My bad, my bad...
Haven't been blogging as much as last time...
Basically nothing much has been happening beside me joining the gym.
The only way I still get my @$$ working out to loose weight.
It's just so easy to gain weight but to loose it's so hard... Wonder how some people can eat as much as they one but they still stay the same weight and not gain!

Anyway, I have been working out... Not only that but I just came back from the Taman Tun park... Just went for one round of jogging... :)

I haven't seen my bestfriend for quite some time... Missing her so much though... Need to catch with her soon though...

I'm currently waiting for the boyfriend to get ready then were off to watch Jo's team playing the futsal league at Sports Centre...
And he is so engross with this movie on the TV.

The last last weekend we went ti Fraser's Hill for a small weekend trip.. It was pretty awesome though... Had so much of fun.. :) Before arriving at Fraser's, we went for a lil jungle trekking and then for some swimming at the waterfall... It's awesome though!! :) We had a lil BBQ party at our apartment over up there. It's so nice... The weather was awesome and with the heat from the BBQ pit.. :) Plus with alcohol and beers and some music in the house.... It completes everything...

I think I shall close my eyes for a lil before I get too tired to head out...

As normal as always, I just plain lazy to update my blog.. sigh..

So sorry that if I have disappointed any readers who reads my blog...

Well... updates are just too many.. but who ever follows me on facebook, the updates are all there and plus I have just sign in into TWITTER!! hahaha...

So for facebook, it's here !!

For twitter, it's here !!

:) If I have the time I'll slowly update my blog ya! :)

The whole week was worked out week for me...
I pretty much did enjoyed myself but the fact that my whole body hurts SUCKS!

On Friday, was Reta's (my colleague) last day at work... *sniff sniff*
We went for lunch at Curve @rojak rojak... the tom yam there was awesome!! Another place to eat good, spicy tom yam... :)
The we had her farewell dinner at One Utama @ Delicious...
It was sad that sh is leaving the company but at the same time happy for her that she is also broadening her courier life... :) *good luck reta!!! will miss you dearly*

On Saturday, for the first time I played futsal... :) with both girls and guys... (with my office colleagues too)
I had so much fun and it was a good work out... :) We should do this more often... Make it like a weekend thing for us at the office...
And plus to that my body hurts even more... *sigh* but I do not regret it...
WE want more futsal... !!! :)

My heels from aldo has arrived!!! WEeeeeeeee... am LOVING it !

and I got myself a new hand phone! :)
me happy!! :)
but body hurts...
walking like a grand mother now... :)

okok... I gotta get back to work though...
All my series has already ended... Need to wait till September for new seasons... SO loooooonnnggg... :(

it just feels like i haven't been blogging... hahahha
it's true though... i haven't been updating my blogg... my bad!!
hahahha...

been so busy with work that i almost that my blogging even exist... my bad people....
i think i should try to make an effort to keep on updating my blog ya!

if not i have to update this way where point forms are being used...

1. i have been confirmed already!!! weee....
2. im being given a probation on production executive post for 2 months...

other's are just plain and normal that i go through in my everyday life... :)

It's been quite some time again!!!
I'm not that loyal to my blog... It's just sad... Sometimes I just feel like not blogging anymore but but but but... I just don't want to put it all to waste though, after all these year blogging and just throwing it away...
so i'm really sorry to who ever reads my blog.
I'll try my best to keep more alive from now on..

By the way, the long weekends ended already... *Sniff Sniff*
Had loads of fun and feeling tired too...

The whole weekend was a surprise birthday party for everyone..
haha...

first it was Astrid's birthday surprise... :)
that was the most easiest one... hahaha...
she enjoyed herself and I got her a clutch for her from all the boys too... The boys asked me to get her a gift... hahaha...
oh babe! you got one more present coming up ok! so don't get yourself too happy bout the clutch... i'm sure you'll love this coming one... :)

second was... Shri's birthday surprise at Cynna Bar... :)
it was an awesome party!!! :) he got surprise badly and he didn't even suspected anything...

and third was Brando's surprise birthday party... :)
Brando is Kristen's boyfriend...
It was hilarious to see him drunk though... We were the audience the whole time though.. :)

Besides that, the boyfriend and I celebrated our 1st year anniversary on the 23rd of april 2009!

To my boyfriend,
happy anniversary darling!
I love you too much that no words can express my feeling!
Love your baby!

OK I better stop as work pile has increased! :)
tata...

Boo!!! i'm back! hehehe

Anyway i'm just gonna update everything all together though...
if i can remember though...

1. As my last post, I have cut my hair! It's a new look and it's short! Feeling fresher and brighter though... But sadly I haven't take any photo of how I look though...hahhaha...

2. Still a TV series addict. Don't really download it at home as my internet connection at home is as slow as a SNAIL! hahaha... so the boyfriend is downloading for me... My PC is there at the boyfriend's house though...

3.Got screening for the 'Confession of a Shopaholic'... It's a great and awesome movie though!! I LOVE IT! and I'm sure all the girls will love it too! :) I'm giving a 5 stars movie though...

4. Got screening tickets for 'He's just not that into you' too! but It was quite ok though!! 'Confession of the shopaholic' is better though.. I give it 3.5 stars... :)

5. And this screening too and it came with Shandy... :) Two cans for each ticket! ahahahaha.... :) It's ok though the movie... but I feel a lil disappointing as all the Jackie Chan Movies sure will have cool stunts... but this movie was diffferent... In this movie Jackie didn't fight that much and does not has cool stunts...

6. This weekend is Easter!! :) It means the whole week was Holy Week. :)
I am proudly saying I fasted on Friday as it was Good Friday... That includes I didn't smoke the whole day! hahaha...

7. The boyfriend is having his final exams now... Wish him luck and I pray that he will get through this time and move to his final semester for his foundation year!!

