The days pass very fast this time... Soon it will be March already... Two months so far in the new year.. Loads have happened though...

Just two days ago the boyfriend and I celebrated our small monthly anniversary... :) We didn't have those grand dinner as it is only our monthly anniversary... It's not a big thing though...

The end of February is around the corner as, it errands time! *Damn it!* Though about saving but I've got to pay bills... *sigh* That's life though... Nothing comes for free!
Today it was quite a relaxing day... I finish up something in the morning but after lunch was just the time to relax... hahaha... I'm sticking my nose in the new HOT magazine now and listening to the hitz.fm fugitive's clues as Astrid and I guess where and where... hehehe... It was fun though but I can't just go looking for them as I am a WORKING LADY now... :) Same goes to Astrid though...

I wanna watch a movie but like no mood one! Why aaa? hahaha... I have asked Izzah to download some movies from MMU's torrent as it will take ages though... :) and I'm too lazy to spend it on DVDs at the moment... Still in a little bit tight budget... Got to pay some of my friend's back for borrowing me some cash so I still can eat and not die of starvation! *correct aaa the spelling?? *
Can't wait though till I get my movies... I kinda gave her a list... and still adding it! hahaha... *I'm so mean!*

Anyway I'm on my second book! hehehe... I mean my second story book that the boyfriend gave me... :)

Tick tock tick tock.. Waiting till work time is over so I can head home then going for mass today for Ash Wednesday.

Today starts the month of Lent... *time to fast though* -sign to loose weight! hehehe...

HEy hey hey!
hahaha...
I'm a bit hyper though...
It's the end of the week though! It was so fast... The last I remembered it was Monday! hehehe...
Yipeeeedoooo!

Tomorrow is Saturday then Sunday!!! It's the weekend though!
What shall I do anyway!

1. Clean my room! *Wipe the cupboards... It's already dusty! sigh!*
2. Download series! *a MUST*
3. Try to download long lost movies that I haven't got the time to watch it.... As I'm too lazy to bu DVD. Done by Izzah! :)
4. SLEEP! yet not enough!
5. Go cut my front hair! hehehe... Hate it when it's poking my eyes!
6. Meet up with Nat Nat~ *I miss her* Need to still see her!
7. Baba's BBQ!! Yay! ::CANCELED::
8. Boyfriend has futsal on Sunday..
9. Go flea market! *Curve* ::NOT YET THOUGH::

So far that's it I think!
It's going to be the fourth week I'm working here. AND HONESTLY I"M LOVING IT!
Having so much fun and learning a lot!
Today was a busy day for HOT magazine as we just closed next issue that is coming out... Peeps go buy yah! :)
So now only I can blog while waiting for Ms. Astrid to say I can leave office... hahaha...
Next will be busy with HELLO and HOT magazine at the same time! Can't wait...
I'm like so happy about it... Am I turning into an workaholic??? *I wonder*

Anyway it's good to see Marissa and Aimran yesterday, after so long... Did a lil catching up though... As usual Marissa will update me! hehehe... :) Hope to see the others soon though..I kinda miss everyone! Sigh*

I am suppose to make my way down to Cyberjaya tonight to have dinner with Izzah, Shaza, Badruz and maybe Nanie...
But sadly no one is there... Shaza is currently in PERAK!!!!!! :( and Izzah left for Malacca in the evening! *SIGH* I miss them so much... Wanted so badly to see them but they not there! Lucky I never surprise them... Imagine if I drive up there and no one is there... :( 'It's ok deena!' I will make my way there probably next week la then... See ya!

p/s: Izzah and Shaza DON'T go anyway next week!!! I'm telling you both early tau! hehehe...

''Pagging for Ms. Astrid!
Where are you?
Are you done yet?
Can I leave yet?
*giggles* ''

I just got an email from Astrid and she sent me this. I find it so hilarious but at the same time it does happen! *enjoy*

Daily decisions made by couples haa..... ;D

I have just finish one of my story book that I got it for Christmas.

It's very interesting and very touching too. I don't know why lately I have been reading or watching something related to life or about someone's inner thoughts about life. Hmmmm....

