new look on my page..what do you think???
hurmmm...
well...from the way it is..you all sure will know that i love butterflies...
hahaha...
anyway hope you all enjoy it..n do leave ur comments..

+tired+

dear diary,
sorry i havent been blogging...there is sooo much work to do...not feeling well...no mood to be in campus...now im back home for the weekends...i feel much better...its week 8 already...soon this semester is ending...i cant wait...im sooooo freaking tired! all i wanna do now is sleeeeeeeeeeeep as much as possible...
okayh la...i wanna continue drawing somemore...den im off to bed! i can hear the bed calling me!

mood swings back again...
i have sooo much assignments that i need to do!!!!!
some i dont even know what to do!!!
i badly need a holiday...!!
there are times when im really moody and also very hyper..
probably my hyperness is just a temporary thing so I would not get moody at all...Just trying to not think of my bad side...
*sigh*

hey...it's been since 4 days since i last blog...i miss my blog...was down with a fever, sorethoart, cough, and flu....stressful week...!!!should have started my assignemnt earlier and i wont suffered...i had a bad mirgraine on monday night!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! omg~~~~ i felt like the whole world spinning around me like a rollarcoaster which goes round and round 360 degrees non-stop!!!! argh...today is the day im longing for...
im going back home!!!!hurray!!!! i miss mummy and home..!
*sigh*

It's Sebastian's and Ashely-Ann's birthday...Sadly I cannot celebrate with Ashley in Singapore though...I just had dinner at my B's place...Consider Sebastian's birthday dinner...Sebastian is my B's lil bro...*if you guys are wondering who the hell he is..*
I'm like sooo worried for my assignments...*uwaaaaa* Submition is on Tuesday!!!! I'm doom!
I've been hanging out at Asia Club with my B, Kristen, Ming Wei, Gavin, Justin, and....*God knows la*
B thought me how to play pool....Soooo happy I can actually play it now...but not as pro as B...I'm still stuck at B's place waiting for him to shower and Sebastian is gonna cut his birthday cake..WEeeeeee.....I'm stuffed! I cant barely bent down to reach for my toes...That is how full I am...!
I don't know why I dont feel like going back to campus this whole week! I'm not in the mood....*sigh*
I'm sooooo looking forward for next weekend...The week havent started but I'm already wanting it to be the weekends again...
Okay la...I have got nothing better to do la...I wonder what I shall do now!*sigh*

+tired and happy+

It's Friday...One bright morning...Longing to sleep more but I dont think I can...Still sick...! My flu is getting worst than ever...My thoart still sore like a mad cow...Can't talk much though...
I dont know what i'll be doing today...I have no pplans for today...Sad huh?

Anyways i'll blog later... Wanna lie down a bit...My head is spinning like a mad cow~!

Its almost end of the week... Everyday I wish it was the weekends where I can sleep and also go out with my B...But this whole week, I wasnt feeling tooo well....I'm down with a sore thoart, bad flu, cough, and slight fever!! Got medication...and MC letter's as well... But at the same time...loads of assignments are pending!!! Soooo worried!!! Sooo much to do....*feel like going back to school days now!!!*

Just now during I was at Internet Application class, it rain really heavy... Both my room-mates didnt want to offer to go back and close the room window...With my bad flu I had to go back...They really didnt pity me!!!Sooo upset!! I eventually got all wet and my flu got worst!!! (To my two room-mates, if u both are reading this im sorry but im really upset!) I also wanted to learn as much as what you both were learning...At the same time I didnt understand what my tutor was teaching...Imagine the wind was soooo strong and I was soooooooooooo weak, the wind could blow me away!!! Now my flu is getting worst and im shivering soo badly...*sigh*

anyways im gonna take a rest now...Where is my B when I need him the most at times like this...*sigh*

hmmm....what shall i say?? I had unforgetable moments with my B...He stayed for dinner with mummy and uncle roland... teman me at home... he stayed while i was doing my little bags for my assignment... after mass, we went out for dinner with kristen, natalie, and gavin... we ate, chill, talk, laugh until our tummy hurts.... Kristen was partically making tons of jokes... I choke few times... eventhough im having my period cramps but I had sooo much fun... thanks to kristen and natalie though... They such a darling to me~ I LOVE THEM~ two lil sister with three different mothers...hehehe... yeah...played fusball...kristen was a clown..she was partically scoring in my goal instead of hers... my B now having headache...I hope he will be fine~

B you take care aite..
mwahhh....

