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merry christmas peeps~

it's freaking 7am.. i havent had my beauty sleep yet.. had to finish up my work for critic session today.. sigh.. im damn tired..
not only that.. their are sooo many things on my mind.. im worried for my grandpa.. he is still in CCU (Critical Care Unit). i hope and pray that he will pull through it.. but at the same time i dont want to see him suffering.. he is now breathing with a tuib from his thoart.. the doctor say without that his lungs might collapse.. sigh.. i really dont want to see my kong suffer.. at the same time dont want him to go.. even though i know he will be in a better place.. *sigh* ='(

i miss kong sooo much.. he was sooo strong.. that he built me a swing when i was young.. i love you kong kong.. please be strong.. i know you are strong.. ='(

sorry i havent been posting about myself for a very long time..
kinda busy with things around me...
my head is not right here with me.. its some where else..
my grandpa is still in the hospital.. at least he is off the machine at the moment.. hope he recovers fast..
christmas is coming..
im kinda in the holiday mood.. but i have sooo much of work load to finish in this period of time..

few updates...
im addicted to veronica mars from liana... i finish watching season 1, 2 & 3... all the season.. terrer hor me..
hehehe...

i really want to watch CINTA.. its a movie that just came out.. but i cant find the time to watch it.. uwaaa.. i have one assignment that i am suppose to submit tomorrow and i havent started.

im really sorry i havent been updating my blog.. my life isnt that amazing right now.
im a lil stress with everything..

okay la... now i have to get back to reading my notes and create a 15-30 seconds of time based assignment.. argh.. i hate it.. i feeling like giving up at times.. banging my head on the wall would be much better i think..

ok... enough enough... ciao~

i know i havent been blogging...

i have no mood to blog this pass few weeks...
i dunno..
i had a bad weekend...

aunty linda passed away... i couldnt believe it but i just dont want to see her suffering the pain anymore...

dear aunty linda,
i miss you sooo much...
you were like a mother to me.. i know you are in a happier place now...
im glad that you's not suffering from any pain anymore..
you're in a better hands now...
just want you to know that you will be remembered and missed dearly..
i love you aunty. may you rest in peace..

love deena.

its been a while..
now im back in MMU, second trimester starts today...
bangkok was great.. i did shop a lot.. shop till you drop people always say...
went back to kuching to see my grandpa's new house...
its awesome...
wow...
hehehe...
i love it...
anyway results didnt turn out the way i wanted it to be...
so i guess i have to put a lot of effort again...
sigh..
im just plain.... stupid...

life is full of craps!

GREAT!!!

my day is just soooo fucking great...
i had a freaking huge fight with my mum..........

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH...
its sucks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
everything!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

fuck off!
i dont want to know you anymore!

a gurls day out... hehehe.. that is what we call it... hehehe... had fun and also did crazy stuff... not me but them... heheheheh...
damn i really miss hanging out with both of them... and plus without our bfs... hahaha... must definately do that more often.. hehehe.. sorry B... ehhehe... but sometimes i got to be with my babes.. hahaha...

anyway i love you both babes... thanks for everything... we are sooo gonna get that mng top... hehehe... weeee...

hey..
holidays starts officially..
weeeeee...
justin tore his muscle again coz of running... kesian tht boy... haih...
poor thing... hope his muscle gets better soon... or not i cannot go out with my twin anymore... hehehe...
he ran with his muscle tore and got gold... not bad huh..
hehehe...
im hoping to get enough sleep before i start second semester again... hehe...

singapore was awesome... with no haze... the sky was clear... it was fun going out without the haze.. hehehe..
i got my first birthday present from sophia.. "she insist of getting tht for me... hehehehehehhehe.... i laughed sooo hard until i couldnt breathe... "


hehehe... nice leh... hehehe... anyway thanks babe... ill make sure ill wear it when you come down to kl... hahaha... mwahxxxxx... i miss sophia... hehehe...

my flu isnt getting any better... *sigh*
okay la... its getting a lil late... im off to bed...

i feel sooo weak...
i dont want to get up...
my body is soooo warm...
my thoart hurts...
i cant breathe through my nose...
its all block up...
uwaaaaa...
i need you and...
i miss you...

im down with a fever and a flu...
=(

blueks

counting the days to head back to kl..
i miss kl though..
im heading down to the city again soon.. going out again.. or i die of boredom here.. its freaking hot ere!!! i want snow!!!

hey..
before signing off..
i wanna wish all MMU students happy holidays..
and selamat hari raya to all muslims students..
and selamat hari deepavali to all hindu students..

take care..

=D

yezaaaa...

yay!!!!!
finisto...
finish the heavy subject papers...

next paper is National Dance paper...
that is my co-cu subject...

im going back today...
weeee...
heading to singapore tomorrow...
Arianna's birthday is tomorrow... she will be turning 10 already... getting older already... hehehe...

okay la...
im hungry...
im having my gastric pains...
but i dont want to eat cause sumer puasa... no teman...

sigh~

its 1.16am.
im sleepy but i cant sleep.
copywriting paper today.
uwaaaaaaaaaaa...
its at 9am.
damn early.
uwaaaaaaaaaaa...
wish my luck.
sigh.

cant seem to get anything into my head though...
should i just go to sleep or what?
sigh

!@#$%^!@#$%^&

im not in the mood..
im having my cramps..
its hurting so badly..
i hate it..
hate everything around me now..

done for the day..

im done for the day.
i couldnt think of what to write anymore.
my hands became tired of writing already.
i came out early cause it was soooo freaking cold.
imagine i was waering long sleve and plus a thick jacket.

oook...
3 down 2 more to go..
weee..i hope ill pass this paper..
=D

tell me...

I know you are everything to me
and I could never see
The two of us apart
And you know I give myself to you
and no matter what you do
I promise you my heart
I've built my world around you
and I want you to know
I need you
like I've never needed anyone before

I live my life for you
I want to be by your side
in everything that you do
And if there's only one thing you can
believe is true
I live my life for you

I dedicated my life to you,
you know that would die for you
But our love would
last forever
And I will always be with you and there is
nothing we can't do
As long as we're together
I just can't live
without you and I want you to know
I need you
like I've never needed anyone before

Does this mean anything to you???
I miss you B.