my brain is numb!
just burst!
the anger the heat its like a volcano...
have you seen a volcano errupt?? im feeling that way..
im not really ok.. but ill be fine.. everything just gonna be over..
cause i wont take anymore nonsence and gonna ignore everything!
call me mean! i dont care..
Friday, February 23, 2007
Tuesday, February 20, 2007
chinese new year~
my chinese new year didnt turn out that bad.. but less angpow.. didnt really go visiting.. sigh.. sad hor.. but me n soph did hv fun taking loads of pictures... we are vain.. i mean it.. hehehe..
*my cousin hiding behind the blossom tree...*
*soph and me*
*before heading out*
*another picture of sophia.. were being vain pots..*
*@laundry..*
*me..my mum...sophia..@curve..*
*i love this picture..*
*krsytle(my cousin from aussie), kristen babe, meee, natalie babe..*
Monday, February 19, 2007
Friday, February 16, 2007
MMU 10th anniversary~
to all people out there.. you are invited.. =D
come and experience it.. the fun and the joy...
jealous?
what about jealousy?? anyone understand the term of jealousy??
Most everyone experiences a visit from jealousy, the nasty green-eyed monster, at some point in their lives - whether it's over a best friend's career success or a gorgeous person flirting with their loved one. We tend to think of jealousy as a single emotion, but it is actually a mixture of a whole bunch of feelings; it can manifest itself as sadness, hurt, anxiety, fear, loneliness, paranoia, self-doubt, anger, and even extreme rage. While we can't necessarily stop this unpleasant sentiment from dropping in from time to time, we can control how we choose to act when it hits. When it consumes our thoughts or triggers behavior that can harm relationships or another person, that's when jealousy is truly a monster. The first step in breaking free from jealousy's grip is recognizing the problem, which your results on the Jealousy Test will help you do. The second is taking a deeper look at the real root of the problem: for every jealous feeling there is an emotion lurking behind that is much more significant than the jealousy itself. Jealousy is just the finger pointing at the fears that we are afraid to face. More often than not, the culprit is a feeling of low self-worth and a fear that we are not good enough to hold on to the things that matter most to us.
Most everyone experiences a visit from jealousy, the nasty green-eyed monster, at some point in their lives - whether it's over a best friend's career success or a gorgeous person flirting with their loved one. We tend to think of jealousy as a single emotion, but it is actually a mixture of a whole bunch of feelings; it can manifest itself as sadness, hurt, anxiety, fear, loneliness, paranoia, self-doubt, anger, and even extreme rage. While we can't necessarily stop this unpleasant sentiment from dropping in from time to time, we can control how we choose to act when it hits. When it consumes our thoughts or triggers behavior that can harm relationships or another person, that's when jealousy is truly a monster. The first step in breaking free from jealousy's grip is recognizing the problem, which your results on the Jealousy Test will help you do. The second is taking a deeper look at the real root of the problem: for every jealous feeling there is an emotion lurking behind that is much more significant than the jealousy itself. Jealousy is just the finger pointing at the fears that we are afraid to face. More often than not, the culprit is a feeling of low self-worth and a fear that we are not good enough to hold on to the things that matter most to us.
Happy Chinese New Year
to all my friends who celebrates Chinese New Year.. just wanna wish you happy chinese new year.. hope you get loads of ang pow.. share share kayh...
hhehehe..
hhehehe..
Thursday, February 15, 2007
thank you for loving me...
by bon jovi..
It's hard for me to say the things
I want to say sometimes
There's no one here but you and me
And that broken old street light
Lock the doors
We'll leave the world outside
All I've got to give to you
Are these five words when I
Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes
When I couldn't see
For parting my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me
Thank you for loving me
I never knew I had a dream
Until that dream was you
When I look into your eyes
The sky's a different blue
Cross my heart
I wear no disguise
If I tried, you'd make believe
That you believed my lies
Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes
When I couldn't see
For parting my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me
You pick me up when I fall down
You ring the bell before they count me out
If I was drowning you would part the sea
And risk your own life to rescue me
Lock the doors
We'll leave the world outside
All I've got to give to you
Are these five words when I
Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes
When I couldn't see
You parted my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me
When I couldn't fly
Oh, you gave me wings
You parted my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me
It's hard for me to say the things
I want to say sometimes
There's no one here but you and me
And that broken old street light
Lock the doors
We'll leave the world outside
All I've got to give to you
Are these five words when I
Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes
When I couldn't see
For parting my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me
Thank you for loving me
I never knew I had a dream
Until that dream was you
When I look into your eyes
The sky's a different blue
Cross my heart
I wear no disguise
If I tried, you'd make believe
That you believed my lies
Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes
When I couldn't see
For parting my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me
You pick me up when I fall down
You ring the bell before they count me out
If I was drowning you would part the sea
And risk your own life to rescue me
Lock the doors
We'll leave the world outside
All I've got to give to you
Are these five words when I
Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes
When I couldn't see
You parted my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me
When I couldn't fly
Oh, you gave me wings
You parted my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me
Monday, February 12, 2007
Tuesday, January 16, 2007
on the 13 january 2007, my beloved granpa has peacefully return to the father's hands. he was suffering so much and im really glad that he is in a better place now.