8. Work has been great and I'm loving it though... :) Has been busy but I'm ok... Loving my job though!

9. Mummy's birthday is coming soon! :) I still have no idea what to get her this year but I have already purchase a cake for mummy from Velvet Vintage. :)

10. David Archuleta is in town... And I had tickets to go for the concert in Sunway but unfortunately, I gave it to someone else to go with another someone... I'm not meantioning names... Hopefully they enjoyed themselves!! :)

I think that's all I guess... I shall take a picture soon of my new hair look! :P I shal get some rest as later I'll be heading to church for Easter Vigil... :)

Tata then... :)

Sorry I haven't been updating myself and my blog!
Kinda busy at the moment...

but but but but....

I GOT MYSELF A NEW HAIR CUT!!!
hehehe..
IT"S SHORT again!!!
:)

It's just funny time flies damn too fast. It's almost the end of March. Let's just put it in this way where you say bye bye to March and hello to April. Thinking about April, Mummy's birthday is coming soon. Gotta start thinking of what to get for her. Just not too expensive and not too cheap though... Something memorable... What should it be??? Hmmmm... Let's put on our thinking cap... :)
NO perfume this year! *too expensive*

Something happened the other day and I still won't remember it...
It was one of the days where I took a cab back home from the boyfriends house as he couldn't send me back...
Well first it started where one cab actually told me in the face that he doesn't know the way back to Pantai Hill Park.
Then the second one, hahaha... this one is hilarious...
First when I got in was the smell!!!!! It was so smelly!!!
NO air-con... It's on but he actually close the shutter! So there is no air coming to the back of the taxi... *Sigh* By the time I got home, my clothes was wet.. I was sweating like a pig!
His face is full with pimples I guess? Or shall I say it's pimples scars... Well I don't know...
He was picking his nose! Enjoying himself I guess looking for gold! *yucks* I was actually grossed out!!!!! aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!
He extremely took the long way back to my house and overall my tax fare cost RM12! The last time I took a cab from the boyfriend's house, it only cost me RM7! He actually took a U-turn some where near bangsar and when if we go straight it was much nearer! Haiyo!
At that time I was covered with sweat and I was pretty much very impatient just to get home!
Hated the smell and hated the way he drove!
He was practically sticking on 2nd gear all the way on the highway and on the fast lane... In my heart was like 'change the god damn gear man! you're spoiling the engine! no wonder cabs are such in bad shape!'

*Sigh* What an experience!

I'm sitting alone in the designers room here as both my colleagues (Wawa and Basri) is sick and Cass is on leave! but I've got my music to entertain me and my work to do! and now my stomach!
I got to sign off now as my stomach needs the toilet...

today is our anniversary!!!
weeeeeeeeeeee....

happy anniversary darling!
i love you!

It's been some time since I last blogged.
Sorry but I did not abandoned my blog...
I have been busy with work and some other things...

1. My pc is finally fixed by Dominic and it's NO MORE crashing! Woo hoo!
2. Mum has been out of town for quite some time.
3. Astrid and I came up with our very own online boutique...
4. Been very tired these past few weeks... *I don't know why*
5. Haven't been spending myself on shopping for myself as I'm still in a tight budget! *Don't really wanna spend anyway*
6. I lost my beloved thumb drive! Can't seem to find it anyway! It disappear on me...
7. My mini external hard disk died on me. Can't seem to get the data out and can't seem to reformat it anymore as the pc can't seem to detect the hdd when it is plug-in. *sigh* -SAVING TO BY A NEW ONE!
8. Baba's finally 23 last Thursday! :)

Looking back, I don't think there is anything else that I can remember...
*Sigh*
I'm becoming a little more forgetful as before! *Getting old already* hahaha...
Anyway got to go now... Going to KL soon! tut-luuuu... :)

I was browsing and I saw this. I think it's true as we were closing the magazine for HELLO today. Everything was messy and messed up... *sigh* Well it's all done now and currently we are going ku-ku in the office! hehehe...

5 Facts About Friday the 13th

LiveScience.com livescience Staff

livescience.com – Thu Mar 12, 12:30 pm ET

If Friday the 13th is unlucky, then 2009 is an unusually unlucky year. This week's Friday the 13th is one of three to endure this year.

The first came last month. The next is in November. Such a rare triple-threat occurs only once every 11 years.

The origin of the link between bad luck and Friday the 13th is murky. The whole thing might date to Biblical times (the 13th guest at the Last Supper betrayed Jesus). By the Middle Ages, both Friday and 13 were considered bearers of bad fortune. In modern times, the superstition permeates society.

Here are five of our favorite Friday-the-13th facts:

1. Fear of Friday the 13th - one of the most popular myths in science - is called paraskavedekatriaphobia as well as friggatriskaidekaphobia. Triskaidekaphobia is fear of the number 13.

2. Many hospitals have no room 13, while some tall buildings skip the 13th floor and some airline terminals omit Gate 13.

3. President Franklin D. Roosevelt would not travel on the 13th day of any month and would never host 13 guests at a meal. Napoleon and President Herbert Hoover were also triskaidekaphobic, with an abnormal fear of the number 13.

4. Mark Twain once was the 13th guest at a dinner party. A friend warned him not to go. "It was bad luck," Twain later told the friend. "They only had food for 12." Superstitious diners in Paris can hire a quatorzieme, or professional 14th guest.

5. The number 13 suffers from its position after 12, according to numerologists who consider the latter to be a complete number - 12 months in a year, 12 signs of the zodiac, 12 gods of Olympus, 12 labors of Hercules, 12 tribes of Israel, 12 apostles of Jesus, 12 days of Christmas and 12 eggs in a dozen.

Pythagorean legacy

Meanwhile the belief that numbers are connected to life and physical things - called numerology - has a long history.

"You can trace it all the way from the followers of Pythagoras, whose maxim to describe the universe was 'all is number,'" says Mario Livio, an astrophysicist and author of "The Equation That Couldn't Be Solved" (Simon & Schuster, 2005). Thinkers who studied under the famous Greek mathematician combined numbers in different ways to explain everything around them, Livio said.

