GREAT!!!

my day is just soooo fucking great...
i had a freaking huge fight with my mum..........

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH...
its sucks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
everything!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

fuck off!
i dont want to know you anymore!

a gurls day out... hehehe.. that is what we call it... hehehe... had fun and also did crazy stuff... not me but them... heheheheh...
damn i really miss hanging out with both of them... and plus without our bfs... hahaha... must definately do that more often.. hehehe.. sorry B... ehhehe... but sometimes i got to be with my babes.. hahaha...

anyway i love you both babes... thanks for everything... we are sooo gonna get that mng top... hehehe... weeee...

hey..
holidays starts officially..
weeeeee...
justin tore his muscle again coz of running... kesian tht boy... haih...
poor thing... hope his muscle gets better soon... or not i cannot go out with my twin anymore... hehehe...
he ran with his muscle tore and got gold... not bad huh..
hehehe...
im hoping to get enough sleep before i start second semester again... hehe...

singapore was awesome... with no haze... the sky was clear... it was fun going out without the haze.. hehehe..
i got my first birthday present from sophia.. "she insist of getting tht for me... hehehehehehhehe.... i laughed sooo hard until i couldnt breathe... "


hehehe... nice leh... hehehe... anyway thanks babe... ill make sure ill wear it when you come down to kl... hahaha... mwahxxxxx... i miss sophia... hehehe...

my flu isnt getting any better... *sigh*
okay la... its getting a lil late... im off to bed...

i feel sooo weak...
i dont want to get up...
my body is soooo warm...
my thoart hurts...
i cant breathe through my nose...
its all block up...
uwaaaaa...
i need you and...
i miss you...

im down with a fever and a flu...
=(

blueks

counting the days to head back to kl..
i miss kl though..
im heading down to the city again soon.. going out again.. or i die of boredom here.. its freaking hot ere!!! i want snow!!!

hey..
before signing off..
i wanna wish all MMU students happy holidays..
and selamat hari raya to all muslims students..
and selamat hari deepavali to all hindu students..

take care..

=D

yezaaaa...

yay!!!!!
finisto...
finish the heavy subject papers...

next paper is National Dance paper...
that is my co-cu subject...

im going back today...
weeee...
heading to singapore tomorrow...
Arianna's birthday is tomorrow... she will be turning 10 already... getting older already... hehehe...

okay la...
im hungry...
im having my gastric pains...
but i dont want to eat cause sumer puasa... no teman...

sigh~

its 1.16am.
im sleepy but i cant sleep.
copywriting paper today.
uwaaaaaaaaaaa...
its at 9am.
damn early.
uwaaaaaaaaaaa...
wish my luck.
sigh.

cant seem to get anything into my head though...
should i just go to sleep or what?
sigh

!@#$%^!@#$%^&

im not in the mood..
im having my cramps..
its hurting so badly..
i hate it..
hate everything around me now..

done for the day..

im done for the day.
i couldnt think of what to write anymore.
my hands became tired of writing already.
i came out early cause it was soooo freaking cold.
imagine i was waering long sleve and plus a thick jacket.

oook...
3 down 2 more to go..
weee..i hope ill pass this paper..
=D

tell me...

I know you are everything to me
and I could never see
The two of us apart
And you know I give myself to you
and no matter what you do
I promise you my heart
I've built my world around you
and I want you to know
I need you
like I've never needed anyone before

I live my life for you
I want to be by your side
in everything that you do
And if there's only one thing you can
believe is true
I live my life for you

I dedicated my life to you,
you know that would die for you
But our love would
last forever
And I will always be with you and there is
nothing we can't do
As long as we're together
I just can't live
without you and I want you to know
I need you
like I've never needed anyone before

Does this mean anything to you???
I miss you B.

morning~

good morning..

im sleepy..
wish me luck..=/ my paper is at 9am.
im scared...

dear Lord,
Please guide me and keep me awake throughout the whole exam.
Please help me to remember what i have read.
In Lords name we pray, AMEN!

full...

my brain is full now.
i think i need more space.
i think i need an upgrade..

like what hasanah say "go to lowyatt and ask the computer shop to upgrade it..."
hehehe...
=p

i miss you B.
i miss being in your hugs.
i love you B.

lazy...

im lazeee......

hahaha.........

very lazeeeeeee...

dead~

dead.
hahaha
2 down. 3 more.

dead this weekend. my bill went up. dead!

dead~

im screwed!
Online advertising paper is in like an hours time....
warghhhhhhhh...

dear Lord,
Please help me through this paper.
I have no strength to study this paper.
Hope what ever answer I write down on the paper is correct.
Please at least help me remember what i have read just now.
Not much time left.. I certainly dont want to repeat this subject as in FAIL this subject.
Please help me.

In Lords name we pray, AMEN.

dead

im dead..
i didnt study...
hahaha...
hehehe...
hahaha...
hehehe...
hahaha...
im going crazy~!
wweeeee...

weeee~

good morning...
rise and shine...
weee... another brand new day... feeling much better after sleeping... dont want to think bout anything else... only paper...

online advertising paper..
hehehe...
good luck...

yeah~

one down...four more to go... wahhhh....

you can do it deena...
=)

=/

scared!!!!!
uwaaaa....
i wanna get it over quick...
quick time quick..

morning~

omg~
im freaking out...
uwaaaa...
how how how how???
in 4 hours ill be in the exam hall...
butterflies in my tummy now...
tummy ache...
uwaaa.........
helpppppppp

dear Lord, please guide my through my exam...
i hope ill be able to answer my exam paper...
in the Lords name we pray, AMEN...

its october...!

weee...
its already october!!!
hehehe...

good luck to me...

hehee...

exams...