dear kong kong,
i love you sooo much and you will be deaRLY miss by me...
thank you for everything that you have offered me...
may you rest in peace...
i love you kong kong..
love always deena.
dear kong kong,
i love you sooo much and you will be deaRLY miss by me...
thank you for everything that you have offered me...
may you rest in peace...
i love you kong kong..
love always deena.
Tuesday, January 09, 2007
its the holidays...
im in singapore... grandpa is still in the hospital... hopefully this weekend he will be discharge.... not much we can do... he cannot breathe on his on... he still needs the oxigen to breathe... with the help of the machine he can breathe properly... anyway i cant be long...
im currently down with a bad cough myself...
damn pain man!
ok la... laterz...
gtg...
mwah~
im in singapore... grandpa is still in the hospital... hopefully this weekend he will be discharge.... not much we can do... he cannot breathe on his on... he still needs the oxigen to breathe... with the help of the machine he can breathe properly... anyway i cant be long...
im currently down with a bad cough myself...
damn pain man!
ok la... laterz...
gtg...
mwah~
Sunday, January 07, 2007
Thursday, January 04, 2007
Dear B,
When no one else can understand me,
When everything I do is wrong,
You give me love and consolation,
You give me hope to carry on,
And you try to show your love for me,
In everything I do.
That's the wonder, the wonder of YOU.
When you're near, my worldis brighter,
You touch my life and my heart sings,
Your trust in me makes life worh living,
Your love to me is everything.
You're always there to lend a hand,
In all I try to do.
That's the wonder, the wonder of YOU!
I'll never know how much you love me,
My life is yours and yours alone,
And it's so wonderful to know you,
To know that you're my very own,
Figures I'll never now the reason why,
You love me as you do.
B,
Thank you for the past one year. It's been great and i really appreciate what you have done for me. I'm really sorry for my cranky moods. For the past one year being together with you is great. You gave me hope in everything that I do. You never failed towards me. Youre always trying your very best to be there for me. You never give up on me but instead you gave me the courage. That I thank you. I can't tell you how much I really love you but God knows how much. I love you nicholas. Thank you for everything.
Love always your one and only.. deena..
When no one else can understand me,
When everything I do is wrong,
You give me love and consolation,
You give me hope to carry on,
And you try to show your love for me,
In everything I do.
That's the wonder, the wonder of YOU.
When you're near, my worldis brighter,
You touch my life and my heart sings,
Your trust in me makes life worh living,
Your love to me is everything.
You're always there to lend a hand,
In all I try to do.
That's the wonder, the wonder of YOU!
I'll never know how much you love me,
My life is yours and yours alone,
And it's so wonderful to know you,
To know that you're my very own,
Figures I'll never now the reason why,
You love me as you do.
B,
Thank you for the past one year. It's been great and i really appreciate what you have done for me. I'm really sorry for my cranky moods. For the past one year being together with you is great. You gave me hope in everything that I do. You never failed towards me. Youre always trying your very best to be there for me. You never give up on me but instead you gave me the courage. That I thank you. I can't tell you how much I really love you but God knows how much. I love you nicholas. Thank you for everything.
Love always your one and only.. deena..
It's a brand new year again.. Bbye 2006.. Hellluuuuu 2007... wishing each and everyone a happy new year..
welll... what a way to start a new year.. final exam was yesterday.. paper sucks.. dont ask why... i have submission + presentation later in the morning.. than im off for the holidays...
