pulau tioman @ 2007

our trip to tioman island was awesome~ all of us had a great time plus im currently as red as a lobster~ hehehehe... nothing stopped me from having so much fun while i was in tioman...not all SRC members went for the tioman trip cause they got this and that but we manage to have loads of fun with few of the future next SRC council members...*wakakakaka....which are the twins and razif...hahahha..good luck and all the best for them..miahahaha...you'll love it..hehehe...* after working with all of the SRC members and for 3 semester this was the only time i really know each and everyone and had sooooo much fun...well i shall say its worth it though...im gonna miss each and everyone soooo much when we step down and also the memories in tioman will always be cherished in me... i am still tired from the trip but honestly it was worth it because i had soooooooooooooo much FUN!!! love you all so much...*mwahhhhhhhhhhhh.....hugs and kisses~*

Mr.President with the Secretary~ hehehe...=D

in the ferry on the way to tioman island!!!=D

jump as high as you can~ weeeeeeeeeeeee....


memories carved on sand...

my sunburn~ =D im a lobster!!!!

valarie with her cute face..hehehe...

muha being kissed by everyone~

bbye tioman~ back to MMU...

~the end~

<3

What does this word «love» means?

Love has been described as the greatest need humans have. From the cradle to the grave, people srtive after love, thrive in its warmth, even pine away and die for lack of it. Nonetheless,it is surpassingly difficult to define. Of course, people talk a lot about love. There is an endless stream of books, songs and poems about it. The results do not always clarify the meaning of love. If anything, the word is so overused that its true meaning seems ever more elusive.

There are many more meaning to it. well this is taken from one of the deviantart sites. it is by ~Benny-Danny

=D

just got back from tioman..it was a blast.. but im officially a lobster!!!!=D

am i? NOT!

You Are Not Messy

You're so clean, people have accused you of being a clean freak!You like things tidy, organized, and smelling fresh.Messes drive you crazy, especially when you didn't make them.It's hard for you to live with a slob - or someone who leaves their dishes in the sink.

*yawn*

gooooooooooood morning..

i still feel very sleepy..

tomorrow is my off day..
im going to tioman tomorrow...weeeeee...TIOMAN HERE I COME!!!

h2o??

"TEACHER: Donald, what is the chemical formula for water?
DONALD: H I J K L M N O.
TEACHER: What are you talking about?
DONALD: Yesterday you said it's H to O."

cute? hehehe..funny though...

gulp~

currently unavailable..

*yawn* not enough of sleeeeeeeeep!!!! i want to sleep~

blup~

It’s been quite some time again… The semester break is over and now back to study and work. As for me, I am currently doing my practical at CMEAD. CMEAD is a short form of Center for Multimedia Education and Applications Development. It is located in MMU itself. It may sound boring but there are a lot of seniors here. Even Media Innovation Senior is working here. She tells me that I can learn a lot here. Learn a lot of flash. Hehehe…my worst nightmare…but I have to get over it though. I need to learn it. Not only learn but master it at my finger tips.

Well, the first day was quite boring… but yesterday I learn to use a new software. It is call CoolEdit. They use this software to edit the sounds. i edited the whole day yesterday.

Ok enough about working…my holidays was ok...then I participate myself in Orientation Committee again but this time it’s totally different than the last year. I didn’t take much picture of myself because I was the one who took video for the whole binding camp.
I was the Discipline Master for the whole Orientation Programme.



Well…nothing much has been happening…I got a chance to go back to Kuching right after my Orientation Week. I did a lot of shopping. My grandpa’s house is officially sold. *sigh*

I’m currently trying not to fall asleep here. *yawn*

mmu awards 07

-me, tanu & izzah-

-izzah & me-
*before it start*

-anis & me-

-fariq & me-

-izzah & me-

-liana & me-
*mcm kat club mana ntah..hahaha..*

-aimran with two pretty chicks..wakakaka..player???-

mmu awards was awesome though..this was one reason why i was busy..hik hik hik...

wahhhhhhhh~

hahaha..ok..i think i have abandon my blog for one month..waaaaaaaa....

now im currently on my holidays...i finish my final exams...
was ok though...could do my papers...

sorry i have abandon this blog..been really caught up with stuff..
=(

sigh~

have you ever been felt left out among your friends?
....
....
....
....
....
....

tell me about it..