(But it is a different cover in the bookstore.. Mine is Black in color... Go check it out)
Synopsis
What would you do for someone you love? Would you lie? Would you leave? Would you kill? These are just some of the questions confronting the characters in Mercy, which follows the path of two cousins driven to extremes by the power of love.

Cameron MacDonald has spent his life guided by duty. As the police chief of a small Massachusetts town that has been home to generations of his Scottish clan, he is bound to the town's residents by blood and honor. Yet when his cousin Jamie arrives at the police station with the body of his wife and the bald confession that he's killed her, Cam immediately places him under arrest.

The situation isn't as clear to Cam's wife, Allie. While she is devoted to her husband, she finds herself siding against Cam, seduced by the picture James paints of a man so in love with a woman that he'd grant all her wishes… even the one that meant taking her life.

Into this charged atmosphere drifts Mia, a new assistant at Allie's floral shop, for whom Cam feels an instant and inexplicable attraction. While he aids the prosecution in preparing the case against Jamie, who killed his terminally ill wife out of mercy, Cam finds himself betraying his own wife.

Woven tight with passion and a fast-paced plot, Mercy explores some of today's most highly charged emotional and ethical issues as it draws toward its stunning conclusion. When you love someone, where do you cross the line of moral obligation? And how can you commonly define love and devotion to begin with? Long after you have turned the last page, you'll still be thinking about this rich novel, as well as questioning your own beliefs about love and loyalty.

If anyone has the time... Go read it... :)

Yesterday night I brought mummy to watch the screening for Seven Pounds. Overall, it was a really nice movie especially when anyone of us do not appreciate what life is all about and the things that God has to offer to us. It is a very very very slow movie though, so for those who are tired and exhausted from the day, I shall not recommend you to watch it after a long day. You might fall asleep cause I almost did but I managed as the story is very touching. It made me realize there is more to it in life and appreciate what I have and what God gave me. I shall not tell you what happen in the movie cause you have GOT to watch it!! :)
I wonder what's next though... But I wanna watch Benjamin Button first though! :)
Hello magazine (Issue 36) is out already! :)
Im pretty much stuffed now. We just came back from lunch. :) No more stomach growling... :) It's pretty much happy now!
I was going through my table and I just found a calendar which is from Channel V. Anyone want it? It's full of Nicholas Saputra's picture every month! Who wants it let me know. ok?
Hahaha...
Anyway got to get back to work again!
tata! :)

The other day I called my ex-roomate when I was studying in MMU. She sounded so happy to hear my voice as I haven't been keeping in touch with either of them. Sometimes I look back at the memories we three had in the room or even when we go out together, I miss all those times. The fun and those happy moments cannot be replace with anything. Whenever I'm down, they were always there for me and kept me occupied with things and when I'm feeling up, I would always share it with them.
She was asking me when am I going to go over there to bring them out and have dinner together. I felt so sad that I haven't been keeping in touch with them. :( I do miss them as much as they miss me. I am going to make it a point that I would go there this week for dinner with them. I WILL try though cause I have already started working and by the time I get off the roads to head there will be extremely jam! I wouldn't want to be stuck in the jam though. Jams normally make nice people be mean and rude and self-centered! hahaha... I hate people being that way and I hate if I happen to be that way! So I'm trying to stay out of the bad bad jams! It's just bad juju! hahaha...

Yesterday night I brought mummy to watch the screening of Punisher! Well I hope she did enjoyed it! The movie was very brutal but there were few scenes I find it funny. :) Together the boyfriend and the brother came along. :)
Tonight I'll be bringing mummy to watch the screening of Seven Pounds. :)
Okay... Got to get back to work though... I'm a little free now thats why I am blogging! I don't know about later though.. :)

So later aite! *hehehe*

Valentine's Day was any other normal day for me. Just a little special though but nothing much. We didn't really had a big thing to celebrate as both of us were pretty tight in cash.

Dear boyfriend,

It's ok if you didn't get me flowers this year as you pretty much bought me flowers for my birthday. It doesn't matter about me receiving flowers as I know you love me too much already. :) I understand that we didn't celebrate as both of us are pretty tight on cash. But no matter how the day turned out to be, at the end of the day I love you! And that is all that it matters right now. Knowing that you love me and always there for me is just enough right now. :) Love you loads and thank you for all the nagging, scolding, and love that made me a better person! Love you~

Love always your,
Baby.

