fourth...

Fourth day at work... still nothing much to do as I am new here... The people around here are really nice so far but at the same time busy as there are so much to do... I hate being first time at place like this... Cause you will not know what to do and what you cant do... Next week ill be off for training and maybe after that I'll get something to do at least rather sitting here in the cold and shiver myself to death... hahaha..

The weekend before I started work... Astrid and I went for a little therapy to pamper ourselves... I was pampering myself from the stress I had from college and finals... Astrid was pampering herself with the stress at work... We went for a little fish therapy... For only 38 minutes though... At first we were like sooooo scared to put our feet into the water but I put on my braveness and did it... At first it was really ticklish.. but after that I felt numb as it was so nice and I almost fell asleep.. hehehe.. I wanna go again though.. this time the boys have to tag along... they are not escaping anymore...

Can't wait for the 25th July... weeeeeeeeeeeeeee... Since I finish exams the other day I didn't get a chance to go for a holiday... but it will come... as I am waiting very patiently... hehehe...

first day~

first day of work...

no high expectations...
like anywhere when you start your first day at work...
its pretty boring but im doing some reading and all.. i have my own desk... and its clean...
that part astrid is jealous coz its clean... hehehe... :P

ok...to be continued...
not suppose to be blogging...
hehehe...

at 11am... my final paper was over... it was hard but at the same time pretty excited that my student life is over.. wow!~ and next is working life... hehehe... i know its not going to be easy but i cant wait and im pretty excited as i start work on Monday itself... =)

for this weekend i would like to enjoy myself at the same time catch up with my sleep...

anyway for those who are still in MMU, i would like to say good luck and all the best for each and everyone... now its a holiday for them so i would like to say Happy Holidays and enjoy it as much as you can... hehehehe...

im going to doze off soon..sooo sleepyyyyy... *yawn*

get up you bastard!

looking back at every thing in my life... i think my bestfriend has gone through more than i do... she had to put up with a lot of shit during the whole relationship but at the end of the day she gets all the blame for every single little thing she hasnt done... all he could do is pick at every little thing she does... how pathetic it is... he couldnt even give her a chance to prove that what he thinks about her is wrong cause everytime he just finds any single fault of her... i feel so sad for her and im pretty annoyed... but no matter what i love you babe... be strong for yourself... im always here no matter what.. be strong and think positive.. you can do way better than what ever he has said to you...

sorry.

im sorry for being a difficult person!

im really sorry...

time???

time time time...
some people dont know how to appreciate time!

5 minutes = 30 minutes
30 minutes = 1 hour
1 hour = 3 hours

how is that so...?? suppose to meet at 8pm but in the end meet up at 8.45pm... sigh!!!!
how? how? how?

You were once,
my one companion,
you were all that mattered.
You were once,
a friend and father,
than my world was shattered.

Wishing you were somehow here again,
wishing you were somehow near.
Sometimes it seemed,
if I just dreamed,
somehow you would be there.

Wishing I could hear your voice again,
knowing that I never would.
Dreaming of you want help me to do,
all that I dreamed I could.

Passing bells and sculpted angels,
cold and monumental,
seem, for you,
the wrong companions.
You were warm and gentle.

Too many years fighting back fears.
Why can't the past just die?
Wishing you were somehow here again.
Knowing we must say goodbye.
Try to forgive,
teach me to live,
give me the strength to try.

time is running out... tick tock...tick tock...

time is running out... submission is next week and i barely haven't start editing much...
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better start doing it now.. hehehe...

when finish have to study for finals...
wish me luck...

p/s: i want to go shopping!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

fuck!

im not ready!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
fuck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
die~

cannot afford to screw up this time!

picture tells a thousand meaning!

that is all i can say now...