It's just funny time flies damn too fast. It's almost the end of March. Let's just put it in this way where you say bye bye to March and hello to April. Thinking about April, Mummy's birthday is coming soon. Gotta start thinking of what to get for her. Just not too expensive and not too cheap though... Something memorable... What should it be??? Hmmmm... Let's put on our thinking cap... :)
NO perfume this year! *too expensive*

Something happened the other day and I still won't remember it...
It was one of the days where I took a cab back home from the boyfriends house as he couldn't send me back...
Well first it started where one cab actually told me in the face that he doesn't know the way back to Pantai Hill Park.
Then the second one, hahaha... this one is hilarious...
First when I got in was the smell!!!!! It was so smelly!!!
NO air-con... It's on but he actually close the shutter! So there is no air coming to the back of the taxi... *Sigh* By the time I got home, my clothes was wet.. I was sweating like a pig!
His face is full with pimples I guess? Or shall I say it's pimples scars... Well I don't know...
He was picking his nose! Enjoying himself I guess looking for gold! *yucks* I was actually grossed out!!!!! aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!
He extremely took the long way back to my house and overall my tax fare cost RM12! The last time I took a cab from the boyfriend's house, it only cost me RM7! He actually took a U-turn some where near bangsar and when if we go straight it was much nearer! Haiyo!
At that time I was covered with sweat and I was pretty much very impatient just to get home!
Hated the smell and hated the way he drove!
He was practically sticking on 2nd gear all the way on the highway and on the fast lane... In my heart was like 'change the god damn gear man! you're spoiling the engine! no wonder cabs are such in bad shape!'

*Sigh* What an experience!

I'm sitting alone in the designers room here as both my colleagues (Wawa and Basri) is sick and Cass is on leave! but I've got my music to entertain me and my work to do! and now my stomach!
I got to sign off now as my stomach needs the toilet...

today is our anniversary!!!
weeeeeeeeeeee....

happy anniversary darling!
i love you!

It's been some time since I last blogged.
Sorry but I did not abandoned my blog...
I have been busy with work and some other things...

1. My pc is finally fixed by Dominic and it's NO MORE crashing! Woo hoo!
2. Mum has been out of town for quite some time.
3. Astrid and I came up with our very own online boutique...
4. Been very tired these past few weeks... *I don't know why*
5. Haven't been spending myself on shopping for myself as I'm still in a tight budget! *Don't really wanna spend anyway*
6. I lost my beloved thumb drive! Can't seem to find it anyway! It disappear on me...
7. My mini external hard disk died on me. Can't seem to get the data out and can't seem to reformat it anymore as the pc can't seem to detect the hdd when it is plug-in. *sigh* -SAVING TO BY A NEW ONE!
8. Baba's finally 23 last Thursday! :)

Looking back, I don't think there is anything else that I can remember...
*Sigh*
I'm becoming a little more forgetful as before! *Getting old already* hahaha...
Anyway got to go now... Going to KL soon! tut-luuuu... :)

I was browsing and I saw this. I think it's true as we were closing the magazine for HELLO today. Everything was messy and messed up... *sigh* Well it's all done now and currently we are going ku-ku in the office! hehehe...

5 Facts About Friday the 13th

LiveScience.com livescience Staff

livescience.com – Thu Mar 12, 12:30 pm ET

If Friday the 13th is unlucky, then 2009 is an unusually unlucky year. This week's Friday the 13th is one of three to endure this year.

The first came last month. The next is in November. Such a rare triple-threat occurs only once every 11 years.

The origin of the link between bad luck and Friday the 13th is murky. The whole thing might date to Biblical times (the 13th guest at the Last Supper betrayed Jesus). By the Middle Ages, both Friday and 13 were considered bearers of bad fortune. In modern times, the superstition permeates society.

Here are five of our favorite Friday-the-13th facts:

1. Fear of Friday the 13th - one of the most popular myths in science - is called paraskavedekatriaphobia as well as friggatriskaidekaphobia. Triskaidekaphobia is fear of the number 13.

2. Many hospitals have no room 13, while some tall buildings skip the 13th floor and some airline terminals omit Gate 13.