It was James's 21st birthday on the 13th of February. just right before Valentine's Day. We went to MIST for his pre birthday party. It was rather quite boring as no one was dancing. How sad was it. It was only Astrid, Kevin, Boyfriend and me dancing. We look retarded though dancing when the rest were sitting down drinking and drinking. Hahaha... Kevin and me enjoyed our drink very much which was ICE WATER the whole night, even though Astrid needed help to finish up her beer. It's not counted though as drinking as he was on a rescue mission! hahaha... *WAY TO GO KEVIN~ !!!*

The next day was James's Birthday party at his house which was on Valentine's Day night. We pretty much did had fun though. I wore my new dress that I save to buy... :) I love it! hehehe... :)

Anyway got to get going now... Work time! :)
Later~

yesterday I couldn't not blog as I didn't have much time...
was so busy with work yesterday as it was the closing date for HELLO magazine's next issue!
even though it was a busy day but I learn a lot and many things I have to be careful of...
I'm loving it though... :) Don't worry! I'm doing great here... :)

Now I got to get back to work... Got to do some HOT magazine's ad... :)

i'll blog later...
later k! mwah mwah!!

And this is Astrid's one... :) She took a looked at mine and she wanted one too... hehehe...
hope you like it babe! :)

I was just playing around with Adobe Illustrator this morning and I came up with this... The humans are vector files from the internet as I found it while doing it... :)
Was just keeping myself entertain while waiting for jobs to come in... :)

Movies that are out and have not watched it yet!

Coming SOon!!! Must watch~

Recommended by Shaza!

This one! MUST watch!!! It's a must!!!

Something I read over the internet about relationships. Well in a way it's so true but sometimes you just find it so hard for the guy to give in and talk about things to the girl.

Quote from here.

In a relationship we cannot control the way our partner is nor can we change him into what we want him to be. On the contrary, fighting the differences will make them stronger and by trying to change somebody we will make them want to resist even more. The only thing we can do is accept our partner for who he is, without conditions!

Other things we can do:

• Love yourself ~ Some people are in relationships because they are afraid to be alone. If you can’t love yourself, you can’t possibly love somebody else. Be courageous and get to know yourself. You are the most amazing being on this planet. Start accepting yourself for who you are, for your strengths and for your weaknesses. You are after all your very own best friend!

• Accept the differences ~ This is easier said than done. We assume other people are like us and get flustered when they are not. Accept that we are different. He does not like to talk in the morning? Don’t talk to him in the morning. He does not want to watch the same movies? Find someone who does. Only if we accept our differences can we create the space to understand each other.

• Be interested ~ Curiosity is an amazing thing and kids have it in spades. Wow, who is this person that can give us such joy and such heartache? What does he like, what are his dreams, how can we get closer to him? If you can stay curious, if you don’t already know who the other person is, life will become magical.

• Be honest ~ Being honest is not as easy as it may seem. First, be honest with yourself. What do you really want? Stop acting nice, don’t pretend to be someone you are not. We can’t very well appreciate one another if we are playing games of deception. You don’t have to put on an act to get what you want, just ask for it.

• Keep learning ~ Unfortunately, we don’t learn how to have a great relationship in school, or growing up. Do your homework. Take a seminar, get a coach, read and learn online or in books. There is some great information out there that can really help you in making sense out of it all. I am listing a few books below that have really helped me and I hope they are valuable for you as well.

Okay I got tagged again, by Hasanah this time. Well, it has been some time so I shall finally do it since i'm pretty much free today at work...

1.
If your lover betrayed you, how will you react?
Walk out of the door at the same time feeling so hurt and angry.

2.
If you can have a dream come true, what would it be?
Hmmmm... My dreams are mostly kept within me... :)

3.
Whose butt would you like to kick?
People who doesn't know how to control themselves at the same time know there own limits towards other people...

4.
What would you do with a billion dollars?
Pay up my loan, Put some money back into my amanah saham, buy a MAC desktop or a MAC laptop, continue doing my masters or up till PHD and the rest SAVE!!!

5.
Would you fall in love with your best friend?
My best friend is a girl and of course i love her! hahaha!!!!

6.
Which do you think is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Well it depends. But mostly being loved by someone!

