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wow. wow! its been a very long time.. it was the holidays and now back to school as they say.. but for me...the holiday fever is still in me.. hehehe.. and im down with a virus. im down with a high fever.. sigh..
just hoping to get well soon...

have you ever?

Have you ever loved somebody so much

It makes you cry

Have you ever needed something so bad

You can't sleep at night

Have you ever tried to find the words

But they don't come out right

Have you ever, have you ever

Have you ever been in love

Been in love so bad

You'd do anything to make them understand

Have you ever had someone steal your heart away

You'd give anything to make them feel the same

Have you ever searched for words to get you in their heart

But you don't know what to say

And you don't know where to start

Have you ever found the one

You've dreamed of all of your life

You'd do just about anything to look into their eyes

Have you finally found the one you've given your heart to

Only to find that one won't give their heart to you

Have you ever closed your eyes and

Dreamed that they were there

And all you can do is wait for the day when they will care

What do I gotta do to get you in my arms baby

What do I gotta say to get to your heart

To make you understand how I need you next to me

Gotta get you in my world'

Cuz baby I can't sleep

holiday?

hey...exams are over...for ME la... hehehe...
Online Advertising paper was ok..but i did forget few stuff...*sigh* how forgetful can i be...hehehe...

anyway holiday!!!!
weeeee...
hurray!!!!
hehehe..
but but but but...NO holiday for me... *sigh sigh* <---double sigh for me!

anyway to all my muslim friends out there....
selamat hari raya~

and to all MMU students...
happy holidays~

*smile*

everything is ok~
everything is better~
BUT my cramps are bad!

hurt!

I'm hurt!
I'm hurt with the words you use against me!
I'm hurt by the way you talk to me! Thats why I become more harsh!
*sigh*
All I wanted was for you to stop me from going away! Thats all and it became so bad.
Its not all good now so I shall just leave you alone.

To all MMU students,
GOOD LUCK for finals~

Last but not least....
Internship is over.
Finally!
But I have one paper to sit for this semester and then off for a so call holiday!
During the holidays i'll have to do my research for my Final Year Project(FYP)!

confused...

I sometimes wonder do I belong with them?
Where do I stand now among them?
I simply do NOT know now...
See-ing the pictures of them...
I dont think I even exist anymore...
I may not be like them but I dont know why I feel this way...

*confused*

daddy...

i wish i could still hear my dad talk...
i wish i could still talk to my dad...
i wish i could still hear him telling me bed time stories...
i wish i could still sit beside my dad...
i wish i could spend my day with my dad...
i wish i could still see him here with me...
i wish i could enjoy many more times with him...

i miss having my dad around..
it has been 9 years he has been gone yet i still miss him as much i miss being myself...
i miss having a dad around me...

daddy,
no one can replace you..
i miss you..
i love you daddy...
i wish you could see me now...
dad,im in a university and also in my final year...
people say that the people who went will be in our hearts... i know you're here with me... but i still wish that i could have you around to protect me...
daddy...happy birthday~
i really miss having you around...

love your only daughter,
deena...

hugs~

pray is all you can do.. hope that she will be fine and recover...
my prayers are with her family and herself itself..
dont give up..

*adik be strong*

sleepy~

weekends are over here come the weekdays...
*sniff sniff*
one more week to go or lets just say its my last week working..
i do anjoy working here but at the same time i cant wait to finish...

my room is finally finish!!!! weeeeeeeeee... i have new cupboards.....hehehe... weeeeeeeeeeeee....and its whiteeeeeeeeeeeeee...

9 words~

9 words that women always use:

1. Fine
This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up.

2. Five Minutes <----not true for me!!!!!!
If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour.
Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house.

3. Nothing
This is the calm before the storm.
This means something, and you should be on your toes.
Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine.

4. Go Ahead
This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It!

5. Loud Sigh
This is actually a word,but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men.
A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing.
(Refer back to #3 forthe meaning of nothing.)

6. That's Okay <---this one im not sure!!!!
This is one of the most dangerous statements a woman can make to a man.
That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for your mistake.

7. Thanks
A woman is thanking you, do not question, or Faint. Just say you're welcome.

8. Whatever Is
a women's way of saying F@*K YOU! <----true aaaa???

9. Don't worry about it, I got it
Another dangerous statement,meaning this is something that a woman has told a man to do several times, butis now doing it herself.
This will later result...


okay!!!! some is NOT true for ME but i dont know about others... IM WEIRD!!!

