Okay I got tagged again, by Hasanah this time. Well, it has been some time so I shall finally do it since i'm pretty much free today at work...

1.
If your lover betrayed you, how will you react?
Walk out of the door at the same time feeling so hurt and angry.

2.
If you can have a dream come true, what would it be?
Hmmmm... My dreams are mostly kept within me... :)

3.
Whose butt would you like to kick?
People who doesn't know how to control themselves at the same time know there own limits towards other people...

4.
What would you do with a billion dollars?
Pay up my loan, Put some money back into my amanah saham, buy a MAC desktop or a MAC laptop, continue doing my masters or up till PHD and the rest SAVE!!!

5.
Would you fall in love with your best friend?
My best friend is a girl and of course i love her! hahaha!!!!

6.
Which do you think is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Well it depends. But mostly being loved by someone!

7.
How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
I am in a relationship now and I do really love him so much... <3 If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do? Let him be and get over it! NO WAY I would want to destroy two happy couples. I'm not that mean!

8. If you were to act with someone, who would it be? Your gf/bf or an actress/actor?
Aaaaaa... I don't really act! It's either I'm not good at it or I was never given a chance to do so... :|

9.
Would you invite your Ex bf/gf to your wedding?
Maybe... It all depends on how things ended.

10.
How would you see yourself in ten years' time?
That would be when I am 33 years old! Oh-damn! Thats old! hahaha...
A family which is including 2 children maybe...
A house *big one if I can afford*
Stable job as well as income!
To fully support my mother... :)

11.
What’s your greatest fear?
................ To loose my own life unknowingly...

12.
What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is
Bubbly and Chomel! hahahahha... *don't kembang k babe*

13.
Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
There is no way I can make such decision now as I would prefer to be in between! Not too rich and not too poor! :)

14.
What’s the first thing you do when you wake up?
Find my baby pillow.

15.
Would you give all in a relationship?
Hmmmm... Don't know though... Maybe when we know whether the relationship is heading towards what we both want together.

16.
If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
The one who will be there for me when in good times and also bad times...
The one who makes me happy any other day...
The one who cherish me for who I am and also accept me for who I am...
The one who gives me advice to make me a better person...

17.
Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
Most of the time I will forgive but thats not to worry... The only part for person to worry is whether I will forget or not!
I always forgive people but the things that happened will always be in my mind...
I'm not a person who can easily forget things...

*Ah! finally done! heheheh... *sorry ya babe. I took extremely a very long time to do this...*

I'm going to tag :
ASTRID! hahaha...*have fun*
Izzah Meor *sayang you* hehehehe...

> for the rest who is bored and feel like doing it... By all means... :) Enjoy!

My alarm clock was suppose to wake me up at 8 a.m. but my mother had to bang on my door at 7.30 in the morning!!! It's a freaking holiday for everyone so I decided to take my own sweet time to head to work as it would not be jam since it's a holiday for everyone. My judgement were so right! The roads were so clear like there was no one around at all. There were no jams and definitely no traffic at all. it was EMPTY! I left house at 8.45 a.m and I reach office at 9 a.m! See what a big huge fuss my mother made as she was complaining I go out every night and come back late as the result I could not wake up!!! Urghhhhh!!! That's what I get! My alarm is going to ring in about half an hour MOTHER!!! What a way to start the morning when everyone is on a holiday! Luckily I'm at work!!! My mother has an issue! If she can't find fault with Uncle Roland, she will find it with me! *So ANGRY!*
She will go on, on how ungrateful I am with her and all!
This is why one reason I hate being at home! She just has to find every GOD damn reason to nags at me!

*At the end of the day MOTHERS are like that*

David has left for Perth already... *sniff sniff* We will definitely miss him for sure!
But Be strong, Good Luck and all the best there David~
Do well and come back faster! hehehe... :)
We will all be here when you get back!
Drinking sessions at his house prolong for 3 days in a row... Including the farewell dinner at Teluk Gong.

*We will miss you David!*

Ok la.. I think I should be getting back to work now... :)
Laterz~

3rd day of work...
So far I have and had....
1. Fun
2. Enjoyed
3. Nice
4. Awesome!
I'm loving it!
I like it!
The designers room is not that hot and not too cold! It's just so perfect...
Everyone is so friendly and funny here... It's wonderful to meet all of them... :)
Tonight will be karaoke night again!! :)
David's idea though...
I'm pretty much quite tired though, from the late nights... Hopefully it will be over soon!!!
Can't go on sleeping late and not enough of sleep! Later my body not well and unhealthy plus I do not want to screw up here.
okay... got to continue my work! :)

*By the way Congrats Astrid on your Murdoch application! Hope everything on finance side is going good... :) I'm happy for you!