3. President Franklin D. Roosevelt would not travel on the 13th day of any month and would never host 13 guests at a meal. Napoleon and President Herbert Hoover were also triskaidekaphobic, with an abnormal fear of the number 13.

4. Mark Twain once was the 13th guest at a dinner party. A friend warned him not to go. "It was bad luck," Twain later told the friend. "They only had food for 12." Superstitious diners in Paris can hire a quatorzieme, or professional 14th guest.

5. The number 13 suffers from its position after 12, according to numerologists who consider the latter to be a complete number - 12 months in a year, 12 signs of the zodiac, 12 gods of Olympus, 12 labors of Hercules, 12 tribes of Israel, 12 apostles of Jesus, 12 days of Christmas and 12 eggs in a dozen.

Pythagorean legacy

Meanwhile the belief that numbers are connected to life and physical things - called numerology - has a long history.

"You can trace it all the way from the followers of Pythagoras, whose maxim to describe the universe was 'all is number,'" says Mario Livio, an astrophysicist and author of "The Equation That Couldn't Be Solved" (Simon & Schuster, 2005). Thinkers who studied under the famous Greek mathematician combined numbers in different ways to explain everything around them, Livio said.

In modern times, numerology has become a type of para-science, much like the meaningless predictions of astrology, scientists say.

"People are subconsciously drawn towards specific numbers because they know that they need the experiences, attributes or lessons associated with them, that are contained within their potential," says professional numerologist Sonia Ducie. "Numerology can 'make sense' of an individual's life (health, career, relationships, situations and issues) by recognizing which number cycle they are in, and by giving them clarity."

However, mathematicians dismiss numerology, saying it lacks any scientific merit.

"I don't endorse this at all," Livio said, when asked to comment on the popularity of commercial numerology. Seemingly coincidental connections between numbers will always appear if you look hard enough, he said.

...Is it so easy to just give up???

For me it's NO. It's not easy to just give it all up just like that. I never ever thought that what I do can make someone give up that easily. I never thought of giving up! Not even a single thought.
Do you really meant what you say???
.....

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Migraine is back! *sigh*
This is not suppose to happen...
Looking back at times, when I really need you when I'm not ok, you are not there... Why?
I don't know why.

It't the long weekend here. Monday is a holiday! hehehe... but it does not make any difference to me as on Tuesday when I get back to work, it's CLOSING for HELLO! hahaha..
I'm sitting here in the computer room at the boyfriend's house updating myself with all the latest episodes of my favourite TV series. I just finish watching Brothers and Sisters Season 3, Private Practice Season 2, Ghost Whisperer Season 4, Grey Anatomy Season 5, Privileged season 1, and currently CSI Miami Season 7. Still sitting here in my gym clothes as I went to the gym to sweat a little. Too lazy to go and take a shower but I rather watch all my series that Dominic helped me download as the download spees is faster than my house.
At the moment my pc is going crazy again! It would even off by itself, the screen will go hair wire, the screen turns blue. Sigh! I have already send it to the shop to repair but it is not doing any good. I seriously don't have any clue what is going on with my pc! Any ideas? If I would sell it, who would wanna buy it...? I bought this pc in the year 2004. It's a 5 year old pc now. Wht should I do though.. *sigh*
It's 7pm already and the boyfriend is still sleeping... :( I'm bored though... but my series is keeping me entertained... :)

Two days in a row went for movie screening. Yipeee!

First was Marley & Me. Awesome movie though. Funny and romantic though... :)

Second was Hotels for the dogs. This was was really funny and cool though...

Can't blog too much... Lots of work to do... Closing for HELLO is next Tuesday! Time is precious now! :) Everyone is busy!

