my blog but im just plain lazy to think of what to write now a days... since im still bumming around... did a lil of work though...

well lets start from yesterday though....

it was my late father's birthday yesterday...

dear daddy,
happy birthday daddy...
i know you're much more happy up in heaven and you can see me down from there...
may you rest in peace...
i love you daddy...
i miss you so much...
wish you were there in person to see my graduate...
hope i made you proud...
longing for your hugs and kisses...

love your baby girl,
deena.

and it was the boyfriend's mum's birthday too... we went for dinner and as usual ate a lot...

3. i put on 3kg!!!!! im officially fat now!!! *sigh* need to loose weight now!!! shit!!! means no more eating at odd hours!

4. my mummy is in bali now... went for a holiday... she left on monday and e.t.a to arrive in kl is at 5pm today... cant wait to see what she has bought for me...

5. i need to renew my passport as it is going to expired in november...

6. doing some freelance to keep myself occupied...

7. bumming around most of the time... still looking for a job... been for interviews but... im still keeping my options open...

8. baba, gerard and jared leaving for penang this weekend for their cousin's wedding... *congratualations*

9. helping around to clean boyfriends room...

10. before mum left for bali... we had sarawak laksa weekend... mum cooked sarawak laksa...

11. studio pictures are ready!! it look so nice... :)

12. saving money!! *sigh* means less shopping!!! :(

there is so many things... but i just cant seem to remember... im such a forgetful though...

oh-ya...

wanna wish all the muslims..... selamat hari raya yah!!! if you guys balik kampung, make sure drive safely yah!!!!

it is the time where im bumming around and looking for a new job!

*wish me luck*

sorry havent been updating as.......

1. im not well...
2. im too lazy...
3. i was in malacca over the weekends... *last week end*
4. im doing a little of freelance work...
5. and ive been sleeping...

*to be continued...

Don't know why... But I can't wait for the movie to be out... hehehe... As it will be out one day after the day I turn 22!! ahahaha... I'm still a child deep down in my heart!... :)

What a weekend... there were ups and downs...

Mum just got back from Singapore... She was there for about a week...

Went to ikea to get myself a table for my pc.. then... the boyfriend lost his phone... sigh... i know he is upset... *but cheer up k... we'll get a new phone... hehehe... when money comes... ahhahaa*

currently its my last week of work here...
can't wait though.. wanna work some where else with a different environment... :)
wish me luck in finding a new job... hehehe...

boyfriend's results are out... gladly he PASS all... *big relief*
now boyfriend is back to class... hehehe... hopefully this semester he'll go for class... but i'll still have to push him to do so... i hope that he wont get barred!! hahaha.. he is famous of that though... hahaha...

recently i'm eating like a pig... damn... got to stop though... getting fatter day by day... shit!!!

merdeka is around the corner...
might spend merdeka in Malacca though... *not confirm* it all depends on the boyfriend...

ok la... back to work... later boss walk around me die!!! :P

I was browsing through the net and i found something really funny...
Will like to share it with you...

How to stay awake at the office...

We've all had those days at the office. Those long days when no matter how much work we have stacked on our desks or how hard we try to focus, we can't keep our eyes open. On those days, we know we're not going to get much done, so we might as well have some fun.

There are a few tricks I've learned over the years that have helped me stay awake and appear busy at the same time.

One note: I only recommend these techniques if your boss has a sense of humor.

The Paper Clip Chain
Everyone who works in an office has made a paper clip chain. It keeps our hands busy while our minds wander. But the key here isn't the chain itself. It's what you do with it.

You could fashion jewelry out of it-necklaces and bracelets, maybe even a pair of earrings-but then it would be obvious to your boss and coworkers that you aren't actually working.

Instead, hide the paper clips under a piece of paper while you hook them together. Make the chain as long as you can. When the person in the next cubicle gets up to go to the bathroom, replace all of his paper clips with the chain you just made. Then all you have to do is wait until he tries to grab one.

The Taped Drawers
If you've already done the paper clip trick, you might want to try this one out on a different coworker. As soon as someone leaves a cubicle unattended, make sure no one is looking, then make a beeline for the desk. Choose a desk drawer and place three pieces of transparent tape around the edges of it. Be careful not to use long pieces of tape. Otherwise, they'll be seen. When your coworker returns, watch as she tries to figure out how her drawer got jammed.

The Tech Team
When you get tired of messing with individual coworkers, you can waste at least a couple hours bugging the tech team. Make a list of everything that's wrong with your computer, then call the tech department and read the list to them. Act like it's the most important thing they could do all day. When one of them stops by to check out the situation, ask how to hook up the DSL on your home computer.

This works especially well if you have a friend in the tech department who will play along.

The Shredder
If your boss frowns on practical jokes and you're still having a hard time focusing, you could always run the shredding machine. Grab everything you have that can be shredded, then stop at everyone else's desks and ask if they have anything that needs to go. After you've gathered everything you can, feed all the papers into the shredder. Take your time. The longer you move around, the more alert you will become.

It's not a good idea to engage in these activities every day. You won't get any work done if you do and your coworkers will quickly get tired of you. However, they are good for a little boost once in a while. And remember, none of these tips will help your productivity, but at least you'll look busy.

If nothing else works, you could always take a nap in the bathroom.

Just got back from Penang...

Went to Penang for the weekend with the family...

For this...
Jason, I'm sorry I couldn't make it to your birthday party... I'm really really sorry...

Aunty Bella, uncle George and Krystle has left for Singapore already... once again the house is filled up with silence... mum will be in Singapore for one week too spending some more time with aunty bella before she returns to australia... *sigh* wish i could go too...

I'm going to miss aunty bella and krystle... thank you so much for coming for my graduation...
Really appreciate it... love you both...

weekend has gone... back to work... *sigh*

Things I have to do own my own from now on...

1. Control my temper
2. Put away my anger feelings
3. Be cheerful
4. Respect one another
5. Not to argue on small little things
6. Be mature enough to deal with problems
7. Learn to face reality
8. Turn my heart into an iron
9. Be tough
10. Be a grown up
11. Keep quiet minus the loudness
13. Minimize the moodiness
14. Work harder
15. Don't be lazy
16. Get a new job!
17. Learn not to depend on others
18. Learn to appreciate others
19. Learn the roads around more
20. Be INDEPENDENT!
21. Stand on my own feet!
22. Attend anger management class (Anyone knows anyway to do this?)
23. Keep feelings inside more often

my graduation day... 11th August 2008

Convocation is over... hehehe...

Pictures have not been uploaded yet... soon soon soon... patients... but the rehearsal pictures are already been uploaded... i wish i had my own camera.. then can take more pictures of myself... sadly i didn't take much with my friends yesterday as i had my family around... and my uncle had to rush back to singapore... thank you uncle richard and aunty yee mei for coming for my convocation day... thank you so much... aunty bella, uncle geogre and krsytle... thank you for coming all the way from australia.... thank you so much... i'm so happy that i finally graduated!!!

hehehe... bare in mind this was only the rehearsal!! hahaha...

Today... I went for the rehearsal of convocation... Instead of paying attention we were talking all the way... normal la... when you dah lama tak jumpa your friends... was so happy to see all of them though... but one thing... we had to queue so long!!! the line was horrible!!!!!!!!

but I've got my robe... and my invitation card... and my card has been verified... yay!!!!!!!!! While trying out our robes we ended up taking pictures together as though we have already graduated by receiving our scrolls... hahaha... i hope pictures will be uploaded soon... hehehe...

couldn't have lunch with the rest as i have to rush back to work... *sniff sniff*