FINALS is starting tomorrow!!!! how time flies soooo fast... its almost the end of the year already....

subject that I have to sit for exam...

i. Video Post Production
ii. Copywriting
iii. Online Advertising
iv. Moral
v. National Dance

=D

after that.........

HOLIDAYS!!!!!

here I come!!!!!!
weeeee....

finisto...

*big smile*
done!!
finally...

monday final exam starts....
=)
now sleeping time...

uwaaaa...

backache!!!!!!!!

sitting here in front of my pc doing my work gives me backache... it hurts like hell... like theres a needle in my bone poking me...

helppp!!!save meeeee...!!!

friends forever....

*the circle of friends*

yesh!!!

one more to go deena!!!!

you can do it!!!

weeeeee...

=(

i want to sleep badlyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy....

soooooo sleeeeeepyyyyy...
TIRED!!!!!

*sigh*

"Every time I think about you...
you just drive me crazy...
I can't get you off of my mind...
Every time I think about...
What you've done for me baby...
I miss you with each day that goes by..."

cant wait for all of this is done...*sigh*

s.i.c.k?

i feel sick...
coughing sooo much... chest hurts...
feel like vomiting...
argh...
havent finish my storyboard...

mixed up feeling..

yesterday was not a really good day for me...*sigh*

It was my late father's birthday...

i really miss him sooo much... wish he is still around... i really want to share with him a lot of things... tell him stories like how he use to tell me stories to put me to bed...
i really miss that a lot...
i miss being in his arms...
i miss being kissed by him to say good-bye or before i leave for school...
i miss it when he comes and pick me up from school, tuition...
i miss it when he sends me off to school...
i miss it when he brings me to his work place...
i miss lying in bed beside him...
i miss the smell of my dad...
i miss having him around...
i miss calling him...
i miss saying the word daddy...
i miss everything about my daddy...
i miss you sooo much daddy...

i love you daddy...
happy birthday...
may you rest in peace...
*sigh*

other than that it is my anniversary...

happy anniversary!!!!!!
weeee....

anyway i just wanna say thank you for everything...
it means a lot too me...
im really sorry ive been a pain in the ass this past few weeks...
hope youll forgive me...
thank you for putting up with my crap...
love yah...

lazy!!!

things i need to do..!!!
1. animatics
2. script for my storyboard
3. flash banner
4. my storyboard

i feel like crying...
am i in the correct course????????

aku sayang padamu....

"Aku sayang padamu...
Aku ingin dirimu...
Selalu bersamaku...
Aku sayang padamu..."

feeling sucky...

im just soo dissapointed with things around me...
today the whole day i felt like a sharp big nail has just stab me right through my heart!!!
im really upset with sooo many things...
i just feel like i dont belong around here...

f**k la...

betandak dang torun...

it was great performing... was nervous though... by da way betandak dang torun is a bidayuh language... in malay its "menari dalam hutan"

more pictures will be uploaded soon..=)now very tired... need sleep now...

hungry!

hungry~~~~~~~~

where is everyone???? =(

my stomach needs to be fill up with food....

@$#$%&^$%&%^*^*(#

urghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....
my head is killing me.........!!!!!!!!!!!!!
my migraine is back.... after sooo long....f**k laaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!

i need to get the brochures and the posters done by tonite... its already at the printing shop... need to practice... evaluation is tonite for me n my group... arghhhhhhhhhhh.... my head really need a rest!!!!

not in the mood~

do have faith in me???

Read this carefully and i wonder whether do you have faith in me.... i hope you do...

When the road gets dark
And you can no longer see
Let my love throw a spark
Have a little faith in me

And when the tears you cry
Are all you can believe
Just give these loving arms a try baby and
Have a little faith, faith in me

When your secret heart
Cannot speak so easily
Come here baby, from a whisper start
To have a little faith in me

And when your back's against the wall
Just turn around and you, you will see
I will catch your, I will catch your fall just
Have a little faith, faith in me

I've been loving you for such a long, long time
Expecting nothing in return
Just for you to have a little faith in me
You see time, time is our friend
Cos the rest is the end
All you gotta do is have a little faith

I will hold you up, I will hold you up and
Your love gives me strength enough to
Have a little faith in me
Oh faith, darlin'

Have a little faith in me
Oh, faith

*yawn*

its 4.22 in the morning... i have not sleep yet.. but i think ill surrender myself... i cannot think anymore... i feel like a numb person without any single feelings in me... i really need a holiday... a long one if thats possible... but here in MMU the longest holidays are only 3 weeks long... it is not enough for me... i need my beauty sleep... i really look like a panda now... with black eye bags...

submission for all assignments are all next week... *uwaaaaaaaaaa*
than its finals for me...
but now every night im having dance practice for my performance on thursday... first time im ever performing a traditional dance...

i wanna go out... i wanna shop... i wanna watch movie... i wanna sleep all day long... i wanna be a bum and lie in bed the whole day...
hehehe...

okok i shall stop complaining and wishing...
just get the work done and i can have all that... but its impossible now!!!!!

i miss my B sooo much... i havent been talking to him lately... just a short call to ask him how is he... and thats it...

okok... better get back to my work... uwaaaaaaaaaaa....
WORK WORK WORK WORK.....
the end....

zzZZZZzzzzzZZZzz ?

I dont have time for that.... *sigh*
*yawn*

finish consulting with idea... next move on to my final work... argh... submission next week... die...!!!!!!!!!
i already jumpa my advisor.. so thats settled.. she wants me to work on my grades!!! *sigh*

later got class at 2pm... im gonna sleep... than later at 4pm got another consultation... that die again.. i havent come out with anything.. i might just not go...