*ouch*

you do NOT have to be sarcastic...!!!!

sad day~

961 out of 1125 frames~

uwaaaaaaaaaaaa....and submission WAS 9am...

die?

here are a few of my rendered pictures... now im rendering the animation... it has all together 1125 frames... now only frame 287... uwaaaa... i dont know whether i can finish rendering now by wednesday.. how? how? how? how?

its april..

Hey…Wow...
I just realized that I haven’t been updating my own blog...

I have been really busy with my assignments...

Currently I’m waiting for my rendering of my booth to finish... Its taking sooo long... I think it’s been more than 3 hours already...

I’ll be going crazy at the end of the semester this year…
It’s my final semester in Gamma year…

Every week I have lab assignment to do… That is Ecomm subject dealing with php, apache, dreamweaver, flash, and scripts… so every Monday is submission of the lab assignment…

Most of my labs are pretty boring and I’ll end up sleeping in class… Does sleeping in class make me a bad person??? I had mid term for Ecomm and I was surprised that I PASS…
I haven’t got back my mid term result for my media law paper… talking about media law, I’m taking media law… law of everything… wakakkaa… I wonder whether I can be a lawyer instead… hahaha…

Ecomm
Media law
Media innovation III
Audio design
Corporate identity

That are the list of subjects that I’m taking this semester… I have 3 more weeks to go to finish ending of my third semester in Gamma year…
And not forgetting I’m officially broke…
I just came back from PC fair… drooling for a new monitor… I’m currently looking at the 19inch monitor..
Okay la… I better stop here as I have to get ready for Fr. Oc’s dinner… Formal wear… uwaaaaa…

Shall continue later… Bbye~

argh~

currently i hate myself...
i should learn how to shut up...
and not say anything anymore...

*sigh*

if you think i would beg... I WON'T even beg...
i don't want to beg for anything...
i'm not erasing any of you both from my life...
i'm not throwing anything away...
no matter what you guys are still my bestfriends...
besides you both are not my bestfriends BUT my SISTERS!
i am happy but deep down i do MISS both of you...
you can call me childish cause I AM!!!

finsito~

yum yum... eat and eat and eat and eat... hehehe... the food was ok... not bad just paying RM2 to eat quite a lot... after makan had to think back on my assignment which is due today!!!

this is what i came up with within 3 hours... its just a simple logo... my head couldnt think much... the logo i wanted i couldnt put it in digital form... sigh... so instead of using my old idea i using back my old logo idea..which is circlesssssssss... weeee...

hasanah : it looks like smarties... yum yum...

after doing all this i think im gonna head to bed... really tired...

havent been talking to B lately... been really busy... im sorry B...

but one thing important is I LOVE YOU... =)

hate or love?

if there is sooo much hatred... would there be love??????

=)

under one roof..not complete..

Karnival Gemilang 10 is officiated already… The opening ceremony was held just now at HB4 car park… weeeeee… There will be several activities held during these 2 weeks… One of it is College Festival… Next will be Cross Cultural Integration Program… Dikir Barat Competition… Cyber Putra Road Runner… MMu Open Futsal Tournament… Karnival Sukan & Permainan Tradisional… That is the entire event is going to happen within this two weeks… weeeeeeeeeeee….

<3

You know you are in love
when you see the world in her eyes,
and her eyes everywhere in the world.

- David Levesque -

yum yum...

