finisto...

*big smile*
done!!
finally...

monday final exam starts....
=)
now sleeping time...

uwaaaa...

backache!!!!!!!!

sitting here in front of my pc doing my work gives me backache... it hurts like hell... like theres a needle in my bone poking me...

helppp!!!save meeeee...!!!

friends forever....

*the circle of friends*

yesh!!!

one more to go deena!!!!

you can do it!!!

weeeeee...

=(

i want to sleep badlyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy....

soooooo sleeeeeepyyyyy...
TIRED!!!!!

*sigh*

"Every time I think about you...
you just drive me crazy...
I can't get you off of my mind...
Every time I think about...
What you've done for me baby...
I miss you with each day that goes by..."

cant wait for all of this is done...*sigh*

s.i.c.k?

i feel sick...
coughing sooo much... chest hurts...
feel like vomiting...
argh...
havent finish my storyboard...

mixed up feeling..

yesterday was not a really good day for me...*sigh*

It was my late father's birthday...

i really miss him sooo much... wish he is still around... i really want to share with him a lot of things... tell him stories like how he use to tell me stories to put me to bed...
i really miss that a lot...
i miss being in his arms...
i miss being kissed by him to say good-bye or before i leave for school...
i miss it when he comes and pick me up from school, tuition...
i miss it when he sends me off to school...
i miss it when he brings me to his work place...
i miss lying in bed beside him...
i miss the smell of my dad...
i miss having him around...
i miss calling him...
i miss saying the word daddy...
i miss everything about my daddy...
i miss you sooo much daddy...

i love you daddy...
happy birthday...
may you rest in peace...
*sigh*

other than that it is my anniversary...

happy anniversary!!!!!!
weeee....

anyway i just wanna say thank you for everything...
it means a lot too me...
im really sorry ive been a pain in the ass this past few weeks...
hope youll forgive me...
thank you for putting up with my crap...
love yah...

lazy!!!

things i need to do..!!!
1. animatics
2. script for my storyboard
3. flash banner
4. my storyboard

i feel like crying...
am i in the correct course????????

aku sayang padamu....

"Aku sayang padamu...
Aku ingin dirimu...
Selalu bersamaku...
Aku sayang padamu..."

feeling sucky...

im just soo dissapointed with things around me...
today the whole day i felt like a sharp big nail has just stab me right through my heart!!!
im really upset with sooo many things...
i just feel like i dont belong around here...

f**k la...

betandak dang torun...

it was great performing... was nervous though... by da way betandak dang torun is a bidayuh language... in malay its "menari dalam hutan"

more pictures will be uploaded soon..=)now very tired... need sleep now...

hungry!

hungry~~~~~~~~

where is everyone???? =(

my stomach needs to be fill up with food....

@$#$%&^$%&%^*^*(#

urghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....
my head is killing me.........!!!!!!!!!!!!!
my migraine is back.... after sooo long....f**k laaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!

i need to get the brochures and the posters done by tonite... its already at the printing shop... need to practice... evaluation is tonite for me n my group... arghhhhhhhhhhh.... my head really need a rest!!!!

not in the mood~

do have faith in me???

Read this carefully and i wonder whether do you have faith in me.... i hope you do...

When the road gets dark
And you can no longer see
Let my love throw a spark
Have a little faith in me

And when the tears you cry
Are all you can believe
Just give these loving arms a try baby and
Have a little faith, faith in me

When your secret heart
Cannot speak so easily
Come here baby, from a whisper start
To have a little faith in me

And when your back's against the wall
Just turn around and you, you will see
I will catch your, I will catch your fall just
Have a little faith, faith in me

I've been loving you for such a long, long time
Expecting nothing in return
Just for you to have a little faith in me
You see time, time is our friend
Cos the rest is the end
All you gotta do is have a little faith

I will hold you up, I will hold you up and
Your love gives me strength enough to
Have a little faith in me
Oh faith, darlin'

Have a little faith in me
Oh, faith

*yawn*

its 4.22 in the morning... i have not sleep yet.. but i think ill surrender myself... i cannot think anymore... i feel like a numb person without any single feelings in me... i really need a holiday... a long one if thats possible... but here in MMU the longest holidays are only 3 weeks long... it is not enough for me... i need my beauty sleep... i really look like a panda now... with black eye bags...

submission for all assignments are all next week... *uwaaaaaaaaaa*
than its finals for me...
but now every night im having dance practice for my performance on thursday... first time im ever performing a traditional dance...

i wanna go out... i wanna shop... i wanna watch movie... i wanna sleep all day long... i wanna be a bum and lie in bed the whole day...
hehehe...

okok i shall stop complaining and wishing...
just get the work done and i can have all that... but its impossible now!!!!!

i miss my B sooo much... i havent been talking to him lately... just a short call to ask him how is he... and thats it...

okok... better get back to my work... uwaaaaaaaaaaa....
WORK WORK WORK WORK.....
the end....

zzZZZZzzzzzZZZzz ?

I dont have time for that.... *sigh*
*yawn*

finish consulting with idea... next move on to my final work... argh... submission next week... die...!!!!!!!!!
i already jumpa my advisor.. so thats settled.. she wants me to work on my grades!!! *sigh*

later got class at 2pm... im gonna sleep... than later at 4pm got another consultation... that die again.. i havent come out with anything.. i might just not go...

I WAN SLEEEEEEEPPPPP...
I need SLEEEEEEPpPPP...
I have panda eyes now... *sigh*

national dance performance...

come come... come and watch some girls shake!! hahaha....
its this thursday... at 8pm.... come yah~

what can i say?

exhausted.

just this one word!

