.: gong xi fa chai :.

GONG XI FA CHAI to all... sorry havent been writing in cause im still stuck in singapore and i dont get to come online as often as i do at home... we had steamboat dinner last night for the reunion dinner...chill with my uncles and aunties... early in the morning woke up, got ready for church~ got two blessed oranges from the priest... hehehe... then we went for a picnic at the beach... went cycling, eat~ i have been eating all day long since i arrive in singapore... i feel fat now~ now im brown... i was basically under the sun most of the time... but i didnt get myself wet in the beach coz im too lazy to wash up... hehehe... took pictures... will be upload as soon as i get back to kuala lumpur...that was what i did most of the day for chinese new year~

okayh la..i shall stop now~
i still wanna go shopping..not satisfied~!!!!

.: phew~ :.

what a day~phew~! i'm really exhausted~ after the packing and cleaning of my whole room~
tomorrow morning ill be off to singapore for the chinese new year~ im gonna mish my B sooo much~
at the same time tomorrow is Hasanah's birthday~ its soooo sad i cannot celebrate her birthday together with the rest.. they plan to go to klcc tomorrow to celebrate with hasanah~ *sigh*
im currently waiting for mum to get back then im gonna go over abg. din's house for dinner with the whole family of his.. his birthday is today~
later aite~

.: last of today~ :.

isnt this baby cute? hehehe... the whole day i didnt do much expect this blog... my B just came to see me for a while before he head back to bangi~ im not gonna see him till after chinese new year break~ *sigh* im really gonna mish my B a lot~

.: weeeeeeeeeeee :.

a new layout..
what do you think?
hehehe..
i had nothing to do basically so i spend my time doing this...
now im hungry and i should prepare myself something to eat before I get my gastric...
later~

.: ten top tips~!!! :.

Ten Top Trivia Tips about Deena!

1. Deena can't sweat.
2. Deena kept at the window will keep vampires at bay!
3. Deena can smell some things up to six miles away.
4. Over 2000 people have now climbed Deena, with roughly ten percent dying on the way down!
5. Pacman was originally called Deenaman.
6. Japan provides over thirty percent of the world's Deena supply!
7. In Eastern Africa you can buy beer brewed from Deena.
8. Plato believed that the souls of melancholy people would be reincarnated into Deena!
9. Scientists have discovered that Deena can smell the presence of autism in children!
10. More than one million stray dogs and half a million stray cats live in Deena.

what do you think about what I've just posted...hehehe...

.: Memoirs of a Geisha~!! :.

Memoirs of a Geisha!! A very good movie to watch though... Very touching~ I personally recommand anyone to watch it~ Well...sorry havent been writting...Been very tired and was ou most of the time..meet up with few of my friends..Went to Marissa's birthday party.. It was ok though...I dont know why these few days I've been feeling very tired and restless..*sigh* ill be leaving for singapore soon for chinese new year~ *sigh* what am i gonna do???anyway im really tired now~ I guess i wont be seeing my B until February the 1st~ *sniff sniff* gonan mish him loads~ I shall go to bed now...Damn sleepy..*yawn*

.: a nite to remember~! :.

hmmm...
what a night! i had an assume day and ended with a night to remember... eventually meet up with my old tuition friends...

at 12pm i pick naathiya up then off to midvalley.. when we arrived, sean and aaron were already there.. we had lunch at chille's restaurant... and were we actually asked to take out our i.c for identification... hehehee... that was funny though... sadly but i didnt took any pictures of us~ sigh...but we are meeting up again on saturday...sooo maybe i will take loads of pictures... but this time were meeting sangeet up also...

i went looking around for marissa's birthday present... im now official totally broke... later a while ishmeet came, when sean and aaron had to go off... ishmeet, naathiya and me sat at coffee bean and chit chat till we got bored of midvalley... the next minute we were in ishmeet's car off to God knows where...

in the end we we driving around hartamas, pick sean up from college... meet up with acai in bangsar...played pool until 6pm i think... lepak and chill... than the guys plan to go drink... so..they drank la... i had a tin of baron and a cup off scotch whisky... acai, ishmeet were totally drunk... had sooooo much fun...basically they were few other people but all from bukit bandaraya peeps... some eventually found out is also from tuition... really man...

this is what i call A NITE TO REMEMBER!!!

okeyh than...today basically didnt do much...woke up late...watch tee-v..tried to do my flash thingy...soon im going out to watcha midnight movie with my B~ i miss him sooo much and i cant wait to see him later~
weeee....

kayh la..i better go now...
mwahhh~

.: Beautiful Disaster by Kelly Clarkson :.