I had an amazing night with nick and the boys (which are gavin, justin and oliver)... We had dinner at TGIF... Our beloved plan was to have dinner at SOuled Out... but it was closed for personal invitation only... there was not much food... soooo we decided to head to TGIF in One Utama... yum yum yum... I had BBQ Beef Ribs... Sadly no photo of it because I was too hungry so i digg into my food when it arrived... When I was done with my meal I finally remember that I instantly forgotten to take a picture of it... Mind me... IM OLD... hahaha... yeah... By the time we finish our dinner... My stomach was HUGEEEEE... soooo FULL... Can’t walk an inch... hahaha... I’m already FAT... hahaha... I really had fun though... It's basically our routine to treat ourselves once a month with food like that... hehehe... Well the most important thing that I had fun… It’s been quite some time we went out for dinner…


my dessert!!! yum yum yum..



gavin's dessert..



justin and his dessert..*blur image =( *



the boyssss and their butt...

one word..

one word can describe me.. EXHAUSTED!

#%^&*&(**(%

its been quite sometime...

i would want to say i was busy cause i am but its just i did not have the mood or anything to blog about...

its been really hotttttttttttttt...

my cramps are here....
next week COllege Festival starts... gonna be busy...

assignments!!!
arrrgggghhhh...

headacheeeeeeeeee....

old?

im officially declare myself as a forgetful person..
not only that but also having problem of short term memory loss...

anger!

my brain is numb!
just burst!
the anger the heat its like a volcano...
have you seen a volcano errupt?? im feeling that way..
im not really ok.. but ill be fine.. everything just gonna be over..
cause i wont take anymore nonsence and gonna ignore everything!

call me mean! i dont care..

chinese new year~

my chinese new year didnt turn out that bad.. but less angpow.. didnt really go visiting.. sigh.. sad hor.. but me n soph did hv fun taking loads of pictures... we are vain.. i mean it.. hehehe..


*my cousin hiding behind the blossom tree...*


*soph and me*


*before heading out*


*another picture of sophia.. were being vain pots..*


*@laundry..*


*me..my mum...sophia..@curve..*


*i love this picture..*


*krsytle(my cousin from aussie), kristen babe, meee, natalie babe..*

sniff sniff~

i cant seem to upload any photos.. sigh..

MMU 10th anniversary~

to all people out there.. you are invited.. =D
come and experience it.. the fun and the joy...

jealous?

what about jealousy?? anyone understand the term of jealousy??

Most everyone experiences a visit from jealousy, the nasty green-eyed monster, at some point in their lives - whether it's over a best friend's career success or a gorgeous person flirting with their loved one. We tend to think of jealousy as a single emotion, but it is actually a mixture of a whole bunch of feelings; it can manifest itself as sadness, hurt, anxiety, fear, loneliness, paranoia, self-doubt, anger, and even extreme rage. While we can't necessarily stop this unpleasant sentiment from dropping in from time to time, we can control how we choose to act when it hits. When it consumes our thoughts or triggers behavior that can harm relationships or another person, that's when jealousy is truly a monster. The first step in breaking free from jealousy's grip is recognizing the problem, which your results on the Jealousy Test will help you do. The second is taking a deeper look at the real root of the problem: for every jealous feeling there is an emotion lurking behind that is much more significant than the jealousy itself. Jealousy is just the finger pointing at the fears that we are afraid to face. More often than not, the culprit is a feeling of low self-worth and a fear that we are not good enough to hold on to the things that matter most to us.

Happy Chinese New Year

to all my friends who celebrates Chinese New Year.. just wanna wish you happy chinese new year.. hope you get loads of ang pow.. share share kayh...
hhehehe..

thank you for loving me...

by bon jovi..

It's hard for me to say the things
I want to say sometimes
There's no one here but you and me
And that broken old street light
Lock the doors
We'll leave the world outside
All I've got to give to you
Are these five words when I
Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes
When I couldn't see
For parting my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me
Thank you for loving me

I never knew I had a dream
Until that dream was you
When I look into your eyes
The sky's a different blue
Cross my heart
I wear no disguise
If I tried, you'd make believe
That you believed my lies

Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes
When I couldn't see
For parting my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me

You pick me up when I fall down
You ring the bell before they count me out
If I was drowning you would part the sea
And risk your own life to rescue me

Lock the doors
We'll leave the world outside
All I've got to give to you
Are these five words when I

Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes
When I couldn't see
You parted my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me

When I couldn't fly
Oh, you gave me wings
You parted my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me