I WAN SLEEEEEEEPPPPP...
I need SLEEEEEEPpPPP...
I have panda eyes now... *sigh*

national dance performance...

come come... come and watch some girls shake!! hahaha....
its this thursday... at 8pm.... come yah~

what can i say?

exhausted.

just this one word!

<3

"I wanted someone like you
Someone that I could hold onto
And give my love
Until the end of time..."

my destiny...

think bout this... issit true?? why dont you tell me...

"Baby, you're my destiny
You and I were meant to be
With all my heart and soul
I give my love to have and hold
And as far as I can see
You were always meant to be
My destiny...."

blueks...

morning...
yeay...
mum is coming...
hurray...
i miss my mommy...
im hungry...
im officially broke...
bought art stuff yesterday...
uwaaaaaaaaaaa...

<3 is in the air...

i miss you...

<3

Pernahkah kau menguntai hari paling indah
Ku ukir nama kita berdua di sini surga kita

i wanna watch the movie!!!! heart..<3

not in the mood~

good morning~
im currently not in the mood to think, to do anything, and also to talk to anyone... im sorry peeps if today im extra quiet.. *sigh*

well mum send me an email... its kinda cheered me a lil like 5% of my mood... thanks mummy.. i love you...

p/s:THIS IS ONE OF THE NICEST AND MOST BEAUTIFUL USES OF THE ALPHABET THAT I HAVE EVER SEEN. I HOPE YOU ENJOY IT AS MUCH AS I DID. HAVE A GOOD DAY!

Although things are not perfect...
Because of trials and pain...
Continue in thanksgiving...
Do not begin to blame...
Even when the times are hard...
Fierce winds are bound to blow...
God is forever able...
Hold on to what you know...
Imagine life without His love...
Joy would cease to be...
Keep thanking Him for all the things...
Love imparts to thee...
Move out of "camp complaining"...
No weapon that is known...
On earth can yield the power...
Praise can do alone...
Quit looking at the future...
Redeem the time at hand...
Start everyday with worship...
To "thank" is a command...
Until we see Him coming...
Victorious in the sky...
We'll run the race with gratitude...
Xalting God most high...
Yes, there'll be good times & yes some will be bad, but...
Zion waits in glory...where no one is ever sad!

The shortest distance between a problem and a solution is the distance between your knees and the floor.
The one who kneels to the Lord can stand up to anything.
Love and peace be with you forever, Amen.

p/s: GOD LOVES YOU...PASS THE WORD ON TO MORE FRIENDS...

lazy me!

im sooooo bloooodyyyyy lazy to do work!!!!!
damn it...
*yawn*

growling...

im hungry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i need to eat....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but i dun wan too...
ehehe...

things i hv to get it done...
1. mi work....!!
2. oa work....!!
3. copywriting work....!!
4. mpd work...!!
5. practice for national dance...!!

damn it...
got soooo many to do...
all the lecturers wants to see progress in work next week.... uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa....

tired and sleepy....
headache and stomach making sooo much of noise....

ok la...
bwekkks....
just waiting for the time to fly to 5pm so i can go back to my room......

i miss my B...*sigh* havent been talking to him lately... been really busy will stuff!! sorry B... hope youll forgive me... love ya...

i love you...

Have I told you lately that I love you
Have I told you there's no one else above you
Fill my heart with gladness
take away all my sadness
ease my troubles that's what you do

For the morning sun in all it's glory
greets the day with hope and comfort too
You fill my life with laughter
and somehow you make it better
ease my troubles that's what you do
There's a love that's divine
and it's yours and it's mine like the sun
And at the end of the day
we should give thanks and pray
to the one, to the one

There's a love that's divine
and it's yours and it's mine like the sun
And at the end of the day
we should give thanks and pray
to the one, to the one

back~

mi web assignment has already been submited... say bye bye to it... havent had enough of sleep this pass few days... havent got the chance to rest new assignments came in now... damn it... i think i need a holiday... i hv panda eyes already.. anyway tomorrow my moral group is going to PAWS... we have to do a charity thingy for our assignment...

well as all of you can see that someone has been posting msges on my shout out coloumn... i shall not say anything anymore before things goes worst... it is already bad enough... to who ever is doing this... dont you ever think of what people feel?? what do you get from all this?? popularity?? attention?? what do you want?? thank you for saying all those words... ill keep that in mind... no point of arguing or posting up things like that... you just want to give me a bad name... that is what you all do only... nothing better to do...

the end~

stressss!!!!

its like freaking 4.18am... and im still starring at my monitor screen doing my FLASH assignment... its a fully website thingy... now flash software is giving me problem... uwaaaaa..... crit session is on wednesday!!!! die!!!! die!!!! die!!!!

*yawn*
im sleeepy...

<3

in love..
so much in love...
hehehe...
weeee....

pain pain pain

gastric pain....!!!! uwaaaaaa!!!!!

(",)

you made my day.