In modern times, numerology has become a type of para-science, much like the meaningless predictions of astrology, scientists say.

"People are subconsciously drawn towards specific numbers because they know that they need the experiences, attributes or lessons associated with them, that are contained within their potential," says professional numerologist Sonia Ducie. "Numerology can 'make sense' of an individual's life (health, career, relationships, situations and issues) by recognizing which number cycle they are in, and by giving them clarity."

However, mathematicians dismiss numerology, saying it lacks any scientific merit.

"I don't endorse this at all," Livio said, when asked to comment on the popularity of commercial numerology. Seemingly coincidental connections between numbers will always appear if you look hard enough, he said.

...Is it so easy to just give up???

For me it's NO. It's not easy to just give it all up just like that. I never ever thought that what I do can make someone give up that easily. I never thought of giving up! Not even a single thought.
Do you really meant what you say???
.....

***

Migraine is back! *sigh*
This is not suppose to happen...
Looking back at times, when I really need you when I'm not ok, you are not there... Why?
I don't know why.

It't the long weekend here. Monday is a holiday! hehehe... but it does not make any difference to me as on Tuesday when I get back to work, it's CLOSING for HELLO! hahaha..
I'm sitting here in the computer room at the boyfriend's house updating myself with all the latest episodes of my favourite TV series. I just finish watching Brothers and Sisters Season 3, Private Practice Season 2, Ghost Whisperer Season 4, Grey Anatomy Season 5, Privileged season 1, and currently CSI Miami Season 7. Still sitting here in my gym clothes as I went to the gym to sweat a little. Too lazy to go and take a shower but I rather watch all my series that Dominic helped me download as the download spees is faster than my house.
At the moment my pc is going crazy again! It would even off by itself, the screen will go hair wire, the screen turns blue. Sigh! I have already send it to the shop to repair but it is not doing any good. I seriously don't have any clue what is going on with my pc! Any ideas? If I would sell it, who would wanna buy it...? I bought this pc in the year 2004. It's a 5 year old pc now. Wht should I do though.. *sigh*
It's 7pm already and the boyfriend is still sleeping... :( I'm bored though... but my series is keeping me entertained... :)

Two days in a row went for movie screening. Yipeee!

First was Marley & Me. Awesome movie though. Funny and romantic though... :)

Second was Hotels for the dogs. This was was really funny and cool though...

Can't blog too much... Lots of work to do... Closing for HELLO is next Tuesday! Time is precious now! :) Everyone is busy!

Later~

Sometimes I just miss those times that I could even say a something without upsetting you or even by making you angry. *sigh*
Sometimes I feel that I'm the useless one that does not know how to appreciate things around me. Sometimes I feel that your friends are more important than myself.
Sometimes you make me feel that my feelings are not important at all anymore. How do I keep my feelings in a box?
When I feel like talking to you about how I feel, you just turn a deaf ear, push me away as in silence or just get mad at me for feeling that way. Is it wrong to tell you how how I feel?
Every time I feel down, you make me think that is it my fault that I choose to feel that way. I feel that you don't tend yo direct my thoughts and just let me go on thinking on the negative thoughts.
Sometimes you make me feel that I regret telling you how I feel.
When I start tearing , you tend not to wipe it dry and ask me 'Why?' but instead you just let me go on crying.
Shouldn't you be the one drying my tears up?
Shouldn't you be the one to cheer me up?
At the end of the day, these are just thoughts running through my mind. Thoughts that is suppose to be erase but can't seem to forget. Aren't we suppose to share, listen and give each other support or courage? Right now, I'm don't know which one though.
But still, at the end of the day, I still love you so much that I can't just give up on you. Is it worth it? I don't know. No matter how hurtful the words you use against me, I just find it so hard just to hate you. Sometimes I think about all the words you used, is it because you want to push me away from your life or just to teach me a lesson? I hope it does not mean anything or the first one that came up to my mind. If it is a lesson, I'm sure that this is the hardest way to learn.
*Sigh*

The days pass very fast this time... Soon it will be March already... Two months so far in the new year.. Loads have happened though...

Just two days ago the boyfriend and I celebrated our small monthly anniversary... :) We didn't have those grand dinner as it is only our monthly anniversary... It's not a big thing though...

The end of February is around the corner as, it errands time! *Damn it!* Though about saving but I've got to pay bills... *sigh* That's life though... Nothing comes for free!
Today it was quite a relaxing day... I finish up something in the morning but after lunch was just the time to relax... hahaha... I'm sticking my nose in the new HOT magazine now and listening to the hitz.fm fugitive's clues as Astrid and I guess where and where... hehehe... It was fun though but I can't just go looking for them as I am a WORKING LADY now... :) Same goes to Astrid though...

I wanna watch a movie but like no mood one! Why aaa? hahaha... I have asked Izzah to download some movies from MMU's torrent as it will take ages though... :) and I'm too lazy to spend it on DVDs at the moment... Still in a little bit tight budget... Got to pay some of my friend's back for borrowing me some cash so I still can eat and not die of starvation! *correct aaa the spelling?? *
Can't wait though till I get my movies... I kinda gave her a list... and still adding it! hahaha... *I'm so mean!*

Anyway I'm on my second book! hehehe... I mean my second story book that the boyfriend gave me... :)

Tick tock tick tock.. Waiting till work time is over so I can head home then going for mass today for Ash Wednesday.

Today starts the month of Lent... *time to fast though* -sign to loose weight! hehehe...

HEy hey hey!
hahaha...
I'm a bit hyper though...
It's the end of the week though! It was so fast... The last I remembered it was Monday! hehehe...
Yipeeeedoooo!

Tomorrow is Saturday then Sunday!!! It's the weekend though!
What shall I do anyway!

