Let's see what do I have to say today....
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*My head is blank*

Nothing at all. I can't think of anything to type about but I'm actually sitting here in Starbucks, One Utama waiting for the boyfriend finish what he is doing.

Just as I start to think I do have a lot to write about...
I'm actually falling sick. My throat hurts. It is so painful that it's so hard to talk and eat but I still want to eat. My stomach is calling out for food. Weird me! and FATTY me!
BUTTTTT.... Yesterday, we went for banana leave for dinner. We ate so much... until my stomach bloated!

I have been helping Marcia with her holiday programme for kids... I've been helping out for the whole week this week from 2 to 4pm... That's what I've been doing for the pass week... I pretty much enjoyed myself and hope the kids too... Today was something different as we cooked with them... I think they did enjoy themselves with all the flour messed up on the table... Some are so cute, EXTREMELY quiet, EXTREMELY noisy, and there are also some that are EXTREMELY shy... Got to make them comfortable with the surrounding though...

My head is spinning now... I just wish there is a bed here and I can just lie down and snuggle... hehehhe... that would be lovely actually...

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back to empty thoughts...

After putting some thoughts... It was either Sony Ericsson C902 or Nokia 6600 Slide.... And I came to my conclusion that I should get a slide phone... After all this while I have been using the normal one and the flip so why not try a slide... Soooooo......
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This is my NEW phone... Waaaallaaaaa.... hehehe...

Brand new and it cost RM 1409.00!!!!
I'm loving it...

Christmas is around the corner...
It means SHIT!!! Cause I have got to think of what to get for the boyfriend, and the rest as mummy got her present already... The most expensive among all the presents I ever gave her... There was the only ticket left and it was the most expensive one... Well, mummy loveed it. I'm glad that she loved it... So one down from my Christmas present list... Sorry I could only afford one ticket so, you have got to go alone... I'm really sorry! Wish I could go too but it's okay...

Well, mum hope you will enjoy the show. I know you'll enjoy yourself... Love you!

I can't believe it but i'm currently watching Naruto with the boyfriend and the brother on the pc... I don't even know what is going on, as I'm getting confused through out the whole time... Rather to just keep quiet and start blogging though... Didn't really want to ask questions as it would interrupt them and annoy them... Didn't want to do that though... I'm so not an anime fan. *giggles* I shall stick to my english TV series... :)

....the boyfriend's mum is back with food.

I'm getting fat each day... OMG!!! It's not working! Tell me how to say no to food??? Please anyone..

...got to go now. Later~

Watch this... This is damn funny...
Hope it cheers anyone up... Enjoy!

Maple at Midnight...

You are the air I need to breathe
the river of life inside of me
you are the half that made me whole
you are the anchor of my soul

and you are strong when I am weak
you are the words when I can't speak
you never fail to see me through
that's the love I found in you

you are my shelter from the storm
you are the road that leads me home
and baby with you here face to face
Oh I know I've found my place

and you are strong when I am weak
you are the words when I can't speak
you never fail to see me through
that's the love I found in you

and once in every life
you find the one that's right
and when you say forever it's true
That's the love I found in you

You are strong when I am weak
you are the words when I can't speak
you never fail to see me through
That's the love I found in you

That's the love, love I found in you

Got tagged by Ms. Astrid haha!

Tag 6 people to do this quiz and THOSE WHO ARE TAGGED CANNOT REFUSE!
These people must state who they were tagged by and CANNOT TAG THE PERSON WHOM THEY WERE TAGGED BY.
Continue this game by sending it to others.

*Let's Begin*

I Was Tagged By:

Astrid Baptist...... *evil*

I tag:

Izzah
Kristen
Nanie *don't kill me*
Hasanah *don't kill me*
Stacy Tan

Lez Ann

*Let the Questions Begin*

1. What is your name?

* Deena Desmond

2. How old are you?

* urmmmmm.... TWO TWO... *but look 17... hehehe...*

3. What are the 3 electronics you can't live without?

* handphone

* laptop

* my mp4

4. Are you amazing?

* I'm not sure though... Am I???

5. What is the brand of the phone you are using?

* Sony Ericsson

6. What color is your phone?

* Black

7. Have you slept in school before?

* Every other day... Right in front of the class...

8. How long are you online in a day?

* The whole entire day...

9. How would you describe yourself?

* STUBBORN, sometimes annoying, sometimes irritating, friendly, caring, kind, lazy, fatty *yea I am*, shopaholic, loves to eat and eat and eat and......... *I can't think for anymore*

10. What's your favourite topic to talk about?

* Depends on the day and who am I talking too...

11. Which teacher do you like?

* Urmmmmm... I don't know...

12. Who do you think is the most handsomest in your class?

* I was in an ALL girls school... There was NOT even one guy except TWO guy teachers!