This I Swear~

by Nick Lachey

You're there by my side
Everywhere
I know that you will not forsake me
I give you my life
Would not think twice
Your love is all I need, believe me

I may not say it quite as much as I should
But when I say I love you darlin' that means for good
So open up your heart and let me in

And I will love you, till forever
Until death do us part we'll be together
So take my hand, and hold on tight
And we'll get there
And this I swear

I'm wonderin' how
I ever got by
Without you in my life to guide me
Wherever I go
The one thing that's true
Is everything I do I do for you

I may not say it half as much as I should
When I say I love you darlin' that means for good
So open up your heart and let me in

And I will love you, till forever
Until death do us part we'll be together
So take my hand, and hold on tight
And we'll get there
This I swear

So whenever you get free
Just reach out for me
I'll never let you down, my love

And I will love you, until forever
Until death do us part we'll be together
So take my hand, and hold on tight
We'll get there

And I will love you, until forever
Until death do us part we'll be together
So take my hand, and hold on tight
And we'll get there, ooh we'll get there
This I swear

tired~

back for the weekend...hmmm...just got back from kl... someone belanja me dinner... hehehe... i ate banana choc... yummy~ thank you soo much... was raining like cats and dogs... i got wet... and was really cold...

sooo much to do in sooo little time... im really worn out... i mean my energy are gone entirely... i think my anemic is taking effect now on me... i get really really really tired in just a split second... hmmmm....

its our 8th month anniversary today... and my B is having exam right now at this moment... wish him all the best and good luck... im sure he can do it... GO B... i support u from the back... hehehe...

im currently waiting for nellie girl and kris to come ere... cant on the astro... coz its still raining like cats and dogs soooo i decided to blog instead while waiting for the washing machine to finish spinning dry the cloths...

mum is back in kuching... sigh... wish I could follow... I'm starting to miss my homeland already... i MISS my late grandma and my late daddy~ i MISS them dearly...
LOVE them both very much... Hope they are happy in heaven and resting in peace beside our heavenly FATHER~ <3

okay i shall stop now...
washing machine has stop...=) its calling me now!! hehehe...

welcome back deena~

Exhausted~
Just got back from MI field trip. We went to Sungai Congkak. Its was a 3 day 2 night camping trip.

1st day~
arrived there about 2 something in the afternoon.
as soon as we reach there we were allowed to walk around the area.
got into groups, and also our tent.
This is my first time staying in a tent~
CAn you imagine... Sleeping on the ground with out a matteress but only a sleeping bag~ uwaaaaa... i had backache, shoulder ache and also neck ache... 3 in 1..=(
First activity was Obstacle Course. Its a simpler version of people going for NS(NAtional Service). Where we had to run and climb things. My fave top got torn while doing this course. After that we were allowed to do our own thing till dinner was serve. Food was ok at first. Than later at night at about 11pm, we went for night jungle trekking. IN THE DARK!!! It was really freaky and I am afraid of the dark!!! We had to climb up and down the hill and all. Tired though~ I was sweating like a mad cow.

2nd day

Woke up...Had breakfast... Breakfast was tasteless~ *yuck*
ANd was time for our next activity which was Jungle trekking again!!!! but this time we will do it in the day~ hehehe... we learn about leaves in the jungle... and also how to built shelter... and also cook in bamboo... cooked egg and maggie... we ate our maggie with bread... can anyone imagine how it will taste like??? yucky?? or yummy??? actually its yummy though... hahaha.... the river water was cold...nice to take a dip though...
hehehe... after having lunch... we had river trekking... this was fun though...
hehehe... the current was strong though...so i had to be careful... we bath in the river... hehehe...the water was very cold!!! soo nice to bath in there... didnt want to come up though...
hahaha...

at night we had performance nite...


3rd day


We were allowed to do what we want to do... I went and took more pictures of the place... My assignment now is to promote the place by doing a flash website... well...that was it though... nothing much... left sungai congkak at bout 2.45pm... den came back home... and not back in cyber...
sigh~

still feeling exhausted though...

okay la..i better get some rest...
got the whole day tomolo~
bbye~

SRC General Meeting~

back to square one~

say bye bye to the holidays and say hello to all the assignments....

uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...

my money like running away only...
printing and buying all the stuff....=((
im broke for the month~
cannot go shopping...somemore on sale...
i wannna cry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
im bored of my closet edi!!!!
how now???

tired~

TIRED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hopefully everything will be over and done with...hopefully everyone would forgive each other... God answered my prayers...i'm quite happy with the results... thank God it was negative... i hope that there will be no more problem between each other anymore... i think mum is also fed up with everything.. i'm praying so hard that mum will be strong enough and also would forgive him~

Thank you Jesus.

Went out with mum and got back around 3am. Started doing my work by finalizing my designs until 5am. I woke up with a terrible headache.. I ha dto force myself up. Went printing and it took 2 hours to finish. WAhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh... if natalie wasnt there i think i would die though. She actually helped me coz my brains werent working since i got up.. sad hor.. until now.. im at nat's place now.. enjoying my last bits of my sooooo call holiday.

okay la..
i think i shall stop crapping here... i wanna go take my shower now...its hot!!!! HOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT~

hehehe...
ok...nite nite..
mwahhhhhhhhhhhhhh~

lastly.....
I LOVE MY B!!!!!!!*mwah*

work?

just waiting for approval on my work and get it printed as soon as possible...
next is doing the modelling on 3dMax.. this is a 3d software where we got to make it look real..
a lot of work rite...sigh~

bored~

Tonite I have to attend launching dinner for COnvofest~
Now i'm in campus all alone..
I'm bored~
What should I do??
I can die of boredom here...
uwaaaaa~

had enough!

Cant it just go!!!!
I'm getting really pist off now!!!
Can't she stop doing this to us???
Why must it happen to us now!!!!!
wtf~!!!

GO AWAY BITCH!!!

shoo~

I want the pain to go away.
I dont want to feel this way.
Please take it away!

messed up!!!!!

Dear diary,
When everything is going so well, something is sure to pop out to destroy the happiness of my loved one. I wonder why everything can’t go smoothly. I know why we can’t have what we want every time but this is totally different. Everyday all I hear is screams and shouting and words I’m not suppose to hear. It hurts me when all this happen. The tears running down from the eyes are all I could see.