1. Clean my room! *Wipe the cupboards... It's already dusty! sigh!*
2. Download series! *a MUST*
3. Try to download long lost movies that I haven't got the time to watch it.... As I'm too lazy to bu DVD. Done by Izzah! :)
4. SLEEP! yet not enough!
5. Go cut my front hair! hehehe... Hate it when it's poking my eyes!
6. Meet up with Nat Nat~ *I miss her* Need to still see her!
7. Baba's BBQ!! Yay! ::CANCELED::
8. Boyfriend has futsal on Sunday..
9. Go flea market! *Curve* ::NOT YET THOUGH::

So far that's it I think!
It's going to be the fourth week I'm working here. AND HONESTLY I"M LOVING IT!
Having so much fun and learning a lot!
Today was a busy day for HOT magazine as we just closed next issue that is coming out... Peeps go buy yah! :)
So now only I can blog while waiting for Ms. Astrid to say I can leave office... hahaha...
Next will be busy with HELLO and HOT magazine at the same time! Can't wait...
I'm like so happy about it... Am I turning into an workaholic??? *I wonder*

Anyway it's good to see Marissa and Aimran yesterday, after so long... Did a lil catching up though... As usual Marissa will update me! hehehe... :) Hope to see the others soon though..I kinda miss everyone! Sigh*

I am suppose to make my way down to Cyberjaya tonight to have dinner with Izzah, Shaza, Badruz and maybe Nanie...
But sadly no one is there... Shaza is currently in PERAK!!!!!! :( and Izzah left for Malacca in the evening! *SIGH* I miss them so much... Wanted so badly to see them but they not there! Lucky I never surprise them... Imagine if I drive up there and no one is there... :( 'It's ok deena!' I will make my way there probably next week la then... See ya!

p/s: Izzah and Shaza DON'T go anyway next week!!! I'm telling you both early tau! hehehe...

''Pagging for Ms. Astrid!
Where are you?
Are you done yet?
Can I leave yet?
*giggles* ''

I just got an email from Astrid and she sent me this. I find it so hilarious but at the same time it does happen! *enjoy*

Daily decisions made by couples haa..... ;D

I have just finish one of my story book that I got it for Christmas.

It's very interesting and very touching too. I don't know why lately I have been reading or watching something related to life or about someone's inner thoughts about life. Hmmmm....

(But it is a different cover in the bookstore.. Mine is Black in color... Go check it out)
Synopsis
What would you do for someone you love? Would you lie? Would you leave? Would you kill? These are just some of the questions confronting the characters in Mercy, which follows the path of two cousins driven to extremes by the power of love.

Cameron MacDonald has spent his life guided by duty. As the police chief of a small Massachusetts town that has been home to generations of his Scottish clan, he is bound to the town's residents by blood and honor. Yet when his cousin Jamie arrives at the police station with the body of his wife and the bald confession that he's killed her, Cam immediately places him under arrest.

The situation isn't as clear to Cam's wife, Allie. While she is devoted to her husband, she finds herself siding against Cam, seduced by the picture James paints of a man so in love with a woman that he'd grant all her wishes… even the one that meant taking her life.

Into this charged atmosphere drifts Mia, a new assistant at Allie's floral shop, for whom Cam feels an instant and inexplicable attraction. While he aids the prosecution in preparing the case against Jamie, who killed his terminally ill wife out of mercy, Cam finds himself betraying his own wife.

Woven tight with passion and a fast-paced plot, Mercy explores some of today's most highly charged emotional and ethical issues as it draws toward its stunning conclusion. When you love someone, where do you cross the line of moral obligation? And how can you commonly define love and devotion to begin with? Long after you have turned the last page, you'll still be thinking about this rich novel, as well as questioning your own beliefs about love and loyalty.

If anyone has the time... Go read it... :)

Yesterday night I brought mummy to watch the screening for Seven Pounds. Overall, it was a really nice movie especially when anyone of us do not appreciate what life is all about and the things that God has to offer to us. It is a very very very slow movie though, so for those who are tired and exhausted from the day, I shall not recommend you to watch it after a long day. You might fall asleep cause I almost did but I managed as the story is very touching. It made me realize there is more to it in life and appreciate what I have and what God gave me. I shall not tell you what happen in the movie cause you have GOT to watch it!! :)
I wonder what's next though... But I wanna watch Benjamin Button first though! :)
Hello magazine (Issue 36) is out already! :)
Im pretty much stuffed now. We just came back from lunch. :) No more stomach growling... :) It's pretty much happy now!
I was going through my table and I just found a calendar which is from Channel V. Anyone want it? It's full of Nicholas Saputra's picture every month! Who wants it let me know. ok?
Hahaha...
Anyway got to get back to work again!
tata! :)

The other day I called my ex-roomate when I was studying in MMU. She sounded so happy to hear my voice as I haven't been keeping in touch with either of them. Sometimes I look back at the memories we three had in the room or even when we go out together, I miss all those times. The fun and those happy moments cannot be replace with anything. Whenever I'm down, they were always there for me and kept me occupied with things and when I'm feeling up, I would always share it with them.
She was asking me when am I going to go over there to bring them out and have dinner together. I felt so sad that I haven't been keeping in touch with them. :( I do miss them as much as they miss me. I am going to make it a point that I would go there this week for dinner with them. I WILL try though cause I have already started working and by the time I get off the roads to head there will be extremely jam! I wouldn't want to be stuck in the jam though. Jams normally make nice people be mean and rude and self-centered! hahaha... I hate people being that way and I hate if I happen to be that way! So I'm trying to stay out of the bad bad jams! It's just bad juju! hahaha...

Yesterday night I brought mummy to watch the screening of Punisher! Well I hope she did enjoyed it! The movie was very brutal but there were few scenes I find it funny. :) Together the boyfriend and the brother came along. :)
Tonight I'll be bringing mummy to watch the screening of Seven Pounds. :)
Okay... Got to get back to work though... I'm a little free now thats why I am blogging! I don't know about later though.. :)

So later aite! *hehehe*

Valentine's Day was any other normal day for me. Just a little special though but nothing much. We didn't really had a big thing to celebrate as both of us were pretty tight in cash.