Good Morning!!

I had the most amazing sleep after sooo many days~But I still feel like sleeping somemore but I know I cant...I've got to do my laundry~! *sigh* and loads of assignment to do!!! wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....

okok...I better start doing it before I waste another day doing nothing.!!!

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I'm soooooooooooooooooooooooo freaking toooooo blog... My morning class is canceled..But I have presentation at 4pm for my Media Production assignment... *madness*

I was on MC yesterday due to some pain and wasn't being able to sit still...Wish me luck for my presentation later... I'm sooo sleepy...!I can eventually feel my eyes dropping! I can't barely open my eyes!!!!

.: back on my feet :.

I think I'm getting back on my feet again...Went for class so far for today, Digital Animation class was canceled...Tons of assignment though...At the same time I have to give out the letter of my absentee for the whole week... I'm soooo scared~ *sigh* Loads to think about... I just came back from bangi...Sooo happy to see my B though...Now I cant barely feel my feet anymore...My brain has stop working...But now they are gonna have the fire drill...I'm damn tired...Do I have to go??*crying* Damn lazieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....Got to go now...

.: sad week :.

what a week...on monday got the news from my aunty in singapore that my grandma pass away...i was sooo shocked...i was soooo sad...just sat down at the corner while waiting for my mum's friend to come pick me up...didnt attend class the whole week...was back in kuching for my last respect to my grandma...the funeral was on thursday...we had prayers for my grandma every night...its just sooo sad knowing that mamah isnt alive anymore...

mamah passed away in her sleep...she wore her dress that she wanted to wear when she die...she look sooo peacefully when she lie there in her cofin...

despite that all her sons and daughters came back...its sooo good to see all the 6 of them together...but not all my cousins were able to make it...kong kong was still blur but i can see deep down in his heart he is very very sad~ kong kong even told me when i arrived not to cry...actually when someone goes already its not good to cry cause its like stopping them from going to heaven and not letting them go...but the fact that mamah is my grandma and she was a mum to my mother, i couldnt stand but cry...

sophia actually made a edulogy for mamah...it was read during the mass...its was specially dedicated to mamah...

A Sonnet for Mama Mary

O glorious bearer of God's children!
Since the day angels placed you here oon earth,
'Til the day they guided you to heaven,
A wondrous life of compassion you lived.

You hath provided food for plenty.
Not only in body, but in too in mind.
Time comes now for you to be provided
By the many whose lives you touched upon.

Altough beauty fades thoroughly with age,
Thy beauty- like the North Star- shines always.
Inspiring only goodness in our hearts.
Our hearts. In which you ceaselessly remain.

As we pray for your dear soul to release...
Mama Mary. Forever rest in peace.

align="center">After this sonnet...We dedicated a song to mama...It was edited and sang by Uncle George....

Tears in Heaven

Would you know our names

If we saw you in heaven

Would it be the same

If we saw you in heaven

We must be strong

And carry on

Cause we know we dont belong

Here in heaven

Would you hold our hand

If we saw you in heaven

Would you help us stand

If we saw you in heaven

We'll find our way

Through night and day

Cause we know we dont belong

Here in heaven

Time can bring you down

Time can bend your knees

Time can break your heart

Having begging please

Begging please~

*and theres the bridge where i cant remember* sigh

Will be continue...

This was the song..I'm sure you guys know this song...

Mamah, I love you...May you rest in eternal peace and you'll always be in my heart....

.: happy :.