<3

happy valentines b..
i love you..
mwahh~

damn it..
i didtnt sleeeeeppp...
couldnt stop coughing....
arghhhhhh...

im damn tired.. my body is achinggg....im going to the clinic soon i guess...
erfan's leaving for aussie tomorrow...
im still sick.. and i dont know how long im gonna be sick until... uwaaaaaa....

on the 13 january 2007, my beloved granpa has peacefully return to the father's hands. he was suffering so much and im really glad that he is in a better place now.

dear kong kong,

i love you sooo much and you will be deaRLY miss by me...
thank you for everything that you have offered me...
may you rest in peace...
i love you kong kong..

love always deena.

its the holidays...

im in singapore... grandpa is still in the hospital... hopefully this weekend he will be discharge.... not much we can do... he cannot breathe on his on... he still needs the oxigen to breathe... with the help of the machine he can breathe properly... anyway i cant be long...

im currently down with a bad cough myself...
damn pain man!

ok la... laterz...
gtg...
mwah~

holiday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Dear B,

When no one else can understand me,
When everything I do is wrong,
You give me love and consolation,
You give me hope to carry on,
And you try to show your love for me,
In everything I do.
That's the wonder, the wonder of YOU.

When you're near, my worldis brighter,
You touch my life and my heart sings,
Your trust in me makes life worh living,
Your love to me is everything.
You're always there to lend a hand,
In all I try to do.
That's the wonder, the wonder of YOU!

I'll never know how much you love me,
My life is yours and yours alone,
And it's so wonderful to know you,
To know that you're my very own,
Figures I'll never now the reason why,
You love me as you do.


B,

Thank you for the past one year. It's been great and i really appreciate what you have done for me. I'm really sorry for my cranky moods. For the past one year being together with you is great. You gave me hope in everything that I do. You never failed towards me. Youre always trying your very best to be there for me. You never give up on me but instead you gave me the courage. That I thank you. I can't tell you how much I really love you but God knows how much. I love you nicholas. Thank you for everything.

Love always your one and only.. deena..

It's a brand new year again.. Bbye 2006.. Hellluuuuu 2007... wishing each and everyone a happy new year..

welll... what a way to start a new year.. final exam was yesterday.. paper sucks.. dont ask why... i have submission + presentation later in the morning.. than im off for the holidays...

I know i haven't been blogging.. i'm just tooo lazy or tired.. or busy with my assignments.. i'm finally done with my assignments and just ready for presentation later..

grandpa is still in the hospital.. sigh.. i hope and pray that he will recover fast so we can bring him back home...

ill be off to singapore for the holidays as usual.. but this time i'll be in the hospital taking care of my grandpa.. mum has been there ever since..

i havent had enough sleep though.. sigh.. cant wait for the holidays.. which starts today.. hahaha after my presentation.. hehehe.. weird timing for the holidays.. people back to school, university and college but im off for the holidays..

i spend my new year at laundry.. its a bar at curve.. with kristen, natalie, kingsley and of course my B... and kristen's cousin.. we were there to celebrate kristen's bday.. we got her drunk and high... she was hyper as usual... expressing her undying love to all of us...

anyway i really havent been catching up with my life.. life is normal.. it was our 1 year anniversary during christmas.. how time flies though..
i kinda like it in 2006.. im really hoping for a better year ahead..

anyway to all mmu people.. good luck for finals.. and also.. happy holidays after that...
enjoy your holidays..
mwah..~

im off to bed now.. *yawn*

im bored!!! and hungryyyyyy... helppp meeeeee........