Dear boyfriend,

It's ok if you didn't get me flowers this year as you pretty much bought me flowers for my birthday. It doesn't matter about me receiving flowers as I know you love me too much already. :) I understand that we didn't celebrate as both of us are pretty tight on cash. But no matter how the day turned out to be, at the end of the day I love you! And that is all that it matters right now. Knowing that you love me and always there for me is just enough right now. :) Love you loads and thank you for all the nagging, scolding, and love that made me a better person! Love you~

Love always your,
Baby.

It was James's 21st birthday on the 13th of February. just right before Valentine's Day. We went to MIST for his pre birthday party. It was rather quite boring as no one was dancing. How sad was it. It was only Astrid, Kevin, Boyfriend and me dancing. We look retarded though dancing when the rest were sitting down drinking and drinking. Hahaha... Kevin and me enjoyed our drink very much which was ICE WATER the whole night, even though Astrid needed help to finish up her beer. It's not counted though as drinking as he was on a rescue mission! hahaha... *WAY TO GO KEVIN~ !!!*

The next day was James's Birthday party at his house which was on Valentine's Day night. We pretty much did had fun though. I wore my new dress that I save to buy... :) I love it! hehehe... :)

Anyway got to get going now... Work time! :)
Later~

yesterday I couldn't not blog as I didn't have much time...
was so busy with work yesterday as it was the closing date for HELLO magazine's next issue!
even though it was a busy day but I learn a lot and many things I have to be careful of...
I'm loving it though... :) Don't worry! I'm doing great here... :)

Now I got to get back to work... Got to do some HOT magazine's ad... :)

i'll blog later...
later k! mwah mwah!!

And this is Astrid's one... :) She took a looked at mine and she wanted one too... hehehe...
hope you like it babe! :)

I was just playing around with Adobe Illustrator this morning and I came up with this... The humans are vector files from the internet as I found it while doing it... :)
Was just keeping myself entertain while waiting for jobs to come in... :)

Movies that are out and have not watched it yet!

Coming SOon!!! Must watch~

Recommended by Shaza!

This one! MUST watch!!! It's a must!!!

Something I read over the internet about relationships. Well in a way it's so true but sometimes you just find it so hard for the guy to give in and talk about things to the girl.

Quote from here.

In a relationship we cannot control the way our partner is nor can we change him into what we want him to be. On the contrary, fighting the differences will make them stronger and by trying to change somebody we will make them want to resist even more. The only thing we can do is accept our partner for who he is, without conditions!

Other things we can do:

• Love yourself ~ Some people are in relationships because they are afraid to be alone. If you can’t love yourself, you can’t possibly love somebody else. Be courageous and get to know yourself. You are the most amazing being on this planet. Start accepting yourself for who you are, for your strengths and for your weaknesses. You are after all your very own best friend!

• Accept the differences ~ This is easier said than done. We assume other people are like us and get flustered when they are not. Accept that we are different. He does not like to talk in the morning? Don’t talk to him in the morning. He does not want to watch the same movies? Find someone who does. Only if we accept our differences can we create the space to understand each other.

• Be interested ~ Curiosity is an amazing thing and kids have it in spades. Wow, who is this person that can give us such joy and such heartache? What does he like, what are his dreams, how can we get closer to him? If you can stay curious, if you don’t already know who the other person is, life will become magical.

• Be honest ~ Being honest is not as easy as it may seem. First, be honest with yourself. What do you really want? Stop acting nice, don’t pretend to be someone you are not. We can’t very well appreciate one another if we are playing games of deception. You don’t have to put on an act to get what you want, just ask for it.

• Keep learning ~ Unfortunately, we don’t learn how to have a great relationship in school, or growing up. Do your homework. Take a seminar, get a coach, read and learn online or in books. There is some great information out there that can really help you in making sense out of it all. I am listing a few books below that have really helped me and I hope they are valuable for you as well.

Okay I got tagged again, by Hasanah this time. Well, it has been some time so I shall finally do it since i'm pretty much free today at work...

1.
If your lover betrayed you, how will you react?
Walk out of the door at the same time feeling so hurt and angry.

2.
If you can have a dream come true, what would it be?
Hmmmm... My dreams are mostly kept within me... :)

3.
Whose butt would you like to kick?
People who doesn't know how to control themselves at the same time know there own limits towards other people...

4.
What would you do with a billion dollars?
Pay up my loan, Put some money back into my amanah saham, buy a MAC desktop or a MAC laptop, continue doing my masters or up till PHD and the rest SAVE!!!

5.
Would you fall in love with your best friend?
My best friend is a girl and of course i love her! hahaha!!!!

6.
Which do you think is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Well it depends. But mostly being loved by someone!

7.
How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
I am in a relationship now and I do really love him so much... <3 If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do? Let him be and get over it! NO WAY I would want to destroy two happy couples. I'm not that mean!

8. If you were to act with someone, who would it be? Your gf/bf or an actress/actor?
Aaaaaa... I don't really act! It's either I'm not good at it or I was never given a chance to do so... :|

9.
Would you invite your Ex bf/gf to your wedding?
Maybe... It all depends on how things ended.

10.
How would you see yourself in ten years' time?
That would be when I am 33 years old! Oh-damn! Thats old! hahaha...
A family which is including 2 children maybe...
A house *big one if I can afford*
Stable job as well as income!
To fully support my mother... :)

11.
What’s your greatest fear?
................ To loose my own life unknowingly...

12.
What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is
Bubbly and Chomel! hahahahha... *don't kembang k babe*

13.
Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
There is no way I can make such decision now as I would prefer to be in between! Not too rich and not too poor! :)

14.
What’s the first thing you do when you wake up?
Find my baby pillow.

15.
Would you give all in a relationship?
Hmmmm... Don't know though... Maybe when we know whether the relationship is heading towards what we both want together.