I'm done at work for today but I'm currently waiting for Ms. Astrid to finish work. Then I came upon this. It's pretty interesting. :)


In 2008, Tiger people had a Travel Star connected with their career and wealth. There were good and bad in career and money luck. Some tiny Unlucky Stars appeared in health and love area. The general fortune of 2008 should be fair. There are more Unlucky Stars coming in 2009. The career luck is fair, but money luck will go south. Therefore Tiger people should pay more attentions on job position and money investment in the year of the Cow. Since Tiger and Cow have the hurting relationship, your people public relationship will be poor than last year.

Career: The Lucky Sun Star moves to your career area in year 2009. People around you will support and give you career guide or offer your career opportunity. Because the Sun Star is a male, therefore the person gives your major help will be a man. The sign shows that your boss or supervisor will appreciate your performance and give you more responsibility on assign you major tasks. Certainly, you should gasp this opportunity and fully go for it. However, there is one Unlucky Star coming in the same time, which will disturb your working emotion and obstruct your working progress. If you lose your confidence, cannot overcome the emotional impact, then you might lose this career opportunity and all your efforts will become futile.

Money: Tiger people don't have any Lucky Star related to money luck. Instead, there are two Unlucky Stars appearing in 2009. Therefore the money income is hard to reach your goal. One sign shows your expense will be more than before, you won't have too much left for saving. This tells you that every time you shop or purchase something, you have to make sure you really need the merchandise. The other sign shows someone might deceive your money investment. That means something might happen and force you to use your savings to pay for that event. Therefore, you shouldn't be greedy in any investment and don't do any risky business even with your close friends or relatives in the year of the Cow. Otherwise, your wealth will decrease a lot.

Love: No matter that you are single, in love or married, your love relationship is not bad in 2009, because there is a Love Star coming to you. If you are single, you have good chance to meet your companion, even develop a closer relationship. If you are in love, then your love relationship will become stronger and closer. If your partner is ready, then you might get married this year. If you are married, you will be giving and receiving the love more from your spouse. However, you need to keep the distance from the opposite sex outside to avoid misunderstanding.

Health: There is a tiny Unlucky Health Star around you in 2009. But it won't cause any serious disease. Tiger people should have a good health in the year of the Cow. Only some might have the pressure or obstacle from their job and feel gloomy or depressed. As long as you know how to relax yourself to reduce the stress and let alone unnecessary concern, you should have good energy and spirit entire year.

Fortune: The luck of Tiger people in the year of Cow is fair. The unlucky part is in the career and wealth area. So don't expect you will have high job performance or good financial achievement. In your career, since the Unlucky Stars attack on your weakness of the personality, if your can persist your determination, keep your humble attitude to face the challenge, then you will have a better chance to succeed. In the wealth, you need to plan your financial strategy in the beginning of the year. Then make sure to follow your plan to balance your budget. Otherwise, your monthly expense will exceed your income. Your should have good health during the entire year. You have excellent luck in love relationship in 2009. However, I shouldn't look for new relationship, if you already have your lover or spouse. This is because that new relationship might not last to the next year.

This is so not me in reading it but I have to kill time while my stomach is making unreasonable sounds of hunger! *hahahaha*

The boyfriend brought me to watch A movie...
How sweet isn't it?
We were suppose to watch Ink Heart but in the end we choose to watch Bride Wars. :)

I wouldn't want to tell you the story as I do not want to spoil the story for those who have not watch it yet... :) *see i'm just being nice*

He choose to watch it at GSC Signature... :) Just love the cinema... Very comfortable and the space is so wide! Recommended especially for tall people... hehehehe...

The movie was awesome! It's a chick flick kind of movie. :)

So go watch it if those of you haven't got a chance to watch it! :)
I'm sure you'll love it... <3


p/s: ok back to work... :)

I'm at work...
After so long bumming...
Yea... wish me luck! :)

Later~

Yesterday was a awesome!
We all went for karaoke session!!

David came up with the idea as he is leaving for Perth next Sunday.
So Astrid organized the karaoke session.
At first there were 5 but in the end there were 10 people... :)

Astrid, Kristen, Tina, Clairessa, Kevin, Steven, Glenn, David, Fabian, and me were the 10 people who pretty much enjoyed ourselves. :) We all sang on top of our lungs and also including jumping up and down on the couch!
I couldn't count how many songs we sang but the most crazy songs that we all go jumping up and down were Spice Girl's songs which are Stop and also Wannabe! hahaha... was so funny and we really enjoyed our self...:)
Hope David did! :)
We are going to miss you and your crazyness!!!! :)

'I do not know him enough!'
Those were the words that came out from his mouth...
I shouldn't have open my mouth to say anything about anything...
Sometimes I feel that I'm no one here...

Who am I around him? I keep on wondering...

I can't believe how old guys are being such a child and a pervert...

This guy at Cobra Club, did something that disgust me so much...