PMS or angry or upset?

which one is it? pms = Premenstrual Syndrome or angry?? or upset??

at this moment you may think im going through my PMS mode... but i dont think so.. i do NOT blame it PMS but im angry... im angry at you... its like im invisible... the things you say are not being fullfill.. what do i have to do... its so sad knowing the fact you just ignore it..

hate to feel this way but im hurt!

the fasting month for all muslims~

well well...what can i say..ramadhan begins for the muslims around the world..for my muslim friends here in mmu i just wanna wish you all selamat berpuase.. and be gud and dont notty notty.. hehehehe..they will start fasting today until 12 October...than it will be raya for them... money money coming in.. hehehe..

this is what wikipedia has to say about the fasting month...
During Ramadan, Muslims are also expected to put more effort into following the teachings of Islam as well as refraining from anger, envy, greed, lust, sarcastic retorts, backbiting, and gossip. They are encouraged to read the Qur'an. Sexual intercourse during fasting in the day is not allowed but is permissible after the fast (when referring to sexual intercourse, it is intended to mean with one's spouse alone, as all pre- and extra-marital relations are strictly forbidden in Islam). Obscene and irreligious sights and sounds are to be avoided. Purity of both thought and action is important. The fast is intended to be an exacting act of deep personal worship in which Muslims seek a raised level of closeness to God. The act of fasting is said to redirect the heart away from worldly activities, its purpose being to cleanse the inner soul and free it from harm. Properly observing the fast is supposed to induce a comfortable feeling of peace and calm. It also allows Muslims to practice self-discipline, sacrifice, as well as sympathy for those who are less fortunate, intending to make Muslims more generous and charitable.

SAKTI dancers perform for Tritun's CLosing ceremony~

the dancer's

the brothers~

src @ mcD..* memories*

its time to step down... hehehe... the hu ha's we create soon to be memories.. one of them at mcd...hehehe...even though at times we dont get along but the fun and laughter i really cherished them..gonna miss you guys.. good luck to all of you..and for those who are still around...join la balik src tu...hehehehe... i sokong you all...hehehehehe...

*hugs and kisses from me*

under one roof

shaza, izzah and deena

my two room-mates... hehehehe...love both of you very much~

SRC ELECTION FOR 2007/2008

all MMU students out there.. do take part and nominate yourself to be an SRC council member.. dont like anything or not satisfied with the ways of others, be an SRC member and make the difference yourself.. go for it~

trip to bahau~

well.. this weekend one of our MI lecturers got married.. which is Mr Nazri.. hehehe..

we had to drove to Bahau.. no idea where is it right?? i dont think you ever want to go there.. roads are crazy and long journey even though it is in negeri sembilan... we made our first road trip there.. hehehe.. anyway here are some pictures of mr nazri getting married.. in pink.. hehehe..

congratulations mr nazri and eli~

happy birthday~

malaysia is 50 years old and im turning 21.. weeee..!

selamat hari merdeka~

happy birthday malaysia~

to erfan,

you may be far...but i will always remember you..

happy birthday to you...

miss you..

come back!!!!!!!!!!!!

hehehe..

enjoy life kay darling!! hehehe..

mwah~

*hugs and kisses*

putrajaya...

the view of putrajaya before merdeka and before fireworks started..

japan's fireworks was awesome but i didnt capture any shots as i would rather like to enjoy watching it with my friends..

tired~

i feel soooo tired.. i dont know for what reason..who can tell me???
no one...why should i feel this way??

*sigh*

why is it so hard to trust someone?
is it because i dont want to get hurt or something else?
is it because by not knowing i feel like i dont belong?
do i belong here, sometimes i wonder...

MIFC~ australia team...

pictures arent great...i wasnt using a tripod...but hey..i enjoy watching it and it was great...

sigh~

im scared..
im scared it will happen again..
im scared i will change to be someone that i dont want to be...
im scared that i will hurt the person i love the most..
im scared ill dissapoint the person i love...
im scared...

in a long time...

I soon come to realise that I have 3 more weeks to complete my internship programme.

I kinda love it here even though it's different from all my friends who are doing with other companys. I love it here because here is where I learn to improve my flash skills but i'm not that pro yet. I remember when I was in Beta year of FCM, I used to hate flash. Never in beta year I love to open the flash software. One of the good things that i'm doing my internship in MMU, is that I wont miss any event that is happening around MMU or in cyberjaya or in putrajaya *the fireworks competition*. Not only that, I'm also taking a subject during this semester and also I have to pay hostel whether i'm staying here in MMU or not. And my hostel fees are like wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy so expensive now. I have to pay rm 615.53 for this semester. Imagine if i'm doing my internship outside and I have to pay that much. hehehe. Internet connection is 24 hours but slow at times.

One thing bad about doing it in MMU, sometimes when it gets too bored, you're like stuck in jail. Besides I don't have a car to move around much. I'm bored of campus food. I miss my big bed at home and I miss my friends because they are not here. I miss being home. I want to eat home cook food.

What else? I'm actually bored now. I just completed few stuff for my colleague. I have already finish the flash work that was given me earlier, just waiting for the voice over to be given to me to be inserted.

What else???

My life????
Nothing much I can say though. Life is ok. There are ups and downs. Everyday trying to improve myself to be better. hehehe...
Besides i'm turning 21 soon. I'm getting old.. oh damn~ hehehe..

ok. I think I shall stop now. I'm hungryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy....

MMU's Grandhall

the look of the inside of MMU's very own grandhall before Convocation starts...

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....

rain drops falling...weeeeeeeee...its raining...its sooooo nice to sleep all day long...still lack of sleep even though i did not come to work yesterday...

anyway....an upcoming event in putrajaya... its tomorrow nite...

come lets watch fireworks...

day TWO *8th MMU Convocation*

hurray~

day ONE *8th MMU Convocation*