It's been a while since I last blog... I wanted to blog badly but I couldnt upload pictures, so I didnt... hehehe... Anyway I had the most amazing valentines dinner with my B...

this is me n my B...

the flower that he gave me on valentine's day...

this was my B's meal...

this was MINE~ yummy rite?


ultimate magarita...*picture blur la...taken with phone camera*

Well...we had dinner at *tgif*... thanks B...
I had a great dinner...Really appreciate it..

Besides that, I have been really busy with classes...My schedule is damn packed! Assignments are all here...*sigh* back to stress world I say... but at the same time im having fun...Mum is back from Beijing..She pretty enjoyed herself over there... She touched and seen snow already...*sigh* I also want to see and touch snow...

Okay la...Im dead tired now...
Laterz...

My B,
Im always here for you no matter what...I hope I'm not a stranger to you...
Thank you for completing and lighting my life up...
I cherish every moment we are together...
I love you...I never felt this way in a long time...Thank you B...

::I LoVe yOu::

Lurve always,
-ME-

heyo... its the first weekend..mum is not around..she left for beijing yesterday morning..yesterday and todays class is official cancelled by the lectures and the tutorials...i dont even know whether i had enough of sleep yet...woke up follow nanie, hasanah, and azie to sepang... well, a new experience everyday... today im planning to go to kl area to buy new stuff for my computer...planning to upgrade my ram to a 1GB... then going to look for my textbook~ damn this semester we need a textbook!!! sooooo not a fcm student...hahaha...anyway im at my B's place...waiting for his mummy to come back from her interview...I hope n pray it goes well for her... Hope she will get the job!!! I'm sooo hungry~ uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~

today is the second day of class... still MMU is still very quiet... i dont know for what reason... second day with all the lecturers scaring us what we have to face for this whole 14 weeks of semester... loads of group assignment, presentation, and not to forget individual assignment... im cracking my head to find myself a group... im sooo scared but at the same time i am very eager to look forward to all of this.. this is where is stress begins... *sigh*

new semester starts new things are gonna happen... i dont know what shit we have to go through but i hope and pray that i will eventually get through it and not to give up on anything that easily...

i mish my home... i wish it was still holidays where i can laze around the whole day doing nothing... sleep all i want... and spent my time in front of the tee-v... sadly here back in mmu, i dont own a tee-v in my room...

a new semester begins tomorrow...
sitting here waiting for the day to come...
tired... and a lil sleepy... im not really looking forward for classes~
*sniff sniff*
holidays are toooo short~

havent been sparing any time to write in here... been going out since i got back from singapore... meeting up with loads of my friends and also spending most of my times with my B...

loads to update but not today~
sorry~
too tired~

.: gong xi fa chai :.

GONG XI FA CHAI to all... sorry havent been writing in cause im still stuck in singapore and i dont get to come online as often as i do at home... we had steamboat dinner last night for the reunion dinner...chill with my uncles and aunties... early in the morning woke up, got ready for church~ got two blessed oranges from the priest... hehehe... then we went for a picnic at the beach... went cycling, eat~ i have been eating all day long since i arrive in singapore... i feel fat now~ now im brown... i was basically under the sun most of the time... but i didnt get myself wet in the beach coz im too lazy to wash up... hehehe... took pictures... will be upload as soon as i get back to kuala lumpur...that was what i did most of the day for chinese new year~

okayh la..i shall stop now~
i still wanna go shopping..not satisfied~!!!!

.: phew~ :.

what a day~phew~! i'm really exhausted~ after the packing and cleaning of my whole room~
tomorrow morning ill be off to singapore for the chinese new year~ im gonna mish my B sooo much~
at the same time tomorrow is Hasanah's birthday~ its soooo sad i cannot celebrate her birthday together with the rest.. they plan to go to klcc tomorrow to celebrate with hasanah~ *sigh*
im currently waiting for mum to get back then im gonna go over abg. din's house for dinner with the whole family of his.. his birthday is today~
later aite~

.: last of today~ :.

isnt this baby cute? hehehe... the whole day i didnt do much expect this blog... my B just came to see me for a while before he head back to bangi~ im not gonna see him till after chinese new year break~ *sigh* im really gonna mish my B a lot~