Friday, February 24, 2006

.: sad week :.

what a week...on monday got the news from my aunty in singapore that my grandma pass away...i was sooo shocked...i was soooo sad...just sat down at the corner while waiting for my mum's friend to come pick me up...didnt attend class the whole week...was back in kuching for my last respect to my grandma...the funeral was on thursday...we had prayers for my grandma every night...its just sooo sad knowing that mamah isnt alive anymore...

mamah passed away in her sleep...she wore her dress that she wanted to wear when she die...she look sooo peacefully when she lie there in her cofin...

despite that all her sons and daughters came back...its sooo good to see all the 6 of them together...but not all my cousins were able to make it...kong kong was still blur but i can see deep down in his heart he is very very sad~ kong kong even told me when i arrived not to cry...actually when someone goes already its not good to cry cause its like stopping them from going to heaven and not letting them go...but the fact that mamah is my grandma and she was a mum to my mother, i couldnt stand but cry...

sophia actually made a edulogy for mamah...it was read during the mass...its was specially dedicated to mamah...

A Sonnet for Mama Mary

O glorious bearer of God's children!
Since the day angels placed you here oon earth,
'Til the day they guided you to heaven,
A wondrous life of compassion you lived.

You hath provided food for plenty.
Not only in body, but in too in mind.
Time comes now for you to be provided
By the many whose lives you touched upon.

Altough beauty fades thoroughly with age,
Thy beauty- like the North Star- shines always.
Inspiring only goodness in our hearts.
Our hearts. In which you ceaselessly remain.

As we pray for your dear soul to release...
Mama Mary. Forever rest in peace.


align="center">After this sonnet...We dedicated a song to mama...It was edited and sang by Uncle George....

Tears in Heaven


Would you know our names
If we saw you in heaven
Would it be the same
If we saw you in heaven

We must be strong
And carry on
Cause we know we dont belong
Here in heaven

Would you hold our hand
If we saw you in heaven
Would you help us stand
If we saw you in heaven

We'll find our way
Through night and day
Cause we know we dont belong
Here in heaven

Time can bring you down
Time can bend your knees
Time can break your heart
Having begging please
Begging please~


*and theres the bridge where i cant remember* sigh
Will be continue...
This was the song..I'm sure you guys know this song...
Mamah, I love you...May you rest in eternal peace and you'll always be in my heart....

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