He drowns in his dreams
An exquisite extreme I know
Hes as damned as he seems
And more heaven than a heart could holdA
nd if I try to save him
My whole world could cave in
It just aint right
It just aint right

Oh when I dont know
I dont know what he's after
But he's so beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster

He's magical myth
As strong as what I believe
A tragedy with
More damage than a soul should see
And do I try to change himS
o hard not to blame him
Hold on tight
Hold on tight

Oh cuz I dont know
I dont know what hes after
But hes so beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster

I'm longing for love and the logical
But he's only happy hysterical
I'm waiting for some kind of miracle
Waited so long
So long

Hes soft to the touch
But frayed at the end he breaks
Hes never enough
And still he's more than I can take
Oh cuz I dont know
I dont know what hes after
But he's so beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster

Hes beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster

.: 2nd day of the holidays :.

Heys... It's only been two days since my holiday started... When I got back home, all I ever did was clear up my stuff... My stuff were lying all over the whole house... I cleared it up before mummy could even say a word... But today i'm feeling extremly lazy to do anything... Watching tee-v and lying in bed was what I did the whole day besides meeting up with Hasanah at KLCC to collect my house key back... Careless of me to leave my keys behind in the hostel... Thank God Hasanah havent gone home... When I was at KLCC, I bought my B something...hehehe... I just hope he loves it... I'm actually starting to do my MTV assignment for one of my subjects ion semester 3... I'm gonna be taking 7 subjects which is 22 credit hours... I hope I really can cope with all the subjects and the assignments that are gonna be given... At the mean time, Im gonna enjoy my holidays~!!!! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.....

.: my thought for today~ :.

They are many reasons why He gave me a life... He decides each second, every minute, every hour, everyday, every month and also throughout the whole year... He decides when is it a bright day or the worst day which you will never imagine... He decides when it is our time to die and leave this world... We simply do not choose when or how we would die... We eventually cannot predict the future or even what will happen... Only he can predct and plan for us... He teach us how to handle our daily life... We have to just learn how to deal with everything that comes and go... We have to accept the things aroud us... He works in mysterious ways... We for sure do not even have a clue what he has store for each one of us... How we were born, or how we were brought up, HE KNOWS... He is the only person who knows us very well from every string of our hair till our little toes... He simply knows us better than we do... He is the only person who loves us for who we are and does not judge our character... No matter how bad our sins are, He would eventually forgive us... But at the same time we have to improve ourself so we would not dissapoint him and also would not repeat our mistakes over and over again... He loves everyone equally the same... Never regret what he has offer to you... Take it with an open heart and we should learn how to appreciate it...

.: a feel good medicine~!!! :.

FOOD FOR THOUGHT
Life is part positive and part negative. Suppose you went to hear asymphony orchestra and all they played were the little, happy, highnotes? Would you leave soon? Let me hear the rumble of the bass, thecrash of the cymbals, and the minor keys.

WISDOM TO LIVE BY
I will love the light for it shows me the way, yet I will endure thedarkness for it shows me the stars.

GREAT TRUTHS ABOUT LIFE ADULTS HAVE LEARNT
Truth does not always hold happiness, and happiness does not always holdtruth.

CRAZY THOUGHTS
Why does flammable and inflammable mean the same thing?

LOVE THOUGHTS
The first duty of love is to listen.

.: aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa :.

hahaha...
exams starts at 2.30pm... I havent start a single thing... Last night i was down with a really bad headache~
Felt like nothing I could do much~
Lying helpless on the bed!!! anyway I wanna read few notes... At least get the idea of what!!

:: to be continued ::

.: phew~! :.

phew~ I shall say that~ First paper was ok I guess... I manage to answer all but I pratically crap a lot~
I just got back from going round Putrajaya with B and his bunch of friends... Very very *extremly* happy to see B... I miss him soooo much... Today at 2.30pm I have my last paper which is Malaysian Studies paper... *sigh* I have always hated history subject... Sadly I have to take this subject~ I had a long weekend to enjoy~ Did my MDP assignment...Now I partically do not have to worry bout that part~ =D

Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...Holidays are tomorrow~
Here I come..
I wanna catch up on my sleep~ and also hang out with my friends and also my B if possible~ I'll be of to Singapore during Chinese New Year~
Semester 3 starts on the 6 of February 2006~ Only 3 weeks of break~ *sigh* I hope its enogh for me to catch up on my beauty sleep~

Anyway its getting late...I need to read some more~
Already missing my B soooo much~
Wish me luck for today's last paper~

Ciao~

.: too tired too blog :.

im just too tired~
sorry~
been doing my assignments..
later~
mish my b soo much~

.: what a day :.

Weeeee... im finally back home after few weeks... i didnt come home for christmas cause mum went back to kuching... so im finally back home... sitting on my lovely bed while reading my multimedia authoring notes... finals are next week.. die lorgh... soooo much to do...MDP assignment havent complete... submission is on friday *next* im sooooo sleepy but I have to at least read something... right??? my first paper is on the 11 january 2006 and it is at 8pm.. first time in history fcm students have their exams at night..hahaha...weird hor?? and my last paper is on the 12 january 2006 at *i dont know what time* hehehe...but defeinately not at night..

I eventually finish unpacking my stuff...brought most of my stuff back home already...