I know i haven't been blogging.. i'm just tooo lazy or tired.. or busy with my assignments.. i'm finally done with my assignments and just ready for presentation later..
grandpa is still in the hospital.. sigh.. i hope and pray that he will recover fast so we can bring him back home...
ill be off to singapore for the holidays as usual.. but this time i'll be in the hospital taking care of my grandpa.. mum has been there ever since..
i havent had enough sleep though.. sigh.. cant wait for the holidays.. which starts today.. hahaha after my presentation.. hehehe.. weird timing for the holidays.. people back to school, university and college but im off for the holidays..
i spend my new year at laundry.. its a bar at curve.. with kristen, natalie, kingsley and of course my B... and kristen's cousin.. we were there to celebrate kristen's bday.. we got her drunk and high... she was hyper as usual... expressing her undying love to all of us...
anyway i really havent been catching up with my life.. life is normal.. it was our 1 year anniversary during christmas.. how time flies though..
i kinda like it in 2006.. im really hoping for a better year ahead..
anyway to all mmu people.. good luck for finals.. and also.. happy holidays after that...
enjoy your holidays..
mwah..~
im off to bed now.. *yawn*
welll... what a way to start a new year.. final exam was yesterday.. paper sucks.. dont ask why... i have submission + presentation later in the morning.. than im off for the holidays...
I know i haven't been blogging.. i'm just tooo lazy or tired.. or busy with my assignments.. i'm finally done with my assignments and just ready for presentation later..
grandpa is still in the hospital.. sigh.. i hope and pray that he will recover fast so we can bring him back home...
ill be off to singapore for the holidays as usual.. but this time i'll be in the hospital taking care of my grandpa.. mum has been there ever since..
i havent had enough sleep though.. sigh.. cant wait for the holidays.. which starts today.. hahaha after my presentation.. hehehe.. weird timing for the holidays.. people back to school, university and college but im off for the holidays..
i spend my new year at laundry.. its a bar at curve.. with kristen, natalie, kingsley and of course my B... and kristen's cousin.. we were there to celebrate kristen's bday.. we got her drunk and high... she was hyper as usual... expressing her undying love to all of us...
anyway i really havent been catching up with my life.. life is normal.. it was our 1 year anniversary during christmas.. how time flies though..
i kinda like it in 2006.. im really hoping for a better year ahead..
anyway to all mmu people.. good luck for finals.. and also.. happy holidays after that...
enjoy your holidays..
mwah..~
im off to bed now.. *yawn*
Wednesday, December 27, 2006
Monday, December 18, 2006
Wednesday, December 13, 2006
it's freaking 7am.. i havent had my beauty sleep yet.. had to finish up my work for critic session today.. sigh.. im damn tired..
not only that.. their are sooo many things on my mind.. im worried for my grandpa.. he is still in CCU (Critical Care Unit). i hope and pray that he will pull through it.. but at the same time i dont want to see him suffering.. he is now breathing with a tuib from his thoart.. the doctor say without that his lungs might collapse.. sigh.. i really dont want to see my kong suffer.. at the same time dont want him to go.. even though i know he will be in a better place.. *sigh* ='(
i miss kong sooo much.. he was sooo strong.. that he built me a swing when i was young.. i love you kong kong.. please be strong.. i know you are strong.. ='(
not only that.. their are sooo many things on my mind.. im worried for my grandpa.. he is still in CCU (Critical Care Unit). i hope and pray that he will pull through it.. but at the same time i dont want to see him suffering.. he is now breathing with a tuib from his thoart.. the doctor say without that his lungs might collapse.. sigh.. i really dont want to see my kong suffer.. at the same time dont want him to go.. even though i know he will be in a better place.. *sigh* ='(
i miss kong sooo much.. he was sooo strong.. that he built me a swing when i was young.. i love you kong kong.. please be strong.. i know you are strong.. ='(
Wednesday, December 06, 2006
sorry i havent been posting about myself for a very long time..
kinda busy with things around me...
my head is not right here with me.. its some where else..
my grandpa is still in the hospital.. at least he is off the machine at the moment.. hope he recovers fast..
christmas is coming..
im kinda in the holiday mood.. but i have sooo much of work load to finish in this period of time..
few updates...
im addicted to veronica mars from liana... i finish watching season 1, 2 & 3... all the season.. terrer hor me..
hehehe...
i really want to watch CINTA.. its a movie that just came out.. but i cant find the time to watch it.. uwaaa.. i have one assignment that i am suppose to submit tomorrow and i havent started.
im really sorry i havent been updating my blog.. my life isnt that amazing right now.
im a lil stress with everything..
okay la... now i have to get back to reading my notes and create a 15-30 seconds of time based assignment.. argh.. i hate it.. i feeling like giving up at times.. banging my head on the wall would be much better i think..
ok... enough enough... ciao~
kinda busy with things around me...
