Saturday, January 26, 2008

november to january~

surprise?hehehe.. im back.. i thought i have forgotten my username and password but no...its still fresh in my mind..

well i would say bye bye to 2007.. i know im a lil late for that but as you have seen i havent been blogging for ages...

i am currently going into my final semester... holidays are just over and now is my final semester.. fwehhhhhhhhh... i pass my second semester.. so stress.. i just want to get through this and start working and get my own money to spend... heehhehe.. so i would at least put off the burden of my mum...

its already almost the end of january of the year 2008 and lots have happened!!!

i think im gonna loose someone that who really meant to me... i feel soooooo sad and i think that we will not ever be the same.. i wish that it didnt happen just 10 minutes ago... im looking forward to head back to campus but now its all shattered! hoping that holidays will continue actually... sigh.. i dont know what to do anymore right this moment.. it has been really hard for me... things are getting worst and im being the worse and a useless friend..

hoping and praying at this moment trying not to cry in front of my mother. sigh! be patient deena! you'll be strong *hopefully* and you dont need it right now... just miss everything.. =(

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

im sorry for what i did. im sorry u gonna loose me . i dun wan to loose u .. u mean so much to me .. im sorry for the last 3 months i dun spent as much time with u ... from the bottom of my heart .. i dun wan to loose you ..