7.
How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
I am in a relationship now and I do really love him so much... <3 If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do? Let him be and get over it! NO WAY I would want to destroy two happy couples. I'm not that mean!

8. If you were to act with someone, who would it be? Your gf/bf or an actress/actor?
Aaaaaa... I don't really act! It's either I'm not good at it or I was never given a chance to do so... :|

9.
Would you invite your Ex bf/gf to your wedding?
Maybe... It all depends on how things ended.

10.
How would you see yourself in ten years' time?
That would be when I am 33 years old! Oh-damn! Thats old! hahaha...
A family which is including 2 children maybe...
A house *big one if I can afford*
Stable job as well as income!
To fully support my mother... :)

11.
What’s your greatest fear?
................ To loose my own life unknowingly...

12.
What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is
Bubbly and Chomel! hahahahha... *don't kembang k babe*

13.
Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
There is no way I can make such decision now as I would prefer to be in between! Not too rich and not too poor! :)

14.
What’s the first thing you do when you wake up?
Find my baby pillow.

15.
Would you give all in a relationship?
Hmmmm... Don't know though... Maybe when we know whether the relationship is heading towards what we both want together.

16.
If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
The one who will be there for me when in good times and also bad times...
The one who makes me happy any other day...
The one who cherish me for who I am and also accept me for who I am...
The one who gives me advice to make me a better person...

17.
Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
Most of the time I will forgive but thats not to worry... The only part for person to worry is whether I will forget or not!
I always forgive people but the things that happened will always be in my mind...
I'm not a person who can easily forget things...

*Ah! finally done! heheheh... *sorry ya babe. I took extremely a very long time to do this...*

I'm going to tag :
ASTRID! hahaha...*have fun*
Izzah Meor *sayang you* hehehehe...

> for the rest who is bored and feel like doing it... By all means... :) Enjoy!

My alarm clock was suppose to wake me up at 8 a.m. but my mother had to bang on my door at 7.30 in the morning!!! It's a freaking holiday for everyone so I decided to take my own sweet time to head to work as it would not be jam since it's a holiday for everyone. My judgement were so right! The roads were so clear like there was no one around at all. There were no jams and definitely no traffic at all. it was EMPTY! I left house at 8.45 a.m and I reach office at 9 a.m! See what a big huge fuss my mother made as she was complaining I go out every night and come back late as the result I could not wake up!!! Urghhhhh!!! That's what I get! My alarm is going to ring in about half an hour MOTHER!!! What a way to start the morning when everyone is on a holiday! Luckily I'm at work!!! My mother has an issue! If she can't find fault with Uncle Roland, she will find it with me! *So ANGRY!*
She will go on, on how ungrateful I am with her and all!
This is why one reason I hate being at home! She just has to find every GOD damn reason to nags at me!

*At the end of the day MOTHERS are like that*

David has left for Perth already... *sniff sniff* We will definitely miss him for sure!
But Be strong, Good Luck and all the best there David~
Do well and come back faster! hehehe... :)
We will all be here when you get back!
Drinking sessions at his house prolong for 3 days in a row... Including the farewell dinner at Teluk Gong.

*We will miss you David!*

Ok la.. I think I should be getting back to work now... :)
Laterz~

3rd day of work...
So far I have and had....
1. Fun
2. Enjoyed
3. Nice
4. Awesome!
I'm loving it!
I like it!
The designers room is not that hot and not too cold! It's just so perfect...
Everyone is so friendly and funny here... It's wonderful to meet all of them... :)
Tonight will be karaoke night again!! :)
David's idea though...
I'm pretty much quite tired though, from the late nights... Hopefully it will be over soon!!!
Can't go on sleeping late and not enough of sleep! Later my body not well and unhealthy plus I do not want to screw up here.
okay... got to continue my work! :)

*By the way Congrats Astrid on your Murdoch application! Hope everything on finance side is going good... :) I'm happy for you!

I'm done at work for today but I'm currently waiting for Ms. Astrid to finish work. Then I came upon this. It's pretty interesting. :)


In 2008, Tiger people had a Travel Star connected with their career and wealth. There were good and bad in career and money luck. Some tiny Unlucky Stars appeared in health and love area. The general fortune of 2008 should be fair. There are more Unlucky Stars coming in 2009. The career luck is fair, but money luck will go south. Therefore Tiger people should pay more attentions on job position and money investment in the year of the Cow. Since Tiger and Cow have the hurting relationship, your people public relationship will be poor than last year.