Bags are packed and everything is gone. All I could hear is cries of anger and sadness in her. Now I’m being frustrated that my phone rings not for me but for her. People looking for her up and down through me and all she could do are ignoring the phone call on my mobile phone. What am I suppose to say to all of them? Should I lie? Why bother teaching me to be a good person if you want me to lie to others? Why do I have to be the middle person? WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!

I hate to be in this place now. My door that connects to the outside is locked. I’m shutting myself from everyone like how she does it to other people. It’s like prison here. I feel like going out somewhere to ease my mind but where?????????? There is no where I can go now and also with who I don’t know. I wish that I could just fly out of the window now. Fly to where I want to be now. *sigh*

Do you think I need to be patient? Don’t tell me to be patient. I had enough of this actually. I’m always being the middle person. Go away now! I just need to be alone. I don’t want to be involved with everything that is going on now!

BYE~

adeh~

pain pain pain pain pain....
uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...
period cramps...
now i know why was i always moody...
:D

yay~

I pass my interview!!!!

YAY~

YIPEEEEEEEEEEEEEE...~

PMS~

I'm having my PMS!!!!!!!!!! I'm moody!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

FUCK laaaaaaaaaaaa..

p/s: I just saw two crows fucking each other while walking back from class back to my hostel block.......... First time actually see-ing birds having sex...wakakaka...=)

speechless...

What shall I say about this word.. To me i'm currently speechless with words!

It's been quite sometime since I last blog a real thing... All I could say was few words and later bye... Such a boring life though...

I don't know what is up with me this few days... Is the evil or the angel spirit over me? I myself wonder... I can be really mean at times and good like wise... Am I good or bad? Hmmm.... I havent been myself this pass few weeks... I dont know what is bothering me... I wish I knew what is going on with me? Am I about to transform into an animal?? *sigh* Why do I have to feel like this...? Can anyone tell me why??? ahaha.... I doubt anyone can tell me...

Thats is one thing... The other is :
They are times when I actually felt like i'm loosing my friends. Sad hor?? Sometimes I feel left out among them... I don't know what they are talking about... You know the OUTCAST~ Thats what normally people call them... I always feel like i'm the last to know about things... I dont mind not being the attention of others cause I DONT WANT TOOOO.... but I don't like to be left out... like the last resort...

assignments??? current ones...
1. I have to come up with a new design for my packaging of a product... Got to consult again tomorrow for better ideas...
2. I have to create a flash banner about promoting cars...
3. Now my journal entries... Are not been completed cause my file is always not with me... Planning to do it during the holidays...

others:
1. Design t-shirt for swim club... Love doing this though...
2. National dance tags and posters...
3. SLeep~

hahaha... The tired one is the most important though..
hahaaha.... I'm such a pig though...*oink oink*

Yesterday I had butterflies in my stomach... Went for interview... Well no need to know for what though... Will let u know later la...

And lastly...Its already week 7... Next week is mid-term break...YAY *hurray*
Cant wait...
I already though that today is Thursday~ That bad right? hehehe... okay la...
I shall stop feeling sooooooo misery~

Laterz~

blood drive donation..

hey...

Once again I can't donate blood... My hemoglobin level is still low... *sigh* soooo sad... My fourth attempt to donate... I think I won't be ale to donate blood forever... *sigh*

Anyway...one week more and were on midterm break...

Nothing much has been happening that I should write in here though...

Assignments and more assignments...

This upcoming week are most likely going to be consultation week with the lecturers... hehehhee...

Currently down with a headache.. I think i'm coming down with a fever...

Later la....
tired~

7th Month Anniversary~

It's been quite sometime since I last blog... SORRY~ Been really busy and the connection in campus is really slow...

WELL..... Today is our anniversary~ WEEEEE~

Dear B,

See how time flies soooo fast... It's our anniversary...

Happy Anniversary B...

Thank you for everything...

My life could not be this happy without you...

'I LOVE YOU'

Thank you for being very understanding towards me...

*mwah*

*hugs*

Love always,

your baby...

blueks~

CMC ice breaking was a bomb~ I love this picture... Azie shaaaayang and mE... =)

sorry havent been updating my blog due to numbers of meeting in a week and assignments...

sorry~ laterz... im off to bed now and class is at 9.30 am...

*sigh*
* yawn*

Ice Blender...

it's tomorrow...!!!! weeeee...it's all about fun~!!!!

Tagged Qs~

Tagged by littlewhitemushroom *DAMN*

RULES: do the following without complains. Choose 5 people to do this after you have completed yours. Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she has been tagged. Start you post by, "I have been tagged" then do this.

YOUR TEN FAVOURITES:
colors: baby blue, purple, pink, black and of course white.
food: unpredictable.
song(s): changes regularly. =D
movies: as long its not horror!!!
sports: swimming, running, jumping around*does this count as sports?hehehe...*
season: Love winter and also summer.....*love the beach*
flavours: vanilla, chocolate chip, cookies and cream and strawberry...yum yum...know i feel like eating ice cream...
countries: Aussie, Hong Kong, Bangkok, London~
things: my baby pillow...cannot sleep in peace without it...=)

YOUR NINE CURRENTS:
current mood: Now= happy...but lately feeling sad~
current clothes: my very 1st green t-shirt... my fave jeans...and ofcourse bra and panties....T_T
current desktop: picture of my B and me.... edited by me
current toe nails: im too lazy to paint my nails now...
current time: 6.19pm
current annoyance: none~
current thoughts: Assignments. Assignments. Going out. Shopping.
current songs: Soundtracks from Musical High school and Tokyo Drift.
current chatter: none~

YOUR 8 FIRSTS:
Girlfriend: Amalina, Joyoki and Adilah
crush: a boy from Hartamas when i was in form 1.
movie: I can't remember.
piercing: When i was 7 years old.
lie: When i was 7 i think...=D
music: Nursery Rhymes. ABC.....
toy: Lego and Barbie.
cry: 23rd October 1986.

