how?

do you know how hard issit to put a smile on you face for the whole day but deep inside your hurting badly?? wear a mask to show that your not sad and how hurt you are?

then when they see the smiling face, they think that youre happy with your life?? right??
but deep down ur sad..angry...feeling hurt...feel like there is no point to live anymore...

pulau tioman @ 2007

our trip to tioman island was awesome~ all of us had a great time plus im currently as red as a lobster~ hehehehe... nothing stopped me from having so much fun while i was in tioman...not all SRC members went for the tioman trip cause they got this and that but we manage to have loads of fun with few of the future next SRC council members...*wakakakaka....which are the twins and razif...hahahha..good luck and all the best for them..miahahaha...you'll love it..hehehe...* after working with all of the SRC members and for 3 semester this was the only time i really know each and everyone and had sooooo much fun...well i shall say its worth it though...im gonna miss each and everyone soooo much when we step down and also the memories in tioman will always be cherished in me... i am still tired from the trip but honestly it was worth it because i had soooooooooooooo much FUN!!! love you all so much...*mwahhhhhhhhhhhh.....hugs and kisses~*

Mr.President with the Secretary~ hehehe...=D

in the ferry on the way to tioman island!!!=D

jump as high as you can~ weeeeeeeeeeeee....


memories carved on sand...

my sunburn~ =D im a lobster!!!!

valarie with her cute face..hehehe...

muha being kissed by everyone~

bbye tioman~ back to MMU...

~the end~

<3

What does this word «love» means?

Love has been described as the greatest need humans have. From the cradle to the grave, people srtive after love, thrive in its warmth, even pine away and die for lack of it. Nonetheless,it is surpassingly difficult to define. Of course, people talk a lot about love. There is an endless stream of books, songs and poems about it. The results do not always clarify the meaning of love. If anything, the word is so overused that its true meaning seems ever more elusive.

There are many more meaning to it. well this is taken from one of the deviantart sites. it is by ~Benny-Danny

=D

just got back from tioman..it was a blast.. but im officially a lobster!!!!=D

am i? NOT!

You Are Not Messy

You're so clean, people have accused you of being a clean freak!You like things tidy, organized, and smelling fresh.Messes drive you crazy, especially when you didn't make them.It's hard for you to live with a slob - or someone who leaves their dishes in the sink.

*yawn*

gooooooooooood morning..

i still feel very sleepy..

tomorrow is my off day..
im going to tioman tomorrow...weeeeee...TIOMAN HERE I COME!!!

h2o??

"TEACHER: Donald, what is the chemical formula for water?
DONALD: H I J K L M N O.
TEACHER: What are you talking about?
DONALD: Yesterday you said it's H to O."

cute? hehehe..funny though...

gulp~

currently unavailable..

*yawn* not enough of sleeeeeeeeep!!!! i want to sleep~

blup~

It’s been quite some time again… The semester break is over and now back to study and work. As for me, I am currently doing my practical at CMEAD. CMEAD is a short form of Center for Multimedia Education and Applications Development. It is located in MMU itself. It may sound boring but there are a lot of seniors here. Even Media Innovation Senior is working here. She tells me that I can learn a lot here. Learn a lot of flash. Hehehe…my worst nightmare…but I have to get over it though. I need to learn it. Not only learn but master it at my finger tips.

Well, the first day was quite boring… but yesterday I learn to use a new software. It is call CoolEdit. They use this software to edit the sounds. i edited the whole day yesterday.

Ok enough about working…my holidays was ok...then I participate myself in Orientation Committee again but this time it’s totally different than the last year. I didn’t take much picture of myself because I was the one who took video for the whole binding camp.
I was the Discipline Master for the whole Orientation Programme.



Well…nothing much has been happening…I got a chance to go back to Kuching right after my Orientation Week. I did a lot of shopping. My grandpa’s house is officially sold. *sigh*

I’m currently trying not to fall asleep here. *yawn*

mmu awards 07

-me, tanu & izzah-

-izzah & me-
*before it start*

-anis & me-

-fariq & me-

-izzah & me-

-liana & me-
*mcm kat club mana ntah..hahaha..*

-aimran with two pretty chicks..wakakaka..player???-

mmu awards was awesome though..this was one reason why i was busy..hik hik hik...

wahhhhhhhh~

hahaha..ok..i think i have abandon my blog for one month..waaaaaaaa....

now im currently on my holidays...i finish my final exams...
was ok though...could do my papers...

sorry i have abandon this blog..been really caught up with stuff..
=(

sigh~

have you ever been felt left out among your friends?
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tell me about it..

*ouch*

you do NOT have to be sarcastic...!!!!

sad day~

961 out of 1125 frames~

uwaaaaaaaaaaaa....and submission WAS 9am...

die?

here are a few of my rendered pictures... now im rendering the animation... it has all together 1125 frames... now only frame 287... uwaaaa... i dont know whether i can finish rendering now by wednesday.. how? how? how? how?

its april..

Hey…Wow...
I just realized that I haven’t been updating my own blog...

I have been really busy with my assignments...

Currently I’m waiting for my rendering of my booth to finish... Its taking sooo long... I think it’s been more than 3 hours already...

I’ll be going crazy at the end of the semester this year…
It’s my final semester in Gamma year…

Every week I have lab assignment to do… That is Ecomm subject dealing with php, apache, dreamweaver, flash, and scripts… so every Monday is submission of the lab assignment…

Most of my labs are pretty boring and I’ll end up sleeping in class… Does sleeping in class make me a bad person??? I had mid term for Ecomm and I was surprised that I PASS…
I haven’t got back my mid term result for my media law paper… talking about media law, I’m taking media law… law of everything… wakakkaa… I wonder whether I can be a lawyer instead… hahaha…

Ecomm
Media law
Media innovation III
Audio design
Corporate identity

That are the list of subjects that I’m taking this semester… I have 3 more weeks to go to finish ending of my third semester in Gamma year…
And not forgetting I’m officially broke…
I just came back from PC fair… drooling for a new monitor… I’m currently looking at the 19inch monitor..
Okay la… I better stop here as I have to get ready for Fr. Oc’s dinner… Formal wear… uwaaaaa…

Shall continue later… Bbye~

argh~

currently i hate myself...
i should learn how to shut up...
and not say anything anymore...

*sigh*

if you think i would beg... I WON'T even beg...
i don't want to beg for anything...
i'm not erasing any of you both from my life...
i'm not throwing anything away...
no matter what you guys are still my bestfriends...
besides you both are not my bestfriends BUT my SISTERS!
i am happy but deep down i do MISS both of you...
you can call me childish cause I AM!!!

finsito~

yum yum... eat and eat and eat and eat... hehehe... the food was ok... not bad just paying RM2 to eat quite a lot... after makan had to think back on my assignment which is due today!!!

this is what i came up with within 3 hours... its just a simple logo... my head couldnt think much... the logo i wanted i couldnt put it in digital form... sigh... so instead of using my old idea i using back my old logo idea..which is circlesssssssss... weeee...

hasanah : it looks like smarties... yum yum...

after doing all this i think im gonna head to bed... really tired...

havent been talking to B lately... been really busy... im sorry B...

but one thing important is I LOVE YOU... =)

hate or love?

if there is sooo much hatred... would there be love??????