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merry christmas peeps~

it's freaking 7am.. i havent had my beauty sleep yet.. had to finish up my work for critic session today.. sigh.. im damn tired..
not only that.. their are sooo many things on my mind.. im worried for my grandpa.. he is still in CCU (Critical Care Unit). i hope and pray that he will pull through it.. but at the same time i dont want to see him suffering.. he is now breathing with a tuib from his thoart.. the doctor say without that his lungs might collapse.. sigh.. i really dont want to see my kong suffer.. at the same time dont want him to go.. even though i know he will be in a better place.. *sigh* ='(

i miss kong sooo much.. he was sooo strong.. that he built me a swing when i was young.. i love you kong kong.. please be strong.. i know you are strong.. ='(

sorry i havent been posting about myself for a very long time..
kinda busy with things around me...
my head is not right here with me.. its some where else..
my grandpa is still in the hospital.. at least he is off the machine at the moment.. hope he recovers fast..
christmas is coming..
im kinda in the holiday mood.. but i have sooo much of work load to finish in this period of time..

few updates...
im addicted to veronica mars from liana... i finish watching season 1, 2 & 3... all the season.. terrer hor me..
hehehe...

i really want to watch CINTA.. its a movie that just came out.. but i cant find the time to watch it.. uwaaa.. i have one assignment that i am suppose to submit tomorrow and i havent started.

im really sorry i havent been updating my blog.. my life isnt that amazing right now.
im a lil stress with everything..

okay la... now i have to get back to reading my notes and create a 15-30 seconds of time based assignment.. argh.. i hate it.. i feeling like giving up at times.. banging my head on the wall would be much better i think..

ok... enough enough... ciao~

i know i havent been blogging...

i have no mood to blog this pass few weeks...
i dunno..
i had a bad weekend...

aunty linda passed away... i couldnt believe it but i just dont want to see her suffering the pain anymore...

dear aunty linda,
i miss you sooo much...
you were like a mother to me.. i know you are in a happier place now...
im glad that you's not suffering from any pain anymore..
you're in a better hands now...
just want you to know that you will be remembered and missed dearly..
i love you aunty. may you rest in peace..

love deena.

its been a while..
now im back in MMU, second trimester starts today...
bangkok was great.. i did shop a lot.. shop till you drop people always say...
went back to kuching to see my grandpa's new house...
its awesome...
wow...
hehehe...
i love it...
anyway results didnt turn out the way i wanted it to be...
so i guess i have to put a lot of effort again...
sigh..
im just plain.... stupid...

life is full of craps!

GREAT!!!

my day is just soooo fucking great...
i had a freaking huge fight with my mum..........

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH...
its sucks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
everything!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

fuck off!
i dont want to know you anymore!

a gurls day out... hehehe.. that is what we call it... hehehe... had fun and also did crazy stuff... not me but them... heheheheh...
damn i really miss hanging out with both of them... and plus without our bfs... hahaha... must definately do that more often.. hehehe.. sorry B... ehhehe... but sometimes i got to be with my babes.. hahaha...

anyway i love you both babes... thanks for everything... we are sooo gonna get that mng top... hehehe... weeee...

hey..
holidays starts officially..
weeeeee...
justin tore his muscle again coz of running... kesian tht boy... haih...
poor thing... hope his muscle gets better soon... or not i cannot go out with my twin anymore... hehehe...
he ran with his muscle tore and got gold... not bad huh..
hehehe...
im hoping to get enough sleep before i start second semester again... hehe...

singapore was awesome... with no haze... the sky was clear... it was fun going out without the haze.. hehehe..
i got my first birthday present from sophia.. "she insist of getting tht for me... hehehehehehhehe.... i laughed sooo hard until i couldnt breathe... "


hehehe... nice leh... hehehe... anyway thanks babe... ill make sure ill wear it when you come down to kl... hahaha... mwahxxxxx... i miss sophia... hehehe...

my flu isnt getting any better... *sigh*
okay la... its getting a lil late... im off to bed...

i feel sooo weak...
i dont want to get up...
my body is soooo warm...
my thoart hurts...
i cant breathe through my nose...
its all block up...
uwaaaaa...
i need you and...
i miss you...

im down with a fever and a flu...
=(

blueks

counting the days to head back to kl..
i miss kl though..
im heading down to the city again soon.. going out again.. or i die of boredom here.. its freaking hot ere!!! i want snow!!!

hey..
before signing off..
i wanna wish all MMU students happy holidays..
and selamat hari raya to all muslims students..
and selamat hari deepavali to all hindu students..

take care..