16.
If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
The one who will be there for me when in good times and also bad times...
The one who makes me happy any other day...
The one who cherish me for who I am and also accept me for who I am...
The one who gives me advice to make me a better person...

17.
Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
Most of the time I will forgive but thats not to worry... The only part for person to worry is whether I will forget or not!
I always forgive people but the things that happened will always be in my mind...
I'm not a person who can easily forget things...

*Ah! finally done! heheheh... *sorry ya babe. I took extremely a very long time to do this...*

I'm going to tag :
ASTRID! hahaha...*have fun*
Izzah Meor *sayang you* hehehehe...

> for the rest who is bored and feel like doing it... By all means... :) Enjoy!

My alarm clock was suppose to wake me up at 8 a.m. but my mother had to bang on my door at 7.30 in the morning!!! It's a freaking holiday for everyone so I decided to take my own sweet time to head to work as it would not be jam since it's a holiday for everyone. My judgement were so right! The roads were so clear like there was no one around at all. There were no jams and definitely no traffic at all. it was EMPTY! I left house at 8.45 a.m and I reach office at 9 a.m! See what a big huge fuss my mother made as she was complaining I go out every night and come back late as the result I could not wake up!!! Urghhhhh!!! That's what I get! My alarm is going to ring in about half an hour MOTHER!!! What a way to start the morning when everyone is on a holiday! Luckily I'm at work!!! My mother has an issue! If she can't find fault with Uncle Roland, she will find it with me! *So ANGRY!*
She will go on, on how ungrateful I am with her and all!
This is why one reason I hate being at home! She just has to find every GOD damn reason to nags at me!

*At the end of the day MOTHERS are like that*

David has left for Perth already... *sniff sniff* We will definitely miss him for sure!
But Be strong, Good Luck and all the best there David~
Do well and come back faster! hehehe... :)
We will all be here when you get back!
Drinking sessions at his house prolong for 3 days in a row... Including the farewell dinner at Teluk Gong.

*We will miss you David!*

Ok la.. I think I should be getting back to work now... :)
Laterz~

3rd day of work...
So far I have and had....
1. Fun
2. Enjoyed
3. Nice
4. Awesome!
I'm loving it!
I like it!
The designers room is not that hot and not too cold! It's just so perfect...
Everyone is so friendly and funny here... It's wonderful to meet all of them... :)
Tonight will be karaoke night again!! :)
David's idea though...
I'm pretty much quite tired though, from the late nights... Hopefully it will be over soon!!!
Can't go on sleeping late and not enough of sleep! Later my body not well and unhealthy plus I do not want to screw up here.
okay... got to continue my work! :)

*By the way Congrats Astrid on your Murdoch application! Hope everything on finance side is going good... :) I'm happy for you!

I'm done at work for today but I'm currently waiting for Ms. Astrid to finish work. Then I came upon this. It's pretty interesting. :)


In 2008, Tiger people had a Travel Star connected with their career and wealth. There were good and bad in career and money luck. Some tiny Unlucky Stars appeared in health and love area. The general fortune of 2008 should be fair. There are more Unlucky Stars coming in 2009. The career luck is fair, but money luck will go south. Therefore Tiger people should pay more attentions on job position and money investment in the year of the Cow. Since Tiger and Cow have the hurting relationship, your people public relationship will be poor than last year.

Career: The Lucky Sun Star moves to your career area in year 2009. People around you will support and give you career guide or offer your career opportunity. Because the Sun Star is a male, therefore the person gives your major help will be a man. The sign shows that your boss or supervisor will appreciate your performance and give you more responsibility on assign you major tasks. Certainly, you should gasp this opportunity and fully go for it. However, there is one Unlucky Star coming in the same time, which will disturb your working emotion and obstruct your working progress. If you lose your confidence, cannot overcome the emotional impact, then you might lose this career opportunity and all your efforts will become futile.

Money: Tiger people don't have any Lucky Star related to money luck. Instead, there are two Unlucky Stars appearing in 2009. Therefore the money income is hard to reach your goal. One sign shows your expense will be more than before, you won't have too much left for saving. This tells you that every time you shop or purchase something, you have to make sure you really need the merchandise. The other sign shows someone might deceive your money investment. That means something might happen and force you to use your savings to pay for that event. Therefore, you shouldn't be greedy in any investment and don't do any risky business even with your close friends or relatives in the year of the Cow. Otherwise, your wealth will decrease a lot.

Love: No matter that you are single, in love or married, your love relationship is not bad in 2009, because there is a Love Star coming to you. If you are single, you have good chance to meet your companion, even develop a closer relationship. If you are in love, then your love relationship will become stronger and closer. If your partner is ready, then you might get married this year. If you are married, you will be giving and receiving the love more from your spouse. However, you need to keep the distance from the opposite sex outside to avoid misunderstanding.

Health: There is a tiny Unlucky Health Star around you in 2009. But it won't cause any serious disease. Tiger people should have a good health in the year of the Cow. Only some might have the pressure or obstacle from their job and feel gloomy or depressed. As long as you know how to relax yourself to reduce the stress and let alone unnecessary concern, you should have good energy and spirit entire year.

Fortune: The luck of Tiger people in the year of Cow is fair. The unlucky part is in the career and wealth area. So don't expect you will have high job performance or good financial achievement. In your career, since the Unlucky Stars attack on your weakness of the personality, if your can persist your determination, keep your humble attitude to face the challenge, then you will have a better chance to succeed. In the wealth, you need to plan your financial strategy in the beginning of the year. Then make sure to follow your plan to balance your budget. Otherwise, your monthly expense will exceed your income. Your should have good health during the entire year. You have excellent luck in love relationship in 2009. However, I shouldn't look for new relationship, if you already have your lover or spouse. This is because that new relationship might not last to the next year.

