its raining its pouring... such a lazyyyyyyyyy day... im stuck in my room being bored as usual... just finish watching save the last dance 2... just love the way they dance... and i sometimes wish i could dance like them and presue my career in dancing... but im too weak in dancing... something i dont know what i do best and what is good for me... sigh...
im trying to move on but sometimes when i do... i think back and start thinking about us and i miss him so much... i dont know what to do anymore... i feel that my heart is being played by him... i just wish that he choose to love me all his heart and not play it... i miss him so badly but i cant do anything as we are not together or even close... when i start talking to him we always get each other upset for no certain reason... especially the way he approach me... im invisible and he treats me like i dont have feelings anymore... according to him "i always put pressure on him" sigh...! i never intended to do anything and that is definately not my intention to do that...
i miss him... its like i dont even know him or i dont exist in him anymore...
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