Later~

Sometimes I just miss those times that I could even say a something without upsetting you or even by making you angry. *sigh*
Sometimes I feel that I'm the useless one that does not know how to appreciate things around me. Sometimes I feel that your friends are more important than myself.
Sometimes you make me feel that my feelings are not important at all anymore. How do I keep my feelings in a box?
When I feel like talking to you about how I feel, you just turn a deaf ear, push me away as in silence or just get mad at me for feeling that way. Is it wrong to tell you how how I feel?
Every time I feel down, you make me think that is it my fault that I choose to feel that way. I feel that you don't tend yo direct my thoughts and just let me go on thinking on the negative thoughts.
Sometimes you make me feel that I regret telling you how I feel.
When I start tearing , you tend not to wipe it dry and ask me 'Why?' but instead you just let me go on crying.
Shouldn't you be the one drying my tears up?
Shouldn't you be the one to cheer me up?
At the end of the day, these are just thoughts running through my mind. Thoughts that is suppose to be erase but can't seem to forget. Aren't we suppose to share, listen and give each other support or courage? Right now, I'm don't know which one though.
But still, at the end of the day, I still love you so much that I can't just give up on you. Is it worth it? I don't know. No matter how hurtful the words you use against me, I just find it so hard just to hate you. Sometimes I think about all the words you used, is it because you want to push me away from your life or just to teach me a lesson? I hope it does not mean anything or the first one that came up to my mind. If it is a lesson, I'm sure that this is the hardest way to learn.
*Sigh*

The days pass very fast this time... Soon it will be March already... Two months so far in the new year.. Loads have happened though...

Just two days ago the boyfriend and I celebrated our small monthly anniversary... :) We didn't have those grand dinner as it is only our monthly anniversary... It's not a big thing though...

The end of February is around the corner as, it errands time! *Damn it!* Though about saving but I've got to pay bills... *sigh* That's life though... Nothing comes for free!
Today it was quite a relaxing day... I finish up something in the morning but after lunch was just the time to relax... hahaha... I'm sticking my nose in the new HOT magazine now and listening to the hitz.fm fugitive's clues as Astrid and I guess where and where... hehehe... It was fun though but I can't just go looking for them as I am a WORKING LADY now... :) Same goes to Astrid though...

I wanna watch a movie but like no mood one! Why aaa? hahaha... I have asked Izzah to download some movies from MMU's torrent as it will take ages though... :) and I'm too lazy to spend it on DVDs at the moment... Still in a little bit tight budget... Got to pay some of my friend's back for borrowing me some cash so I still can eat and not die of starvation! *correct aaa the spelling?? *
Can't wait though till I get my movies... I kinda gave her a list... and still adding it! hahaha... *I'm so mean!*

Anyway I'm on my second book! hehehe... I mean my second story book that the boyfriend gave me... :)

Tick tock tick tock.. Waiting till work time is over so I can head home then going for mass today for Ash Wednesday.

Today starts the month of Lent... *time to fast though* -sign to loose weight! hehehe...

HEy hey hey!
hahaha...
I'm a bit hyper though...
It's the end of the week though! It was so fast... The last I remembered it was Monday! hehehe...
Yipeeeedoooo!

Tomorrow is Saturday then Sunday!!! It's the weekend though!
What shall I do anyway!

1. Clean my room! *Wipe the cupboards... It's already dusty! sigh!*
2. Download series! *a MUST*
3. Try to download long lost movies that I haven't got the time to watch it.... As I'm too lazy to bu DVD. Done by Izzah! :)
4. SLEEP! yet not enough!
5. Go cut my front hair! hehehe... Hate it when it's poking my eyes!
6. Meet up with Nat Nat~ *I miss her* Need to still see her!
7. Baba's BBQ!! Yay! ::CANCELED::
8. Boyfriend has futsal on Sunday..
9. Go flea market! *Curve* ::NOT YET THOUGH::

So far that's it I think!
It's going to be the fourth week I'm working here. AND HONESTLY I"M LOVING IT!
Having so much fun and learning a lot!
Today was a busy day for HOT magazine as we just closed next issue that is coming out... Peeps go buy yah! :)
So now only I can blog while waiting for Ms. Astrid to say I can leave office... hahaha...
Next will be busy with HELLO and HOT magazine at the same time! Can't wait...
I'm like so happy about it... Am I turning into an workaholic??? *I wonder*

Anyway it's good to see Marissa and Aimran yesterday, after so long... Did a lil catching up though... As usual Marissa will update me! hehehe... :) Hope to see the others soon though..I kinda miss everyone! Sigh*

I am suppose to make my way down to Cyberjaya tonight to have dinner with Izzah, Shaza, Badruz and maybe Nanie...
But sadly no one is there... Shaza is currently in PERAK!!!!!! :( and Izzah left for Malacca in the evening! *SIGH* I miss them so much... Wanted so badly to see them but they not there! Lucky I never surprise them... Imagine if I drive up there and no one is there... :( 'It's ok deena!' I will make my way there probably next week la then... See ya!

p/s: Izzah and Shaza DON'T go anyway next week!!! I'm telling you both early tau! hehehe...