He literally wink his eyes, and also did his mouth as though he wants to kiss me...*'what the fuck!' those were the words that came out from my mouth immediately! YUCKS!!!!*

It's just so disturbing and he just pulled down his dignity as a guy!

I immediately just felt so uncomfortable and disgusted by his action!

Because of this, I told the boyfriend... He was angry that he couldn't do anything... I didn't blame him as we were all with his uncles and aunties... and especially his mum and dad was there... I just couldn't stand the guy's action...

The boyfriend was so angry until I feel like he is shutting my off from everything... I guess nothing I can do to just cool him off... *sigh* What a failure I am as a girlfriend! *that's what I think in my mind*

Chinese New Year is all about visiting all the relatives and also collecting ang-pow! hehehe...
I didn't get much though this year as most of my family are not around... They are all over but can survive la... :) Not too worry! :) Been gambling here and there... won and loose at the same time... but it's all cool.. IT'S CHINESE NEW YEAR they all say... hehehe...

Anyway I'm still not having much sleep though with all the late nights... but at the same time excited as I'm starting back to work in 4 days... 4 more days to enjoy then concentrate on work! :) No more fucking up anymore...! Need to work as hard as I can... Well in this 4 days I was hoping that I could go to Genting to go to the theme park but that all depends on the boyfriend...*praying that I could go* hehehe...

Yesterday baba cooked! yea!! BABA cooked! hehehehe... it was delicious though... hehehe... he can open a burger stall now... :)

Pictures of the boyfriend's birthday has been posted up on facebook... :) so many though... Happy viewing... :)

*I miss boyfriend*

The new Kelly Clarkson's song... It's lovely though...

My Life Would Suck Without You...

Guess this means you're sorry
You're standing at my door
Guess this means you take back
All you said before
Like how much you wanted
Anyone but me
Said you'd never come back
But here you are again

Cuz we belong together, yeah
Forever united here somehow, yeah
You got a piece of me
And honestly,
My life would suck without you

Maybe I was stupid for telling you goodbye
Maybe I was wrong for tryin' to pick a fight
I know that I've got issues
But you're pretty messed up too
Either way, I found out I'm nothing without you

Cuz we belong together, yeah
Forever united here somehow, yeah
You got a piece of me
And honestly,
My life would suck without you

Being with you is so disfunctional
I really shouldn't miss you
But I can’t let you go
Oh yeah

Cuz we belong together, yeah
Forever united here somehow, yeah
You got a piece of me
And honestly,
My life would suck without you

Cuz we belong together, yeah
Forever united here somehow, yeah
You got a piece of me
And honestly,
My life would suck without you

I am an IDIOT...
I am a STUPID person...
I am full of DRAMA...
I don't know how to think...

These lines of words keep repeating in my head as he shouted at me...
*sigh*

hey hey you you!!!
hehehehe...
Sorry for the late post.. and NO I did not abandoned my blog...
I just have been really occupied with things... :)

Sorry Astrid for not updating my blog!!! hehehehe...

Honestly I do not know what to write and there is nothing in my mind...

Wait... Lemme think...
Urmmmmm....

Oh-ya...!!!! I got a job!!! I start working on the 3rd February... :) Right after all the holidays... :) So wish me luck!!! :) Holidays will be over soon!! No more bumming around anymore! :) It's a relief though that I don't have to look for more job opportunities at the moment...

Well the surprise birthday party for the boyfriend and Kevin worked out... :) Two weeks of planning... Astrid did all the list of people though... Most of it is Astrid's work!! Way to go babe!!! :) I handle the boyfriend only... :) and... Tina handled Kevin... hahahaha...It's so hard to lie and I hate lying... *sigh*And the boyfriend got drunk and couldn't remember A single thing! He did puke in his bed though! hahahahaha!!!! *pictures will be uploaded soon* But indeed I had fun but.... I didn't sleep that much cause I had to clean the boyfriend up!!!

One thing did accrue to me was 'someone' said that I was a drama queen!!! Well I am A DRAMA QUEEN!!! At least I admit it and you don't! So mind your own business! Well I wonder who the person is... To that person, think for yourself cause you don't know whats going through my mind, so don't simple judge me and call me a drama queen cause you might be ONE too! And if it really happen to YOU, I shall say it back to you!!! In the end were you the one who clean everything up??? So fuck off! Mind your words!

Today is the eve of Chinese New Year...
And I'm currently still at home waiting for my mum to decide what are we doing tonight...
I wonder whether we do still have family dinner! *sigh* I cannot join the boyfriend's family... :( I don't think so though...
At the same time, I would like to take this opportunity to wish everyone 'GONG XI FA CAI'!!!!! Hope you all get loads of angpow! :)

I better go and do some laundry's before mum gets back and nags at me!
So tata for now!

later~

Just sitting here watching the rest getting their tattoo done is just awesome!! It's a lil freaky though with the sounds... but... you'll get over it... Currently Astrid is doing hers and it's almost finish! Hers is the Chinese character of her name... :) Weeee... she finally got over the face of the fear in her... hehehe! Way to go babe!!! 