This is so not me in reading it but I have to kill time while my stomach is making unreasonable sounds of hunger! *hahahaha*

The boyfriend brought me to watch A movie...
How sweet isn't it?
We were suppose to watch Ink Heart but in the end we choose to watch Bride Wars. :)

I wouldn't want to tell you the story as I do not want to spoil the story for those who have not watch it yet... :) *see i'm just being nice*

He choose to watch it at GSC Signature... :) Just love the cinema... Very comfortable and the space is so wide! Recommended especially for tall people... hehehehe...

The movie was awesome! It's a chick flick kind of movie. :)

So go watch it if those of you haven't got a chance to watch it! :)
I'm sure you'll love it... <3


p/s: ok back to work... :)

I'm at work...
After so long bumming...
Yea... wish me luck! :)

Later~

Yesterday was a awesome!
We all went for karaoke session!!

David came up with the idea as he is leaving for Perth next Sunday.
So Astrid organized the karaoke session.
At first there were 5 but in the end there were 10 people... :)

Astrid, Kristen, Tina, Clairessa, Kevin, Steven, Glenn, David, Fabian, and me were the 10 people who pretty much enjoyed ourselves. :) We all sang on top of our lungs and also including jumping up and down on the couch!
I couldn't count how many songs we sang but the most crazy songs that we all go jumping up and down were Spice Girl's songs which are Stop and also Wannabe! hahaha... was so funny and we really enjoyed our self...:)
Hope David did! :)
We are going to miss you and your crazyness!!!! :)

'I do not know him enough!'
Those were the words that came out from his mouth...
I shouldn't have open my mouth to say anything about anything...
Sometimes I feel that I'm no one here...

Who am I around him? I keep on wondering...

I can't believe how old guys are being such a child and a pervert...

This guy at Cobra Club, did something that disgust me so much...

He literally wink his eyes, and also did his mouth as though he wants to kiss me...*'what the fuck!' those were the words that came out from my mouth immediately! YUCKS!!!!*

It's just so disturbing and he just pulled down his dignity as a guy!

I immediately just felt so uncomfortable and disgusted by his action!

Because of this, I told the boyfriend... He was angry that he couldn't do anything... I didn't blame him as we were all with his uncles and aunties... and especially his mum and dad was there... I just couldn't stand the guy's action...

The boyfriend was so angry until I feel like he is shutting my off from everything... I guess nothing I can do to just cool him off... *sigh* What a failure I am as a girlfriend! *that's what I think in my mind*

Chinese New Year is all about visiting all the relatives and also collecting ang-pow! hehehe...
I didn't get much though this year as most of my family are not around... They are all over but can survive la... :) Not too worry! :) Been gambling here and there... won and loose at the same time... but it's all cool.. IT'S CHINESE NEW YEAR they all say... hehehe...

Anyway I'm still not having much sleep though with all the late nights... but at the same time excited as I'm starting back to work in 4 days... 4 more days to enjoy then concentrate on work! :) No more fucking up anymore...! Need to work as hard as I can... Well in this 4 days I was hoping that I could go to Genting to go to the theme park but that all depends on the boyfriend...*praying that I could go* hehehe...

Yesterday baba cooked! yea!! BABA cooked! hehehehe... it was delicious though... hehehe... he can open a burger stall now... :)

Pictures of the boyfriend's birthday has been posted up on facebook... :) so many though... Happy viewing... :)

*I miss boyfriend*

The new Kelly Clarkson's song... It's lovely though...

My Life Would Suck Without You...

Guess this means you're sorry
You're standing at my door
Guess this means you take back
All you said before
Like how much you wanted
Anyone but me
Said you'd never come back
But here you are again

Cuz we belong together, yeah
Forever united here somehow, yeah
You got a piece of me
And honestly,
My life would suck without you

Maybe I was stupid for telling you goodbye
Maybe I was wrong for tryin' to pick a fight
I know that I've got issues
But you're pretty messed up too
Either way, I found out I'm nothing without you

Cuz we belong together, yeah
Forever united here somehow, yeah
You got a piece of me
And honestly,
My life would suck without you

Being with you is so disfunctional
I really shouldn't miss you
But I can’t let you go
Oh yeah

Cuz we belong together, yeah
Forever united here somehow, yeah
You got a piece of me
And honestly,
My life would suck without you

Cuz we belong together, yeah
Forever united here somehow, yeah
You got a piece of me
And honestly,
My life would suck without you

I am an IDIOT...
I am a STUPID person...
I am full of DRAMA...
I don't know how to think...

These lines of words keep repeating in my head as he shouted at me...
*sigh*

hey hey you you!!!
hehehehe...
Sorry for the late post.. and NO I did not abandoned my blog...
I just have been really occupied with things... :)

Sorry Astrid for not updating my blog!!! hehehehe...

Honestly I do not know what to write and there is nothing in my mind...

Wait... Lemme think...
Urmmmmm....

Oh-ya...!!!! I got a job!!! I start working on the 3rd February... :) Right after all the holidays... :) So wish me luck!!! :) Holidays will be over soon!! No more bumming around anymore! :) It's a relief though that I don't have to look for more job opportunities at the moment...

Well the surprise birthday party for the boyfriend and Kevin worked out... :) Two weeks of planning... Astrid did all the list of people though... Most of it is Astrid's work!! Way to go babe!!! :) I handle the boyfriend only... :) and... Tina handled Kevin... hahahaha...It's so hard to lie and I hate lying... *sigh*And the boyfriend got drunk and couldn't remember A single thing! He did puke in his bed though! hahahahaha!!!! *pictures will be uploaded soon* But indeed I had fun but.... I didn't sleep that much cause I had to clean the boyfriend up!!!

One thing did accrue to me was 'someone' said that I was a drama queen!!! Well I am A DRAMA QUEEN!!! At least I admit it and you don't! So mind your own business! Well I wonder who the person is... To that person, think for yourself cause you don't know whats going through my mind, so don't simple judge me and call me a drama queen cause you might be ONE too! And if it really happen to YOU, I shall say it back to you!!! In the end were you the one who clean everything up??? So fuck off! Mind your words!