13. Who are you currently aiming on?

* Getting a job!

14. Do you know a lot of your sibling's secret?

* :( I don't have any sibling's at all... *wish I have...so I won't be lonely... and I'm NOT a pampered child!*

15. How do you rate your sibling?

* Please read above...

16. Is your sibling gorgeous?

* Please refer back to question no. 14!!!!

17. Do you judge people?

* I don't think so... but sometimes it happens naturally... but I'm trying not too...

18. Do you run?

* I want too! Burn out some fats of mine!

19. Are you lazy to tag people?

* Kinda... I'm not mean!!!

20. Who was the last person you spoke on the phone?

* The boyfriend...

21. What is 2 + 2?

* 4... *what's this got to do with all this question???*

22. Who is your idol?

* My mum and my late father...

23. Are you a monster?

* Hurmmmm... Maybe... If yes, what would you think? hehehehe....

24. Do you play with Barbie dolls?

* I USED to have... but I prefer LEGO! hehehe... *sooo tom-boy*

25. What was the last movie you watched?

* Quantum of Solace... *it sucked*

26. What do you think of your English?

* Good...??? I don't know... Poor??? I don't know... Learning to be better day by day...

27. What do you think about your Bahasa Malaysia?

* Better than my English but not as powerful as the rest!

28. Who do you hate?

* .................. *no one i think... I'm NICE*

29. Do you love yourself?

* I do... but NOT my fats!

30. Blurt out 5 ramdom words.

* Lazy, Sleep, Eat, Fat and Fat... *that's all I can think right now... hehehe...*

I was just reading around my friend's blog... and I saw this post from Izzah's blog...
It was really sweet of her... I really appreciate this... I almost teared from this post of hers.

Dear Izzah, Thank you for all this while when we were studying and during my university days...Thank you for being there for me when i'm down and when i'm in trouble and mostly my happy times. I love being with you and I love the times where we would just teach wach others things to say! hehehehe... I miss you and Shaza soooo much!!! Was so happy when you two came to my house... MWAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

Salam...

Hari ni, 23rd October, burfday deena... heheh..deena dah tua!!!

Deena Denise Anak Desmond Sahon a.k.a Deena. Izzah kenal deena waktu jadi SRC dulu coz deena pun one of the council members. Post deena kat bahagian Student Welfare and Development (SWAD) incharge bahagian Security.. Hebat deena ni waktu incharge security. Mmg sumer rules MMU dia hafal laaa...:D Dengan director Security MMU waktu tu lagi laa, kamceng giler.. hebat2...Rumah deena dekat jer ngan rumah izzah, kat pantai hillpark.. so, xdelaa rindu sgt coz kalo rindu, leh drop by jer kat rumah deena...:P

Hmm.. after jadi SRC 2006/2007, kitorang jadi roommate plaks untuk sesi 2007/2008. Pengalaman yang best sgt2 jadi rummate ngan deena. sepanjang kitorng jadi rumate, Deena banyak ajar izzah banyak perkara. Satu phrase yang izzah xkan lupa sampai biler2 n izzah guna sampai skarang, "Fine, be that way!" hehhe..ayat tu, deena yang ajar...:D

Seorang yang sangat rajin - deena laa yang slalu kemas bilik wkt sama2 rummate dgn dia dulu..:P Deena gaks seorang yang sangat caring - kalo izzah ade prob, slalu izzah rasa nak carik deena dulu. Skarang ni, lepas deena dah grad, slalu jer tetiba rindu kat deena, xtau nape. So, kalo tetiba rasa rindu kat deena tu, izzah slalu msg jer..:P hm,, skarang deena dah pandai masak. sedap deena masak. Pas ni, lehlaa slalu gi rumah deena, deena masakkan...:D

"To my dearie Deena,
Hepi Burfday! May God bless you. Trimas sangat2 jadi kawan Izzah. Banyak yang Izzah belajar from Deena. InsyaAllah, segala apa yang deena pesan, izzah xpenah lupa..Izzah sayang kat deena sgt3..take care,k.. love u..."

A night out with the boyfriend and Astrid! 

hehehe...

I dragged Astrid to Mardi Gras tonight as the boyfriend and I didn't want to just go there alone sitting at one corner... *I'm sorry Astrid!!! hehehe... you know I love you though....*

Wasn't what I expected though... It was EMPTY... Not many people as how MOS is... MOS is always pack with people though... We had a jug of beer though... We going there is for Kristen though... hehehe... She is working there... That's the only main reason why we went there...