YOUR 6 LASTS:
last drink: Teh O Ais
last car ride: Mirul's chomel car.
last crush: Nicholas Ong Soon Keat...
last movie seen: When a Stranger Call....*my room-mate watch i also watch loooo....*
last phone call: my B...
last cd played: i dunno...

5 THINGS YOU ARE WEARING:
answered already...

4 THINGS YOU HAVE DONE TODAY:
i. Went for class.
ii. Continue sleeping.
iii. Went for lunch.
iv. Now chilling at mirul's house.

3 THINGS YOU HEAR RIGHT NOW:
i. COnversation among all of them....
ii. the pc fan....
iii. incoming msges from ym...*yahoo messenger*

THINGS YOU CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT:
i. My mobile phone.
ii. Musics, Movies, PCs, Bed.

1 THING I DO WHEN I'M BORED:
Sleep, SmS my B, Chill with my friends...

WHO I WANT TO DO THIS:
Sophia, Stacy, Walter, Adilah, Dayana, Afzan, Umair....*hehehe...im being evil....miahahhaa...*

sad or happy?

I don't know what I am feeling right now....

Sad or Happy??
Which one....?
Basically i'm half sad...

WHY?
1. aunty linda(my second mum) just came out from surgery.... aunty linda is diagnose with cancer...*sigh* please to pray for her... hope she will get well soon... seeing her lying on the bed could not be able to move, my eyes became watery... its painful to see her have to go through it but it's life... no one can stop it... my late father was diagnose with liver cancer too... unfortunately my late father could not be operated so he went for one kimo therapy... he made through it but later the side effects affected his body imune system...

2. I DUNNO what else is bothering me!!

3. I'm having my period cramps...

4. Sophia is going back soon!!=( *uwaaaaaaaaaaaa*

5. NoT enough money to go shopping...

6. feeling left out among my friends...*sigh*

Happy??
1. Cause I get to spend time with my B!!!=)

2. I'm back home for the weekends...


I'm TIRED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I can actually hear my bed calling me...

tired~

hey.. im back from our very own FIRST library~

walk around, observing products and all... its was great though... i actually look at one product for a very long time... hahaha... last time was just see and walk off... now its like see and observe before walking off...

B came and surprised me...never thought he would come... i walked with sophia... yeah my cousin... my friends went other directions... felt sad though didnt walk together... i was like a stranger there...*sigh*

i shall stop sighing and get dress...meeting in an hours time...

damn~

good morning~
my day starts when my nose starts sneezing... sad hor?? wahhh... i must actually make sure that i have enough tissue paper in my bag or not ill get really uncomfortable with my nose...

the first thing i saw my watch i thought it was already 8.45am... knowing it was that time it was late...so i rush to the toilet and took my morning shower... when i got back from the shower i starred at my computer clock, i saw it was only 8.15am!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa*

for all that rushing and it was like onl 8.15am... *sigh*

today all the MI students are gonna go on our very first visit to the library~
which is........MIDVALLEY!!! hehehehe...
hurray~

i shall be getting dress now..
laterz~

happy 6th month anniversary...

dear B,

happy 6th month anniversary B...

thank you for everything..

from putting up with my moodyness and my hyperness...

sorry if i have ever said anything to hurt your feelings...

im really happy that you came into my life...

thank you...

i love you...

love your baby pwincess...

orientation week~

well... finally i found the time to upload few photos of orientation...

oreintation week and the binding camp was great...i had funand never regret...

*aimran n me *

*nicky and me*after closing ceremony....

*group photo..thats what we are best at...hehehe...*

*we are too vain...hehehe...picture taken by thulasi..*

*the two shorty...*

*were too vain...taking pictures is what we do...*

*raja trying to be the tallest among all*

*dont we look sweet??wink wink*

*hmmm....can anyone see me??? shuk my mobile OC patner...*

hey peeps...
sorry havent been blogging...
its been long since i last blog..

now is back to studying...
semester breaks are over and no more holidays...
binding camp and orientation week is over...*sniff sniff*

im starting to miss orientation week...
okay la...i just started class and its all good...
will updated more soon...
mwah~

back~!!!

heyoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo....

i'm back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hey peeps...
I'm back from my very short vacation...*sigh*
I have been eating since I got to Singapore...Eat and eat and eat was what I did during the whole holiday... So I won't be surprise that if anyone comes up to me and say I put on weight... 'Yes I get your point I'm fatter!!!!'

Tomorrow I'll be heading back to MMU again for my brand new semester... Well I'm already in gamma year... WOW... how fast time flies... the next thing is graduation... hehehe...

Yesterday was my grandpa's 69th birthday... Woke up at 7 in the morning to celebrate kong's (my grandpa) birthday... the smile on his face was the smile that I haven't seen it for a long time... the house phone didn't stop ringing as it was grandpa's birthday... All his sons and daughters called to wish... So I was practically an operator for the day... hehehe... Later after lunch we went to Wild Wild Wet (a water theme park in Singapore) as mum promised Ashley and Arianna. I enjoyed myself there. Ashley and Arianna pretty much had fun... After the theme park, we can all see Ashley was exhausted. Her hyper ness all gone but the day didn't just ended there and then...