<3

"I wanted someone like you
Someone that I could hold onto
And give my love
Until the end of time..."

my destiny...

think bout this... issit true?? why dont you tell me...

"Baby, you're my destiny
You and I were meant to be
With all my heart and soul
I give my love to have and hold
And as far as I can see
You were always meant to be
My destiny...."

blueks...

morning...
yeay...
mum is coming...
hurray...
i miss my mommy...
im hungry...
im officially broke...
bought art stuff yesterday...
uwaaaaaaaaaaa...

<3 is in the air...

i miss you...

<3

Pernahkah kau menguntai hari paling indah
Ku ukir nama kita berdua di sini surga kita

i wanna watch the movie!!!! heart..<3

not in the mood~

good morning~
im currently not in the mood to think, to do anything, and also to talk to anyone... im sorry peeps if today im extra quiet.. *sigh*

well mum send me an email... its kinda cheered me a lil like 5% of my mood... thanks mummy.. i love you...

p/s:THIS IS ONE OF THE NICEST AND MOST BEAUTIFUL USES OF THE ALPHABET THAT I HAVE EVER SEEN. I HOPE YOU ENJOY IT AS MUCH AS I DID. HAVE A GOOD DAY!

Although things are not perfect...
Because of trials and pain...
Continue in thanksgiving...
Do not begin to blame...
Even when the times are hard...
Fierce winds are bound to blow...
God is forever able...
Hold on to what you know...
Imagine life without His love...
Joy would cease to be...
Keep thanking Him for all the things...
Love imparts to thee...
Move out of "camp complaining"...
No weapon that is known...
On earth can yield the power...
Praise can do alone...
Quit looking at the future...
Redeem the time at hand...
Start everyday with worship...
To "thank" is a command...
Until we see Him coming...
Victorious in the sky...
We'll run the race with gratitude...
Xalting God most high...
Yes, there'll be good times & yes some will be bad, but...
Zion waits in glory...where no one is ever sad!

The shortest distance between a problem and a solution is the distance between your knees and the floor.
The one who kneels to the Lord can stand up to anything.
Love and peace be with you forever, Amen.

p/s: GOD LOVES YOU...PASS THE WORD ON TO MORE FRIENDS...

lazy me!

im sooooo bloooodyyyyy lazy to do work!!!!!
damn it...
*yawn*

growling...

im hungry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i need to eat....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but i dun wan too...
ehehe...

things i hv to get it done...
1. mi work....!!
2. oa work....!!
3. copywriting work....!!
4. mpd work...!!
5. practice for national dance...!!

damn it...
got soooo many to do...
all the lecturers wants to see progress in work next week.... uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa....

tired and sleepy....
headache and stomach making sooo much of noise....

ok la...
bwekkks....
just waiting for the time to fly to 5pm so i can go back to my room......

i miss my B...*sigh* havent been talking to him lately... been really busy will stuff!! sorry B... hope youll forgive me... love ya...

i love you...

Have I told you lately that I love you
Have I told you there's no one else above you
Fill my heart with gladness
take away all my sadness
ease my troubles that's what you do

For the morning sun in all it's glory
greets the day with hope and comfort too
You fill my life with laughter
and somehow you make it better
ease my troubles that's what you do
There's a love that's divine
and it's yours and it's mine like the sun
And at the end of the day
we should give thanks and pray
to the one, to the one

There's a love that's divine
and it's yours and it's mine like the sun
And at the end of the day
we should give thanks and pray
to the one, to the one

back~

mi web assignment has already been submited... say bye bye to it... havent had enough of sleep this pass few days... havent got the chance to rest new assignments came in now... damn it... i think i need a holiday... i hv panda eyes already.. anyway tomorrow my moral group is going to PAWS... we have to do a charity thingy for our assignment...

well as all of you can see that someone has been posting msges on my shout out coloumn... i shall not say anything anymore before things goes worst... it is already bad enough... to who ever is doing this... dont you ever think of what people feel?? what do you get from all this?? popularity?? attention?? what do you want?? thank you for saying all those words... ill keep that in mind... no point of arguing or posting up things like that... you just want to give me a bad name... that is what you all do only... nothing better to do...

the end~

stressss!!!!

its like freaking 4.18am... and im still starring at my monitor screen doing my FLASH assignment... its a fully website thingy... now flash software is giving me problem... uwaaaaa..... crit session is on wednesday!!!! die!!!! die!!!! die!!!!

*yawn*
im sleeepy...

<3

in love..
so much in love...
hehehe...
weeee....

pain pain pain

gastric pain....!!!! uwaaaaaa!!!!!

(",)

you made my day.

This I Swear~

by Nick Lachey

You're there by my side
Everywhere
I know that you will not forsake me
I give you my life
Would not think twice
Your love is all I need, believe me

I may not say it quite as much as I should
But when I say I love you darlin' that means for good
So open up your heart and let me in

And I will love you, till forever
Until death do us part we'll be together
So take my hand, and hold on tight
And we'll get there
And this I swear

I'm wonderin' how
I ever got by
Without you in my life to guide me
Wherever I go
The one thing that's true
Is everything I do I do for you

I may not say it half as much as I should
When I say I love you darlin' that means for good
So open up your heart and let me in

And I will love you, till forever
Until death do us part we'll be together
So take my hand, and hold on tight
And we'll get there
This I swear

So whenever you get free
Just reach out for me
I'll never let you down, my love

And I will love you, until forever
Until death do us part we'll be together
So take my hand, and hold on tight
We'll get there

And I will love you, until forever
Until death do us part we'll be together
So take my hand, and hold on tight
And we'll get there, ooh we'll get there
This I swear