my head is not right here with me.. its some where else..
my grandpa is still in the hospital.. at least he is off the machine at the moment.. hope he recovers fast..
christmas is coming..
im kinda in the holiday mood.. but i have sooo much of work load to finish in this period of time..
few updates...
im addicted to veronica mars from liana... i finish watching season 1, 2 & 3... all the season.. terrer hor me..
hehehe...
i really want to watch CINTA.. its a movie that just came out.. but i cant find the time to watch it.. uwaaa.. i have one assignment that i am suppose to submit tomorrow and i havent started.
im really sorry i havent been updating my blog.. my life isnt that amazing right now.
im a lil stress with everything..
okay la... now i have to get back to reading my notes and create a 15-30 seconds of time based assignment.. argh.. i hate it.. i feeling like giving up at times.. banging my head on the wall would be much better i think..
ok... enough enough... ciao~
Thursday, November 16, 2006
i know i havent been blogging...
i have no mood to blog this pass few weeks...
i dunno..
i had a bad weekend...
aunty linda passed away... i couldnt believe it but i just dont want to see her suffering the pain anymore...
dear aunty linda,
i miss you sooo much...
you were like a mother to me.. i know you are in a happier place now...
im glad that you's not suffering from any pain anymore..
you're in a better hands now...
just want you to know that you will be remembered and missed dearly..
i love you aunty. may you rest in peace..
love deena.
i have no mood to blog this pass few weeks...
i dunno..
i had a bad weekend...
aunty linda passed away... i couldnt believe it but i just dont want to see her suffering the pain anymore...
dear aunty linda,
i miss you sooo much...
you were like a mother to me.. i know you are in a happier place now...
im glad that you's not suffering from any pain anymore..
you're in a better hands now...
just want you to know that you will be remembered and missed dearly..
i love you aunty. may you rest in peace..
love deena.
Tuesday, November 07, 2006
its been a while..
now im back in MMU, second trimester starts today...
bangkok was great.. i did shop a lot.. shop till you drop people always say...
went back to kuching to see my grandpa's new house...
its awesome...
wow...
hehehe...
i love it...
anyway results didnt turn out the way i wanted it to be...
so i guess i have to put a lot of effort again...
sigh..
im just plain.... stupid...
now im back in MMU, second trimester starts today...
bangkok was great.. i did shop a lot.. shop till you drop people always say...
went back to kuching to see my grandpa's new house...
its awesome...
wow...
hehehe...
i love it...
anyway results didnt turn out the way i wanted it to be...
so i guess i have to put a lot of effort again...
sigh..
im just plain.... stupid...
Wednesday, October 18, 2006
Tuesday, October 17, 2006
a gurls day out... hehehe.. that is what we call it... hehehe... had fun and also did crazy stuff... not me but them... heheheheh...
damn i really miss hanging out with both of them... and plus without our bfs... hahaha... must definately do that more often.. hehehe.. sorry B... ehhehe... but sometimes i got to be with my babes.. hahaha...
anyway i love you both babes... thanks for everything... we are sooo gonna get that mng top... hehehe... weeee...
Sunday, October 15, 2006
hey..
holidays starts officially..
weeeeee...
justin tore his muscle again coz of running... kesian tht boy... haih...
poor thing... hope his muscle gets better soon... or not i cannot go out with my twin anymore... hehehe...
he ran with his muscle tore and got gold... not bad huh..
hehehe...
im hoping to get enough sleep before i start second semester again... hehe...
singapore was awesome... with no haze... the sky was clear... it was fun going out without the haze.. hehehe..
i got my first birthday present from sophia.. "she insist of getting tht for me... hehehehehehhehe.... i laughed sooo hard until i couldnt breathe... "
hehehe... nice leh... hehehe... anyway thanks babe... ill make sure ill wear it when you come down to kl... hahaha... mwahxxxxx... i miss sophia... hehehe...
my flu isnt getting any better... *sigh*
okay la... its getting a lil late... im off to bed...
holidays starts officially..
weeeeee...
justin tore his muscle again coz of running... kesian tht boy... haih...
poor thing... hope his muscle gets better soon... or not i cannot go out with my twin anymore... hehehe...
he ran with his muscle tore and got gold... not bad huh..
hehehe...
im hoping to get enough sleep before i start second semester again... hehe...
singapore was awesome... with no haze... the sky was clear... it was fun going out without the haze.. hehehe..
i got my first birthday present from sophia.. "she insist of getting tht for me... hehehehehehhehe.... i laughed sooo hard until i couldnt breathe... "
hehehe... nice leh... hehehe... anyway thanks babe... ill make sure ill wear it when you come down to kl... hahaha... mwahxxxxx... i miss sophia... hehehe...
my flu isnt getting any better... *sigh*
okay la... its getting a lil late... im off to bed...