I had dinner with the whole family which included Kong-Kong, Uncle Richard, Mum, Uncle Roland, Uncle Gerard, Aunty Fauziah, Kakak, Arianna, and Ashley. We had Japanese Food for dinner... There we a lot of food on the tab... I was just helping myself with all the food... hehehe...*being a pig again... heehehe...*

That wasn't it though... My mum told me that I had to follow her to the doctors!!!!

DOCTORS it seems...!!!!

I ended up in Orchard Tower. Orchard Tower is full of 'pondans'!!!!! Yes I'm serious…. my mum dragged me to watch a pondan show!!!! (Adoi *stretch head*)
But........... I did enjoy seeing them dancing though... hahaha... the jokes they make damn funny though... I could still laugh even though my knee hurts like hell... I couldn't walk or put my leg straight... I felt like crying only... We got back around 2am... Late right??? Hehehehehe... In Singapore you would find me sleeping by 11pm and I'll be awake around 8am or 8.30am the latest... (",)

I went shopping of course in Singapore... I did help my uncle out...

That was basically what I did though during the holidays... hehehe...

Tonight I'll spend my time with my B though...Tomorrow have to go back to MMU already...
*sniff sniff*

I shall stop here...
Mwahhh~
Laterz...

hey...
im still in singapore...
went shopping...
everywhere is on sale now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
im going crazy already....
hehehe....
going to continue to shop again....hehehe....

while i was on the way back from the city after dinner.....ashley(my cousin), was actually singing the whole song of my humps!!!!!!!!!!!! can you believe it or not............ she is only freaking 5 years old.... i was like 'WOW'.....

okay la...i cant be online that long...
i miss my B...
uwaaaaaaaaaaa....

aite... im leaving for singapore today~
so i wont be blogging for a while...
take care...
daAaaAaaaaaaaA.....

I've been tagged by... nanie

3 Questionsname

3 schools u went to(latest)
~ Lodge International School, Kuching.
~ Sekolah Rendah Kebangsaan Methodist, Petaling Jaya.
~ Sekolah Menengah Kebangsaan Assunta, Petaling Jaya.

name 3 things in ur purse/backpack/bag
~ my purse
~ house keys/room key
~ my handphone!

name 3 things u do when u're really stressed
~ CRY
~ give up
~ go out

name 3 places u go on a daily basis
~ my room
~ the bathroom
~ the kitchen*to look for food*

name 3 favourite fruits
~ guava
~ apple
~ durian*smelly but yum yum~*

3 names u go by
~ gurl
~ dee dee
~ deena!

3 of ur favourite foods
~ rice
~ curry mee
~ cili padi*does that count?hehehe*

3 things u'r wearing right now
~ my panties ofcourse
~ my pyjama dress
~ my boxer

The Whos

who's in the house with u?
~ my mummy
~ uncle roland
~ bear bear =p

who (or what) r u thinking about right now?
~ when am I gonna finish this
~ do I really have to go to Singapore???
~ what is my B gonna do when im not ere

who did u last talk to on the phone?
~ my B
~ uncle roland
~ my mummy

who do u sit next to in your class?
~ hasanah, azie, airman, nanie, kak anis, marissa

who was the last person u told u loved?
~ my B
~ my mummy

who do wish u were right now?
~ nobody right now

who gets on ur nerves the most at school?
~ obviously I wont say it here! for me to know for you to find out *blueks*

The Wheres

where do u live?
~ pantai hill park

where is ur phone?
~ on my table beside the keyboard

where do u sleep?
~ on my bed la duhhhh!

where is the last place u took a ride to?
~ subang =D

where are u now?
~ at home la duhhh *where else can I be???*

The Whats

what was the last thing u ate?
~ rice, chicken, veggie, soup

what colour shirt r u wearing?
~ white

what is the closest item near u that is blue?
~ my wall

what do u like best about school?
~ i get to learn new things of course and also get to meet friends la

what is ur favourite colour?
~ blue
~ black
~ white
~ purple

what do u wear more: jeans or shorts?
~ jeans

what is the last movie that u watched?
~ X-men 3

The Whens

when did u start school?
~ I cant remember *hehehehe*

when is ur birthday?
~ 23rd October 1986

when did u last go to the mall?
~ yesterday

when was the last time u bought a pair of pants?
~ errr...few months back if im not mistaken

when did u last burn something?
~ a week ago

Next victim would be......*being an angel I choose*....

• Stacy Tan
• Sophia
• Afzan
• Azie
  
  

NO more exams....

but im down with a headache!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

check this out...
its damn cool....
click here

good day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hehehehe... one more paper to go which is on thursday~
i cant wait for holidays~

dear diary....

WOW.... It has been really long since I blogged... Well, firstly I've been busy... I'm having my finals... and everytime I wanna blog, internet connection in MMU sucks big time... Page can't even load... so I gave up... I have two more papers to go then i'll be on a 10 days holiday... *sigh* well... At least i'll still be around on my anniversary... My aunty and my cousin are aroun in kuala lumpur... There been soooo much happening but in short, everything is ok... Everything is going great... Life is ok... There are times when i'm feeling down and also up!