Today is the eve of Chinese New Year...
And I'm currently still at home waiting for my mum to decide what are we doing tonight...
I wonder whether we do still have family dinner! *sigh* I cannot join the boyfriend's family... :( I don't think so though...
At the same time, I would like to take this opportunity to wish everyone 'GONG XI FA CAI'!!!!! Hope you all get loads of angpow! :)

I better go and do some laundry's before mum gets back and nags at me!
So tata for now!

later~

Just sitting here watching the rest getting their tattoo done is just awesome!! It's a lil freaky though with the sounds... but... you'll get over it... Currently Astrid is doing hers and it's almost finish! Hers is the Chinese character of her name... :) Weeee... she finally got over the face of the fear in her... hehehe! Way to go babe!!! 

Kevin on the other hand is in the other room getting his done.. probably only half though... He is coming back tomorrow to get it finish... :) His is a lil painful as he is skinny and he is in pain... hahaha.... His design is kinda very complicated so thats why he is coming back tomorrow... :) 

Hamish also is the first time doing it... His design is cool though... A hand holding the rosary... :) Very nice indeed~ 

David got the 5 stars on his right chest~ Simple though... :)

Okay.. Astrid and David is done~ Waiting for Hamish and Kevin to finish though... :) The boyfriend is suppose to come but until now he is not here yet... :( *as usual... :( SIGH*

Updates!

1. Times flies when you are having fun... I guess everyone heard of that particular phrase a lot... :) Well, honestly it's true... especially when we are having so much fun...
Before Chris Tang left back to Aussie we all had dinner together and it was pretty much fun though... We played Jengga, Uno cards, the game called Speed, Big Two... We were just continuing playing until pretty late... It was just a second I thought it was 8pm but unfortunately it was already 1am I think. hehehe... and the night carried on and on and on... :)

2. I had a reunion for our Confirmation Class last Saturday... Not many came though...
First it started off with dinner at Satelite *Chicken Rice Shop* hehehe... then over to M.I.A. *Deirdre's pub*.

3. I'm officially broke already after spending it on the boyfriend's present.

4. Hopefully get a job soon!

5. PC crashed on me! So now is in the shop!!!! *more money*

6. Dyed my hair black again!!!!! Coz the previous colour was not that lovely anymore! hehehe... *thanks to Nat Nat*

7. Still eating like a pig!

8. Being a bum to clean my room! It's in a MESS!!!!!!! *sigh*

9. Oh-ya! Sometimes being a useless girlfriend! *Does that count???*

10. Went for Beef noodles with the boyfriend, Tina and Astrid... :)

11. Went to Ikea with Nat Nat and went crazy!!! hahahaha! *fun times*

12. Lack of sleeep!!! :(


What else???? I can't think of much though.... My brain is currently not working! *Please pray that I'll get the job soon!!!!!!!*

sometimes I just feel like everything I do, is wrong!


wish me luck today! *wink wink*

The day the boyfriend was in Mersing, I bought the boyfriend his birthday present. :) Well, on that same day I drag Astrid and Dominic to follow me to get his present... Dominic had to try it on just in case I forgot his size... hahaha...Since its something that I wasn't sure of his size I had to give it to him earlier... :)

Oh-well when I gave it to him, he just didn't want to wear it... He wanted it to be on the shelves... ahhaha... He doesn't want to wear it coz he is afraid that it might get spoil and dirty... :)

Well, its the adidas adicolor shoe... :)

After getting his present, the same day Astrid, Dominic and I went for some karoake! hahaha... Yea... We dragged Dominic to come with us... Kristen came also... So there were 3 girls and A guy...! hahahaha... Poor Dominic though... He had to watch us sing, jumping and screaming on top of our lungs... hahaha.. But indeed we did have so much fun! :) Ryte Dominic??? *wink wink*

Now I'm waiting patiently for the boyfriend to come!!!! Urghhh!!!! Since 1 pm you know!!!!! HUNGRY!!!

Date : 4th March 2009
Venue : Stadium Negara, Kuala Lumpur.

They are gonna come!!!!! Weeeeee....I wanna go!!!!!! but but but but...... no money!!!*sigh*

Walaaaaaaaaaaa....

My jigsaw puzzle is finisto!
It took me roughly about 5 days to complete it! :)
It's lovely though...

.........

We had a slumber party and only slept at 6am yesterday after saying good night to each other for a million times....

DAMN freaking tired!!! But I had so much fun!!!
What we did really reminds me of when I was a child...

.........

Thank you Astrid, for teman-ing me while the boyfriend went to Mersing for the Uncle's funeral...

My condolences to the whole family... Be strong...

But.... He is back already!!!

I bought his birthday present already... :)

Dear Kristen,
It's your birthday today!! You're a year older now... :) But still you still have the young heart...
Through out this years you have learn a lot of things in life... Cherish it and enjoy yourself cause we only get to live once... :)
No matter what I'm here for you.. Love you!
Happy Birthday Babe!
Love Deena.

Dear Azie,
Happy Birthday Babe!
You dah tua!! hehehe... but still muda k... :)
May this year fill you with loads of money and loads of happiness...
Enjoy yourlife and have a great year ahead of you...
Love ya! Miss ya too!
Mwahhhh...
Love Deena.

Helloooo 2009!!!

I would like to wish everyone....

A Fantastic January,
A Lovable February,
A Marvellous March,
A Luckiest April,
An Enjoyable May,
A Successful June,
A Wonderful July,
An Independent August,
A Tastiest October,
A Beautiful November,
and
A Happiest December
for 2009!

Well, I spent my New Years at Laundry, Curve with the boyfriend, Nat nat, and Shri... The boyfirend's brother was there too... I did had fun although my eyes were pretty tired of crying *coz my my finger...sigh*
Nat Nat has the picture of my finger wounded! Pretty much the last memories of the last of the year 2008...*sigh*
Anyway overall I had fun though!!! :)