Sadly, we weren't in the mood for cam-whoring! hahaha... *that's what we do if we hang out at night...*

Beside that, earlier today was pretty a tiring day though... The boyfriend and I followed his mother to Banting! BANTING!!!! It's an 'ulu' place though... It's so far! The drive there is like as though we were on the way to Malacca!!! Can you imagine!!! Damn far though... After the appointment, we went to Tg. Sepat for late lunch! Yeah!!! Never heard of that place before... It's damn far! I never thought that place existed! hahahahha... *stupid me*

Now I'm on the bed and ready to sleep!!! weeeeeeeeeeeeee...

sleeping time!!!

nite nite!!!! 

hey hey hey.. I'm back!!!
Astrid has been bugging me to update my blog... :P
and I'm just plain lazy to do so! hehehe...

October is over and now its November!!! wow! next will be December! how the year ends so fast!
Oh-my... looking back and think, I'm not pretty sure whether I have achieve anything besides graduating from MMU... hehehehe... That's why I never believed in 'NEW YEAR'S RESOLUTION!'

Since then... I just decided to live my life as it is...

It's already November and I haven't found a job yet! Hopefully soon!! Keeping my fingers crossed!!! *Praying hard* I just send out my portfolio for viewing by one of the company in Bangsar and I'm hoping that I get a good respond! Need to start work immediately though as I'm running out of cash! I've finally updated my portfolio site... and it's here...

This pass few days, boyfriend, Astrid and me have been going to Jaya One... Kinda our new spot of 'lepaking' but in a sense that we are not drinking 'teh-o-ais' or 'teh-o suam'... Well Hoegaarden is the new Bestfriend for Astrid... hahahaha... Kevin came back for a day!!! So we all decided to have a drink there tooo..... *Curtosy of Astrid*

Yesterday Gerard got tickets for us for the Quantum of Solace's movie premier... Yeah it's out... but... I kinda feel disappointed with the whole movie... The first scene with the cars and the way he drives was awesome... but later in the movie there wasn't much 'cool' weapons used and mostly was using those little hand guns and hands! BUT... I just wanna say 'thank you Gerard!'

The last I posted up about my dream.... This time I had a dream again!! This time I was sent to JAIL!!! For what ever reason I have no clue though... *Extremelly weird*

Besides that... I have been hooked on with my complilation of series!!! I'm enjoying it!!! weeeeeeeeeeeeee.....

Tomorrow I might come up with the list of things I intend to do in the final of the year 2008 before it is 2009!! hehehe... *still thinking though*

Happy Halloween!!!!!!!!!!
Wonder whats my plan for Halloween though!

The weather is killing me!!!!
It's so HOT now a days!!!Rain please rain~

It's a good thing there is sun especially to dry the clothes but not so hot until you can feel the heat up to your bones!

This few nights I have been having weird dreams... First was the loosing of teeths... But last night was unusual... Murder Scenes! Someone killed a load of my friends... *shiver* including the boyfriend... I woke up at 6am, and called the boyfriend... *Sorry for disturbing your sleep though* I was just worried! *sigh*

What is wrong with me though... Weird and scary dreams...

As I was saying...

Things are different now with some of us...

It wasn't like how it use to be a month back...

*sigh*

Just wondering how can things be so different in such a short time!

i'm bored!!!

officially bored!!!

hahaha...

oh ya... here is the studio pictures of the make over yesterday! hehehe... *don't mummy and I look pretty* hehehe...

  

The day I turn the BIG 22!!!!!! 

*pictures will be posted soon as I get it from my mummy*

Mummy and the boyfriend planned everything... They planned a surprised birthday thingy for me! Was so happy and shocked! Some didn't come but some came... :)

I just wanna personally Mummy, the boyfriend for planning all this... hehehe... all the lies huh! hehehe... *little white lies* thank you so much... love you all loads...

Thank you to Nat nat, Baba, Gerard, Astrid, Steph, James, Jared, Kyle for coming too!~ *did i miss anyone out???* I'm sorry if i did! hehehe... 

The got me high in one cup of mixed whisky! hehehehe... was red as a tomato though... *beware pictures will be uploaded!*

On my birthday itself, Nat nat and the boyfriend brought me for lunch! We went to Curve for lunch... It's like a routine every year of my birthday we go for lunch at Curve... and then a little shopping! hehehe... looked for my birthday present from mummy... and finally to complete my night, the boyfriend brought me to watch another premier!!! hehehe...

HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 3!!!!!!!! hehehe... it's out! it was awesome! the production was awesome!!! the se t was so beautiful... hehehe... thumbs up though! hehehe...

That includes my birthday!

The next night Nat nat, Shri, the boyfriend and dominic got me DRUNK!!!!! 

The drinks kept coming non-stop!!!

First the beer, then dominic didn't like his Vodka Redbull... so I took over the drink!!!

I had to down it...

Then came Tequila shot from Nat nat... I had two!!! 2!!!