=D

yezaaaa...

yay!!!!!
finisto...
finish the heavy subject papers...

next paper is National Dance paper...
that is my co-cu subject...

im going back today...
weeee...
heading to singapore tomorrow...
Arianna's birthday is tomorrow... she will be turning 10 already... getting older already... hehehe...

okay la...
im hungry...
im having my gastric pains...
but i dont want to eat cause sumer puasa... no teman...

sigh~

its 1.16am.
im sleepy but i cant sleep.
copywriting paper today.
uwaaaaaaaaaaa...
its at 9am.
damn early.
uwaaaaaaaaaaa...
wish my luck.
sigh.

cant seem to get anything into my head though...
should i just go to sleep or what?
sigh

!@#$%^!@#$%^&

im not in the mood..
im having my cramps..
its hurting so badly..
i hate it..
hate everything around me now..

done for the day..

im done for the day.
i couldnt think of what to write anymore.
my hands became tired of writing already.
i came out early cause it was soooo freaking cold.
imagine i was waering long sleve and plus a thick jacket.

oook...
3 down 2 more to go..
weee..i hope ill pass this paper..
=D

tell me...

I know you are everything to me
and I could never see
The two of us apart
And you know I give myself to you
and no matter what you do
I promise you my heart
I've built my world around you
and I want you to know
I need you
like I've never needed anyone before

I live my life for you
I want to be by your side
in everything that you do
And if there's only one thing you can
believe is true
I live my life for you

I dedicated my life to you,
you know that would die for you
But our love would
last forever
And I will always be with you and there is
nothing we can't do
As long as we're together
I just can't live
without you and I want you to know
I need you
like I've never needed anyone before

Does this mean anything to you???
I miss you B.

morning~

good morning..

im sleepy..
wish me luck..=/ my paper is at 9am.
im scared...

dear Lord,
Please guide me and keep me awake throughout the whole exam.
Please help me to remember what i have read.
In Lords name we pray, AMEN!

full...

my brain is full now.
i think i need more space.
i think i need an upgrade..

like what hasanah say "go to lowyatt and ask the computer shop to upgrade it..."
hehehe...
=p

i miss you B.
i miss being in your hugs.
i love you B.

lazy...

im lazeee......

hahaha.........

very lazeeeeeee...

dead~

dead.
hahaha
2 down. 3 more.

dead this weekend. my bill went up. dead!

dead~

im screwed!
Online advertising paper is in like an hours time....
warghhhhhhhh...

dear Lord,
Please help me through this paper.
I have no strength to study this paper.
Hope what ever answer I write down on the paper is correct.
Please at least help me remember what i have read just now.
Not much time left.. I certainly dont want to repeat this subject as in FAIL this subject.
Please help me.

In Lords name we pray, AMEN.

dead

im dead..
i didnt study...
hahaha...
hehehe...
hahaha...
hehehe...
hahaha...
im going crazy~!
wweeeee...

weeee~

good morning...
rise and shine...
weee... another brand new day... feeling much better after sleeping... dont want to think bout anything else... only paper...

online advertising paper..
hehehe...
good luck...

yeah~

one down...four more to go... wahhhh....

you can do it deena...
=)

=/

scared!!!!!
uwaaaa....
i wanna get it over quick...
quick time quick..

morning~

omg~
im freaking out...
uwaaaa...
how how how how???
in 4 hours ill be in the exam hall...
butterflies in my tummy now...
tummy ache...
uwaaa.........
helpppppppp

dear Lord, please guide my through my exam...
i hope ill be able to answer my exam paper...
in the Lords name we pray, AMEN...

its october...!

weee...
its already october!!!
hehehe...

good luck to me...

hehee...

exams...

FINALS is starting tomorrow!!!! how time flies soooo fast... its almost the end of the year already....

subject that I have to sit for exam...

i. Video Post Production
ii. Copywriting
iii. Online Advertising
iv. Moral
v. National Dance

=D

after that.........

HOLIDAYS!!!!!

here I come!!!!!!
weeeee....