Career: The Lucky Sun Star moves to your career area in year 2009. People around you will support and give you career guide or offer your career opportunity. Because the Sun Star is a male, therefore the person gives your major help will be a man. The sign shows that your boss or supervisor will appreciate your performance and give you more responsibility on assign you major tasks. Certainly, you should gasp this opportunity and fully go for it. However, there is one Unlucky Star coming in the same time, which will disturb your working emotion and obstruct your working progress. If you lose your confidence, cannot overcome the emotional impact, then you might lose this career opportunity and all your efforts will become futile.

Money: Tiger people don't have any Lucky Star related to money luck. Instead, there are two Unlucky Stars appearing in 2009. Therefore the money income is hard to reach your goal. One sign shows your expense will be more than before, you won't have too much left for saving. This tells you that every time you shop or purchase something, you have to make sure you really need the merchandise. The other sign shows someone might deceive your money investment. That means something might happen and force you to use your savings to pay for that event. Therefore, you shouldn't be greedy in any investment and don't do any risky business even with your close friends or relatives in the year of the Cow. Otherwise, your wealth will decrease a lot.

Love: No matter that you are single, in love or married, your love relationship is not bad in 2009, because there is a Love Star coming to you. If you are single, you have good chance to meet your companion, even develop a closer relationship. If you are in love, then your love relationship will become stronger and closer. If your partner is ready, then you might get married this year. If you are married, you will be giving and receiving the love more from your spouse. However, you need to keep the distance from the opposite sex outside to avoid misunderstanding.

Health: There is a tiny Unlucky Health Star around you in 2009. But it won't cause any serious disease. Tiger people should have a good health in the year of the Cow. Only some might have the pressure or obstacle from their job and feel gloomy or depressed. As long as you know how to relax yourself to reduce the stress and let alone unnecessary concern, you should have good energy and spirit entire year.

Fortune: The luck of Tiger people in the year of Cow is fair. The unlucky part is in the career and wealth area. So don't expect you will have high job performance or good financial achievement. In your career, since the Unlucky Stars attack on your weakness of the personality, if your can persist your determination, keep your humble attitude to face the challenge, then you will have a better chance to succeed. In the wealth, you need to plan your financial strategy in the beginning of the year. Then make sure to follow your plan to balance your budget. Otherwise, your monthly expense will exceed your income. Your should have good health during the entire year. You have excellent luck in love relationship in 2009. However, I shouldn't look for new relationship, if you already have your lover or spouse. This is because that new relationship might not last to the next year.

This is so not me in reading it but I have to kill time while my stomach is making unreasonable sounds of hunger! *hahahaha*

The boyfriend brought me to watch A movie...
How sweet isn't it?
We were suppose to watch Ink Heart but in the end we choose to watch Bride Wars. :)

I wouldn't want to tell you the story as I do not want to spoil the story for those who have not watch it yet... :) *see i'm just being nice*

He choose to watch it at GSC Signature... :) Just love the cinema... Very comfortable and the space is so wide! Recommended especially for tall people... hehehehe...

The movie was awesome! It's a chick flick kind of movie. :)

So go watch it if those of you haven't got a chance to watch it! :)
I'm sure you'll love it... <3


p/s: ok back to work... :)

I'm at work...
After so long bumming...
Yea... wish me luck! :)

Later~

Yesterday was a awesome!
We all went for karaoke session!!

David came up with the idea as he is leaving for Perth next Sunday.
So Astrid organized the karaoke session.
At first there were 5 but in the end there were 10 people... :)

Astrid, Kristen, Tina, Clairessa, Kevin, Steven, Glenn, David, Fabian, and me were the 10 people who pretty much enjoyed ourselves. :) We all sang on top of our lungs and also including jumping up and down on the couch!
I couldn't count how many songs we sang but the most crazy songs that we all go jumping up and down were Spice Girl's songs which are Stop and also Wannabe! hahaha... was so funny and we really enjoyed our self...:)
Hope David did! :)
We are going to miss you and your crazyness!!!! :)