Then... Crouching Tiger... 2 SETs!!

Then some shots!!

Then.... some B52! 

That taste like shit and it mad me PUKE!! *yuck*

But I was still able to walk straight! 

I started being red!!! yeah!! like a lobster this time!

I love you NAt nat!!! hehehehe...

Thank you boyfriend for the flowers, the necklace... the surprise! and also the drinks!!!!!

*mwah mwah*  

now its really my little black journal...

*im hungry* but im not suppose to snack!!

lose 1kg in a week!! need to loose more!!
*go DEENA*

well... this is good news for a readers... there will be sale!!! hehehehe... go check it out... :) i might!

the shake makes me feel so full and bloated... im sitting here with my stomach so full!!!! can't move now...

being in the jam for 2 hours makes me sick! i wonder how can a person sit in the same place for more than 2 hours!!! i got restless and moving up and down around the car... i dont know how i managed to do it but i did it and the results of it was my headache!!! *car sick*

i have just realized that its almost the end of the year... time flies damn fast!!! soon it will be 2009!!! oh-shit!!!

*im getting sleepy already!!! *

...to be continued

aiming to lose weight!!! common girl!!! you can do it!!!

knee currently in pain!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
:'(

I'm keeping myself occupied with all the series that has been aired... All my favorite series are back... weeeeeeeeeeeeeee... I'm so happy but downloading it from my home takes forever... i don't know why... but the boyfriend is helping me downloading as his download speed is way faster than mine... At the same time i am still an official bummer... Still looking for a job but i guess I'm not trying hard enough... I'm going to try as my mum is bugging, asking me when will i start working... there is so many things happening around me but... things change and we go on.. that's life.. is not a necessary to jot every single thing down here... :) memories are being kept in me... :)

i had a night-mare the other day... it was about me... and another person... i dreamt that the other person killed me after it found out that i moved on with my life as i was already happy with someone else... *sigh* i woke up immediately and realise that it was just a dream...

yesterday was the twin's bday...
and today is denise beins bday...

and tomorrow... i dont know... hahahaha...

yesterday i spent my time watching all me series and finally watched wall-e... its a damn boring movie!!! i almost fell asleep watching it... but thanks to my sudoku book, it kept me awake... all they were saying in the movie is wall-e... evaaaa... hahaha...

i shall get ready now... boyfriend is on the way to pick me up for lunch... weeeeee... he is such a darling...

hey!!!

we just got back from malacca... we as in baba, boyfriend and paul(baba's cousin)...

it was just a one day trip just to see grannie...
ate so much as usual...grannie's cooking is awesome and there is always food around...

the boys decided to head to pure bar but me and the girls went for a movie...
KAMI the movie!!! it was a really nice movie though... but how we got to the cinema was funny! boyfriend and aunty lucy rush us to dataran for the 11.40pm movie... when we arrived was already 11.45pm... we rush and didnt want to wait for the lift so we decided to run up the stairs... didnt know how many flights of stairs but i ran up the stairs... tiring man!!! i felt like my legs wannna cabut off my body! but it was worth it! exercised and a good movie!!! hehehe...

...... sleepy now!!!

i have been wanting to update my blog but im just plain lazy to think of what to write now a days... since im still bumming around... did a lil of work though...

well lets start from yesterday though....

it was my late father's birthday yesterday...

dear daddy,
happy birthday daddy...
i know you're much more happy up in heaven and you can see me down from there...
may you rest in peace...
i love you daddy...
i miss you so much...
wish you were there in person to see my graduate...
hope i made you proud...
longing for your hugs and kisses...

love your baby girl,
deena.

and it was the boyfriend's mum's birthday too... we went for dinner and as usual ate a lot...

3. i put on 3kg!!!!! im officially fat now!!! *sigh* need to loose weight now!!! shit!!! means no more eating at odd hours!

4. my mummy is in bali now... went for a holiday... she left on monday and e.t.a to arrive in kl is at 5pm today... cant wait to see what she has bought for me...

5. i need to renew my passport as it is going to expired in november...

6. doing some freelance to keep myself occupied...

7. bumming around most of the time... still looking for a job... been for interviews but... im still keeping my options open...

8. baba, gerard and jared leaving for penang this weekend for their cousin's wedding... *congratualations*

9. helping around to clean boyfriends room...

10. before mum left for bali... we had sarawak laksa weekend... mum cooked sarawak laksa...

11. studio pictures are ready!! it look so nice... :)

12. saving money!! *sigh* means less shopping!!! :(

there is so many things... but i just cant seem to remember... im such a forgetful though...

oh-ya...

wanna wish all the muslims..... selamat hari raya yah!!! if you guys balik kampung, make sure drive safely yah!!!!