confused...

I sometimes wonder do I belong with them?
Where do I stand now among them?
I simply do NOT know now...
See-ing the pictures of them...
I dont think I even exist anymore...
I may not be like them but I dont know why I feel this way...

*confused*

daddy...

i wish i could still hear my dad talk...
i wish i could still talk to my dad...
i wish i could still hear him telling me bed time stories...
i wish i could still sit beside my dad...
i wish i could spend my day with my dad...
i wish i could still see him here with me...
i wish i could enjoy many more times with him...

i miss having my dad around..
it has been 9 years he has been gone yet i still miss him as much i miss being myself...
i miss having a dad around me...

daddy,
no one can replace you..
i miss you..
i love you daddy...
i wish you could see me now...
dad,im in a university and also in my final year...
people say that the people who went will be in our hearts... i know you're here with me... but i still wish that i could have you around to protect me...
daddy...happy birthday~
i really miss having you around...

love your only daughter,
deena...

hugs~

pray is all you can do.. hope that she will be fine and recover...
my prayers are with her family and herself itself..
dont give up..

*adik be strong*

sleepy~

weekends are over here come the weekdays...
*sniff sniff*
one more week to go or lets just say its my last week working..
i do anjoy working here but at the same time i cant wait to finish...

my room is finally finish!!!! weeeeeeeeee... i have new cupboards.....hehehe... weeeeeeeeeeeee....and its whiteeeeeeeeeeeeee...

9 words~

9 words that women always use:

1. Fine
This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up.

2. Five Minutes <----not true for me!!!!!!
If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour.
Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house.

3. Nothing
This is the calm before the storm.
This means something, and you should be on your toes.
Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine.

4. Go Ahead
This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It!

5. Loud Sigh
This is actually a word,but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men.
A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing.
(Refer back to #3 forthe meaning of nothing.)

6. That's Okay <---this one im not sure!!!!
This is one of the most dangerous statements a woman can make to a man.
That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for your mistake.

7. Thanks
A woman is thanking you, do not question, or Faint. Just say you're welcome.

8. Whatever Is
a women's way of saying F@*K YOU! <----true aaaa???

9. Don't worry about it, I got it
Another dangerous statement,meaning this is something that a woman has told a man to do several times, butis now doing it herself.
This will later result...


okay!!!! some is NOT true for ME but i dont know about others... IM WEIRD!!!

PMS or angry or upset?

which one is it? pms = Premenstrual Syndrome or angry?? or upset??

at this moment you may think im going through my PMS mode... but i dont think so.. i do NOT blame it PMS but im angry... im angry at you... its like im invisible... the things you say are not being fullfill.. what do i have to do... its so sad knowing the fact you just ignore it..

hate to feel this way but im hurt!

the fasting month for all muslims~

well well...what can i say..ramadhan begins for the muslims around the world..for my muslim friends here in mmu i just wanna wish you all selamat berpuase.. and be gud and dont notty notty.. hehehehe..they will start fasting today until 12 October...than it will be raya for them... money money coming in.. hehehe..

this is what wikipedia has to say about the fasting month...
During Ramadan, Muslims are also expected to put more effort into following the teachings of Islam as well as refraining from anger, envy, greed, lust, sarcastic retorts, backbiting, and gossip. They are encouraged to read the Qur'an. Sexual intercourse during fasting in the day is not allowed but is permissible after the fast (when referring to sexual intercourse, it is intended to mean with one's spouse alone, as all pre- and extra-marital relations are strictly forbidden in Islam). Obscene and irreligious sights and sounds are to be avoided. Purity of both thought and action is important. The fast is intended to be an exacting act of deep personal worship in which Muslims seek a raised level of closeness to God. The act of fasting is said to redirect the heart away from worldly activities, its purpose being to cleanse the inner soul and free it from harm. Properly observing the fast is supposed to induce a comfortable feeling of peace and calm. It also allows Muslims to practice self-discipline, sacrifice, as well as sympathy for those who are less fortunate, intending to make Muslims more generous and charitable.

SAKTI dancers perform for Tritun's CLosing ceremony~

the dancer's

the brothers~

src @ mcD..* memories*

its time to step down... hehehe... the hu ha's we create soon to be memories.. one of them at mcd...hehehe...even though at times we dont get along but the fun and laughter i really cherished them..gonna miss you guys.. good luck to all of you..and for those who are still around...join la balik src tu...hehehehe... i sokong you all...hehehehehe...

*hugs and kisses from me*

under one roof

shaza, izzah and deena

my two room-mates... hehehehe...love both of you very much~

SRC ELECTION FOR 2007/2008

all MMU students out there.. do take part and nominate yourself to be an SRC council member.. dont like anything or not satisfied with the ways of others, be an SRC member and make the difference yourself.. go for it~

trip to bahau~

well.. this weekend one of our MI lecturers got married.. which is Mr Nazri.. hehehe..

we had to drove to Bahau.. no idea where is it right?? i dont think you ever want to go there.. roads are crazy and long journey even though it is in negeri sembilan... we made our first road trip there.. hehehe.. anyway here are some pictures of mr nazri getting married.. in pink.. hehehe..

congratulations mr nazri and eli~