Kevin on the other hand is in the other room getting his done.. probably only half though... He is coming back tomorrow to get it finish... :) His is a lil painful as he is skinny and he is in pain... hahaha.... His design is kinda very complicated so thats why he is coming back tomorrow... :) 

Hamish also is the first time doing it... His design is cool though... A hand holding the rosary... :) Very nice indeed~ 

David got the 5 stars on his right chest~ Simple though... :)

Okay.. Astrid and David is done~ Waiting for Hamish and Kevin to finish though... :) The boyfriend is suppose to come but until now he is not here yet... :( *as usual... :( SIGH*

Updates!

1. Times flies when you are having fun... I guess everyone heard of that particular phrase a lot... :) Well, honestly it's true... especially when we are having so much fun...
Before Chris Tang left back to Aussie we all had dinner together and it was pretty much fun though... We played Jengga, Uno cards, the game called Speed, Big Two... We were just continuing playing until pretty late... It was just a second I thought it was 8pm but unfortunately it was already 1am I think. hehehe... and the night carried on and on and on... :)

2. I had a reunion for our Confirmation Class last Saturday... Not many came though...
First it started off with dinner at Satelite *Chicken Rice Shop* hehehe... then over to M.I.A. *Deirdre's pub*.

3. I'm officially broke already after spending it on the boyfriend's present.

4. Hopefully get a job soon!

5. PC crashed on me! So now is in the shop!!!! *more money*

6. Dyed my hair black again!!!!! Coz the previous colour was not that lovely anymore! hehehe... *thanks to Nat Nat*

7. Still eating like a pig!

8. Being a bum to clean my room! It's in a MESS!!!!!!! *sigh*

9. Oh-ya! Sometimes being a useless girlfriend! *Does that count???*

10. Went for Beef noodles with the boyfriend, Tina and Astrid... :)

11. Went to Ikea with Nat Nat and went crazy!!! hahahaha! *fun times*

12. Lack of sleeep!!! :(


What else???? I can't think of much though.... My brain is currently not working! *Please pray that I'll get the job soon!!!!!!!*

sometimes I just feel like everything I do, is wrong!


wish me luck today! *wink wink*

The day the boyfriend was in Mersing, I bought the boyfriend his birthday present. :) Well, on that same day I drag Astrid and Dominic to follow me to get his present... Dominic had to try it on just in case I forgot his size... hahaha...Since its something that I wasn't sure of his size I had to give it to him earlier... :)

Oh-well when I gave it to him, he just didn't want to wear it... He wanted it to be on the shelves... ahhaha... He doesn't want to wear it coz he is afraid that it might get spoil and dirty... :)

Well, its the adidas adicolor shoe... :)

After getting his present, the same day Astrid, Dominic and I went for some karoake! hahaha... Yea... We dragged Dominic to come with us... Kristen came also... So there were 3 girls and A guy...! hahahaha... Poor Dominic though... He had to watch us sing, jumping and screaming on top of our lungs... hahaha.. But indeed we did have so much fun! :) Ryte Dominic??? *wink wink*

Now I'm waiting patiently for the boyfriend to come!!!! Urghhh!!!! Since 1 pm you know!!!!! HUNGRY!!!

Date : 4th March 2009
Venue : Stadium Negara, Kuala Lumpur.

They are gonna come!!!!! Weeeeee....I wanna go!!!!!! but but but but...... no money!!!*sigh*

Walaaaaaaaaaaa....

My jigsaw puzzle is finisto!
It took me roughly about 5 days to complete it! :)
It's lovely though...

.........

We had a slumber party and only slept at 6am yesterday after saying good night to each other for a million times....

DAMN freaking tired!!! But I had so much fun!!!
What we did really reminds me of when I was a child...

.........

Thank you Astrid, for teman-ing me while the boyfriend went to Mersing for the Uncle's funeral...

My condolences to the whole family... Be strong...

But.... He is back already!!!

I bought his birthday present already... :)

Dear Kristen,
It's your birthday today!! You're a year older now... :) But still you still have the young heart...
Through out this years you have learn a lot of things in life... Cherish it and enjoy yourself cause we only get to live once... :)
No matter what I'm here for you.. Love you!
Happy Birthday Babe!
Love Deena.

Dear Azie,
Happy Birthday Babe!
You dah tua!! hehehe... but still muda k... :)
May this year fill you with loads of money and loads of happiness...
Enjoy yourlife and have a great year ahead of you...
Love ya! Miss ya too!
Mwahhhh...
Love Deena.