Hmmmmm.... I shall blog another day.... I'm really exhausted and sleepy~

Off too bed now....

adios~

tired and tired and tired...

im soooooooooo tired... but happy that my MDP assignment are off my hands... all has been submit to my lecturers... phew~ well well... final exam starts on monday... then its the holidaysssssssss....ehehhehe....i cant wait actually... eventhough its just 10 days break... i havent been getting enough sleep for the pass few days... helping hasanah and liana doing their assignment... collected my sculpture... now all i could think of is my bed... heheehe... my energy is really worn out for the entire week! i can pratically hear my bed saying ' come on deena....youre tired and you need sleeeeep....' hehehe...
my brain is blank...dont know what to jot down in here...so i think its best if i head for bed...
peace...=p

what a day... phew~ im down with one more assignment to finish which is mdp... my sketches... im soooooooo lazy to do... my right arm is damn painful... it's liek i cant lift my arm up... =(
my final exam starts on the 15 may, 17 may, 18 may, 19 may, 22 may, 25 may... *sigh* than its holiiiiiiiiiiiiiday!!!! hurrrray!!!!
production book for mpm is already ready for binding... hehehe... sooo happy!

have to studyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy...uwaaaaaaaaaaa....

B...this song is for you...

Look into my eyes, you will see
What you mean to me
Search your heart,search your soul
And when you find me there you'll search no more

Don't tell me it's not worth tryin' for
You can't tell me it's not worth dyin' for
You know it's true
Everything I do, I do it for you

Look into my heart, you will find
There's nothin' there to hide
Take me as I am,take my life
I would give it all, I would sacrifice

Don't tell me it's not worth fightin' for
I can't help it, there's nothin' I want more
Ya know it's true
Everything I do, I do it for you

There's no love, like your love
And no other, could give more love
There's nowhere, unless you're there
All the time, all the way

Oh! you can't tell me it's not worth tryin' for
I can't help it, there's nothin' I want more
I would fight for you, I'd lie for you
Walk the wire for you, ya I'd die for you

Ya know it's true
Everything I do, I do it for you

dear diary...
last nite after playing pool at asia club we went for dinner...actually supper...i ordered waffle...i waited for an hour and my food didnt arrive...so i ask the aunty...and she say "the waffle machince broke down!" i was like what the hell... why cannot tell earlier... so i decided to chill and order curry laksa... and it tooooook damnnnnn blooooooody long.....! i was damn hungry and the food didnt come!!!!!!!!!! so i got damn pist!!! i just told all my friend that lets go home... fuck the food and go home... it was damn late already!!!! uwaaaaaaaaa.... and also my handbag spoil edi!!! so today im gonna go get a new hand bag...that was my fave hand bag!!! uwaaaaa.... my B is still sleeping... i dont know what time we going shopping! okay la...i have to pack to go back to mmu... sigh! hate going back there sometimes... feel like staying home... but one more week im on holiday.... okok i got to go...B just called...means i got to get ready... mwahhh~

damn a lot of times i change my layout... cause everytime i change it doesnt seems rite... *sigh*
finally i came down with this... what do you think?? nothing much though... its still simple though... anyways im down with a flu.. *sick again* i went to hartamas just now... met B there... gave him his present.. hope he likes it...

B,
no matter how carnky and moody but i want you to know that i love you very much...
please keep that in mind kayh B...
thank you for everything..
you are the light in my life...
i love you B..

love your baby...

dear diary...

good afternoon... finally get to get out of bed... but i still feel like i dont have enough of sleep... havent been having enough though... im back home for the weekends... sleeping is all i can think of... i was suppose to wake up early to go do my license though... but i couldnt... so probably later after friday prayers... B cant come back yesterday but he is coming back today.... weeeeeee... i mish him sooo much... yesterday the bunch of us went to alamanda... when we was on the way back... azie, hasanah n me were hyper... we actually layan all the songs that nanie plaed in the car... we did dancing, head banging and other stuff while we were three seating at the back seat... we were laughing soooooo much until nanie had to open the window coz we were tooo loud... i had a really good time... pretty much enjoyed myself... laughter is the best medicine though... anyway im still having my cramps... and now i have a pimple inside my nose.... damnnnnnnnn painful man!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

dear diary...

my sculpture i have decided that i send it to the shop... presentation for mpm is today... presentation for mci is tommorrow... im having my cramps... damn pain ful... i shall lie down now..

uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa....

dear diary...

well welll.... overall i had a good weekend... spending my time with my B and all my friends... today is labours day... its a holiday for everyone... weeeeee... but im stuck with my assignments... sad hor?? anyways B, ming wei, natalie, falique, and me went and see kristen's concert... thumbs up though... nice nice... hehehe... enjoyed seeing her pulling up her skirt when she was dancing... hehehe... and see-ing the little kids having the fun of their time on stage running up and down... it was awesome though... we took pictures but sadly i dont have my card reader to upload the pictures... after the concert we got free food though... we eventually lied to kristen that we were on the wayto hartamas when we were sitting there waiting for her to actually come... laugh like mad cow when she walked in and saw us... hehehehe... after that we had down to her house coz she wanted to change and remove her make-up... than we were off to play pool... hehehe... i really enjoy playing pool now... hehehe... even though im not that pro in it... i ate dinner with the same people... gavin, justin, and oliver joined in... sit and chit chat till 11 sumthing... than we decided to head home... B bought me a pair of earring... and i bought myself one with my own cash... hehehe... so now i have to new earrings... im now lying on my bed while typing this out and also waiting for my B to come online... im damn tired... didnt get to sleep well though... was awaken by the screaming and the shouting.. *sigh* i hope tomolo will be a fine day for me... i love nicholas sooo much now... and i really dont want to loose him... he means soo much to me and i really appreciate what he has done for me... well i really pray that everything goes well for him and i really hope that he will get what he wants...*dont worry b* [i pray you'll get it!] i shall stop now... that was what happen today... thanks to all my fwens... my sister*kristen and natalie*... love them alll.... mwahhhhhhhhh....