''Pagging for Ms. Astrid!
Where are you?
Are you done yet?
Can I leave yet?
*giggles* ''

I just got an email from Astrid and she sent me this. I find it so hilarious but at the same time it does happen! *enjoy*

Daily decisions made by couples haa..... ;D

I have just finish one of my story book that I got it for Christmas.

It's very interesting and very touching too. I don't know why lately I have been reading or watching something related to life or about someone's inner thoughts about life. Hmmmm....

(But it is a different cover in the bookstore.. Mine is Black in color... Go check it out)
Synopsis
What would you do for someone you love? Would you lie? Would you leave? Would you kill? These are just some of the questions confronting the characters in Mercy, which follows the path of two cousins driven to extremes by the power of love.

Cameron MacDonald has spent his life guided by duty. As the police chief of a small Massachusetts town that has been home to generations of his Scottish clan, he is bound to the town's residents by blood and honor. Yet when his cousin Jamie arrives at the police station with the body of his wife and the bald confession that he's killed her, Cam immediately places him under arrest.

The situation isn't as clear to Cam's wife, Allie. While she is devoted to her husband, she finds herself siding against Cam, seduced by the picture James paints of a man so in love with a woman that he'd grant all her wishes… even the one that meant taking her life.

Into this charged atmosphere drifts Mia, a new assistant at Allie's floral shop, for whom Cam feels an instant and inexplicable attraction. While he aids the prosecution in preparing the case against Jamie, who killed his terminally ill wife out of mercy, Cam finds himself betraying his own wife.

Woven tight with passion and a fast-paced plot, Mercy explores some of today's most highly charged emotional and ethical issues as it draws toward its stunning conclusion. When you love someone, where do you cross the line of moral obligation? And how can you commonly define love and devotion to begin with? Long after you have turned the last page, you'll still be thinking about this rich novel, as well as questioning your own beliefs about love and loyalty.

If anyone has the time... Go read it... :)

Yesterday night I brought mummy to watch the screening for Seven Pounds. Overall, it was a really nice movie especially when anyone of us do not appreciate what life is all about and the things that God has to offer to us. It is a very very very slow movie though, so for those who are tired and exhausted from the day, I shall not recommend you to watch it after a long day. You might fall asleep cause I almost did but I managed as the story is very touching. It made me realize there is more to it in life and appreciate what I have and what God gave me. I shall not tell you what happen in the movie cause you have GOT to watch it!! :)
I wonder what's next though... But I wanna watch Benjamin Button first though! :)
Hello magazine (Issue 36) is out already! :)
Im pretty much stuffed now. We just came back from lunch. :) No more stomach growling... :) It's pretty much happy now!
I was going through my table and I just found a calendar which is from Channel V. Anyone want it? It's full of Nicholas Saputra's picture every month! Who wants it let me know. ok?
Hahaha...
Anyway got to get back to work again!
tata! :)

The other day I called my ex-roomate when I was studying in MMU. She sounded so happy to hear my voice as I haven't been keeping in touch with either of them. Sometimes I look back at the memories we three had in the room or even when we go out together, I miss all those times. The fun and those happy moments cannot be replace with anything. Whenever I'm down, they were always there for me and kept me occupied with things and when I'm feeling up, I would always share it with them.
She was asking me when am I going to go over there to bring them out and have dinner together. I felt so sad that I haven't been keeping in touch with them. :( I do miss them as much as they miss me. I am going to make it a point that I would go there this week for dinner with them. I WILL try though cause I have already started working and by the time I get off the roads to head there will be extremely jam! I wouldn't want to be stuck in the jam though. Jams normally make nice people be mean and rude and self-centered! hahaha... I hate people being that way and I hate if I happen to be that way! So I'm trying to stay out of the bad bad jams! It's just bad juju! hahaha...