Just now something happen... I called the mother up and ask for my money...Its been sometime and he havent paid me back... So i got scolding from both his parents... THEY ARE DAMN KEREK~ honestly..omg~ the son owes me money and they think they are soooooo cool.. then he called~ when that happen...he screamed at me~ asking how much I wanted... can you imagine.. after that he just hang up!! what the f**k!!!!! HOW RUDE CAN HE BE ANYMORE???
I never had an ex-boyfriend that rude!!!
Anyway...whats done is done~!!! Thank you to my few close friends I became stronger!!! thanks yah!!!!

okeyh dats enouf on the bad side!

the good side...!!!
I got to eat kolo mee that mum brought from kuching!!! *yum yum*
I got to open my presents!!!*FINALLY* eventhough not many but I got a new skirt again from my aunty n uncle from Singapore!
I got to watch tee-v after sooo long~
I got to clear up my cupboard~
I got to lie on my big bed now!!!!!
hehehehe...

IM LOVIN' IT~!!!!!

.: the 13 signs of falling in love... :.

13.When your on the phone with them late at nightand they hang up but you miss them alreadywhen it was just five minutes ago
12. You read their texts over and over again...
11. You walk really slow when you're with them...
10. You feel shy whenever you're with them...
9. When you think about them, your heart beatsfaster andfaster...
8. You smile when you hear theirvoice...
7. When you look at them, you can't seethe other people around you... all you see ishim/her...
6. You start listening to slow songs,while thinking of them...
5. They become all youthink about...
4. You get high just from theirscent...
3. You realize that you're always smilingto yourself when you think about them...
2. You would do anything for them...
1. While reading this, there was one person onyour mind thewhole time.....

.: S.I.C.K :.

omg~
I'm not feeling very well~
My right eye hurts like shit... Got myself an MC letter... So I didnt go for my consultation... Maybe ill be goin tomorrow~
Few medictation to take... and my medication makes me sleepy~

*a blurry picture taken~*

So now im already going to head for bed before I pengsan here in front of the computer~
Okeyh la...
I shall doze off now..
mwahhhh~

.: all I need right now is SLEEP~!!! :.

hey~ I'm soooooo tired~!!! I eventually need sleep badly~ I slept at 7am.. Woke up at 12pm, started my drawings... Now its like 3.43am... I got 3 more drawings to go... and also my final project half way done~ Wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...

TIRED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I need sleep!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*yawn*

.: what a daY :.

My cramps are still the same... It is still hurting like a mad cow~
Suppose to wake up early to start on my drawings but I was sooooo damn bloody tired, so I slept till 12pm... Went for lunch with my room-mate~ Nothing much to eat here in MMU cause it's still on holiday~!!

I met up with Ekmund and his friend... Went for a drink for a bit... Got back from drinking at the mamak, I started doing my drawings up to now~ I'm tired..!!! My cramps are still strong~!!!! Submission for MDp assignments are on Wednesday~ YES this Wednesday!!! *sigh*

I'm already getting sleepy~
I wish I could just sleep and not think about any of my assignments~

Final exam's are on the 11 and 12 January 2006~ After that its HOLIDAY~!!!!! HURRAY!!!! Can't wait... Wanna just lie on bed and sleep~ hehehe... =p

.: continuation of the rest of today~ :.

It's already 9:14pm.. I had noodles for dinner~ Dew to my cramps, I didn't eat much~ I'm stuck here doing my drawings... I badly need to have another 20 more drawings, and it's due on Wednesday~ Wish could just use pencil to the drawings...but we are stuck to be using black ball pen~ *uwaaaaaaaaa*

My tummy hurts like a mad cow~ All I wanna do is crawl up my bed and lie down on my bed the whole day without moving but sadly I can't afford to waste anymore time~

Peter Pan's concert is tonite... Sad can't go... NO cash~ But I eventually saw them in Alamanda, Putrajaya... They are soooooooooooooo chomel~


I love their new songs~

Anyway~ I badly wanna go shopping~ I wanna get the pink jacket from Googles~ It's sooooo lawa~!!!!!!!! *uwaaa*

Okeyh my tummy hurts like maddddddddddddddddddddd~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

.: a new chapter :.

Welcome to 2006!
It doesnt even feel like its a new year to me... How time flies sooo fast last year...To begin my new year, I would eventually like to start a new chapter to my life.. There are many things I have done in 2005 which some I regret and at the some there were many happy moments that I entirely cherish till today...

I celebrated my new year countdown with my friends at the Putrajaya Bridge... At the same time we celebrated one of my room-mates birthday... Brought her to the bridge to watch the fireworks... She has always dream of watching fireworks on her birthday..

Hope this year there are many more sweet memories instead of bitter ones...
For those out there... Good Luck in year 2006!!! For those who wasnt lucky like me in 2005 hope youre will have as much luck in 2006!!! DON'T give up~

Now finals are around the corner... Im soooooo not ready for it... Loads of assignment to do now~ I just cant wait for the holidays... I just wanna relax my mind now but I know I cant afford to do it now... Need to get back to my assignments now...

.: to be continue... :.