Yesterday night I brought mummy to watch the screening of Punisher! Well I hope she did enjoyed it! The movie was very brutal but there were few scenes I find it funny. :) Together the boyfriend and the brother came along. :)
Tonight I'll be bringing mummy to watch the screening of Seven Pounds. :)
Okay... Got to get back to work though... I'm a little free now thats why I am blogging! I don't know about later though.. :)

So later aite! *hehehe*

Valentine's Day was any other normal day for me. Just a little special though but nothing much. We didn't really had a big thing to celebrate as both of us were pretty tight in cash.

Dear boyfriend,

It's ok if you didn't get me flowers this year as you pretty much bought me flowers for my birthday. It doesn't matter about me receiving flowers as I know you love me too much already. :) I understand that we didn't celebrate as both of us are pretty tight on cash. But no matter how the day turned out to be, at the end of the day I love you! And that is all that it matters right now. Knowing that you love me and always there for me is just enough right now. :) Love you loads and thank you for all the nagging, scolding, and love that made me a better person! Love you~

Love always your,
Baby.

It was James's 21st birthday on the 13th of February. just right before Valentine's Day. We went to MIST for his pre birthday party. It was rather quite boring as no one was dancing. How sad was it. It was only Astrid, Kevin, Boyfriend and me dancing. We look retarded though dancing when the rest were sitting down drinking and drinking. Hahaha... Kevin and me enjoyed our drink very much which was ICE WATER the whole night, even though Astrid needed help to finish up her beer. It's not counted though as drinking as he was on a rescue mission! hahaha... *WAY TO GO KEVIN~ !!!*

The next day was James's Birthday party at his house which was on Valentine's Day night. We pretty much did had fun though. I wore my new dress that I save to buy... :) I love it! hehehe... :)

Anyway got to get going now... Work time! :)
Later~

yesterday I couldn't not blog as I didn't have much time...
was so busy with work yesterday as it was the closing date for HELLO magazine's next issue!
even though it was a busy day but I learn a lot and many things I have to be careful of...
I'm loving it though... :) Don't worry! I'm doing great here... :)

Now I got to get back to work... Got to do some HOT magazine's ad... :)

i'll blog later...
later k! mwah mwah!!

And this is Astrid's one... :) She took a looked at mine and she wanted one too... hehehe...
hope you like it babe! :)

I was just playing around with Adobe Illustrator this morning and I came up with this... The humans are vector files from the internet as I found it while doing it... :)
Was just keeping myself entertain while waiting for jobs to come in... :)

Movies that are out and have not watched it yet!

Coming SOon!!! Must watch~

Recommended by Shaza!

This one! MUST watch!!! It's a must!!!

Something I read over the internet about relationships. Well in a way it's so true but sometimes you just find it so hard for the guy to give in and talk about things to the girl.

Quote from here.

In a relationship we cannot control the way our partner is nor can we change him into what we want him to be. On the contrary, fighting the differences will make them stronger and by trying to change somebody we will make them want to resist even more. The only thing we can do is accept our partner for who he is, without conditions!

Other things we can do:

• Love yourself ~ Some people are in relationships because they are afraid to be alone. If you can’t love yourself, you can’t possibly love somebody else. Be courageous and get to know yourself. You are the most amazing being on this planet. Start accepting yourself for who you are, for your strengths and for your weaknesses. You are after all your very own best friend!

• Accept the differences ~ This is easier said than done. We assume other people are like us and get flustered when they are not. Accept that we are different. He does not like to talk in the morning? Don’t talk to him in the morning. He does not want to watch the same movies? Find someone who does. Only if we accept our differences can we create the space to understand each other.

• Be interested ~ Curiosity is an amazing thing and kids have it in spades. Wow, who is this person that can give us such joy and such heartache? What does he like, what are his dreams, how can we get closer to him? If you can stay curious, if you don’t already know who the other person is, life will become magical.

• Be honest ~ Being honest is not as easy as it may seem. First, be honest with yourself. What do you really want? Stop acting nice, don’t pretend to be someone you are not. We can’t very well appreciate one another if we are playing games of deception. You don’t have to put on an act to get what you want, just ask for it.

• Keep learning ~ Unfortunately, we don’t learn how to have a great relationship in school, or growing up. Do your homework. Take a seminar, get a coach, read and learn online or in books. There is some great information out there that can really help you in making sense out of it all. I am listing a few books below that have really helped me and I hope they are valuable for you as well.