Friday, October 13, 2006
Thursday, October 12, 2006
Monday, October 09, 2006
blueks
counting the days to head back to kl..
i miss kl though..
im heading down to the city again soon.. going out again.. or i die of boredom here.. its freaking hot ere!!! i want snow!!!
i miss kl though..
im heading down to the city again soon.. going out again.. or i die of boredom here.. its freaking hot ere!!! i want snow!!!
Saturday, October 07, 2006
Friday, October 06, 2006
yezaaaa...
yay!!!!!
finisto...
finish the heavy subject papers...
next paper is National Dance paper...
that is my co-cu subject...
im going back today...
weeee...
heading to singapore tomorrow...
Arianna's birthday is tomorrow... she will be turning 10 already... getting older already... hehehe...
okay la...
im hungry...
im having my gastric pains...
but i dont want to eat cause sumer puasa... no teman...
finisto...
finish the heavy subject papers...
next paper is National Dance paper...
that is my co-cu subject...
im going back today...
weeee...
heading to singapore tomorrow...
Arianna's birthday is tomorrow... she will be turning 10 already... getting older already... hehehe...
okay la...
im hungry...
im having my gastric pains...
but i dont want to eat cause sumer puasa... no teman...
sigh~
its 1.16am.
im sleepy but i cant sleep.
copywriting paper today.
uwaaaaaaaaaaa...
its at 9am.
damn early.
uwaaaaaaaaaaa...
wish my luck.
sigh.
cant seem to get anything into my head though...
should i just go to sleep or what?
sigh
im sleepy but i cant sleep.
copywriting paper today.
uwaaaaaaaaaaa...
its at 9am.
damn early.
uwaaaaaaaaaaa...
wish my luck.
sigh.
cant seem to get anything into my head though...
should i just go to sleep or what?
sigh
Thursday, October 05, 2006
!@#$%^!@#$%^&
im not in the mood..
im having my cramps..
its hurting so badly..
i hate it..
hate everything around me now..
im having my cramps..
its hurting so badly..
i hate it..
hate everything around me now..
done for the day..
im done for the day.
i couldnt think of what to write anymore.
my hands became tired of writing already.
i came out early cause it was soooo freaking cold.
imagine i was waering long sleve and plus a thick jacket.
oook...
3 down 2 more to go..
weee..i hope ill pass this paper..
=D
i couldnt think of what to write anymore.
my hands became tired of writing already.
i came out early cause it was soooo freaking cold.
imagine i was waering long sleve and plus a thick jacket.
oook...
3 down 2 more to go..
weee..i hope ill pass this paper..
=D
tell me...
I know you are everything to me
and I could never see
The two of us apart
And you know I give myself to you
and no matter what you do
I promise you my heart
I've built my world around you
and I want you to know
I need you
like I've never needed anyone before
I live my life for you
I want to be by your side
in everything that you do
And if there's only one thing you can
believe is true
I live my life for you
I dedicated my life to you,
you know that would die for you
But our love would
last forever
And I will always be with you and there is
nothing we can't do
As long as we're together
I just can't live
without you and I want you to know
I need you
like I've never needed anyone before
Does this mean anything to you???
I miss you B.
and I could never see
The two of us apart
And you know I give myself to you
and no matter what you do
I promise you my heart
I've built my world around you
and I want you to know
I need you
like I've never needed anyone before
I live my life for you
I want to be by your side
in everything that you do
And if there's only one thing you can
believe is true
I live my life for you
I dedicated my life to you,
you know that would die for you
But our love would
last forever
And I will always be with you and there is
nothing we can't do
As long as we're together
I just can't live
without you and I want you to know
I need you
like I've never needed anyone before
Does this mean anything to you???
I miss you B.
morning~
good morning..
im sleepy..
wish me luck..=/ my paper is at 9am.
im scared...
dear Lord,
Please guide me and keep me awake throughout the whole exam.
Please help me to remember what i have read.
In Lords name we pray, AMEN!
im sleepy..
wish me luck..=/ my paper is at 9am.
im scared...
dear Lord,
Please guide me and keep me awake throughout the whole exam.
Please help me to remember what i have read.
In Lords name we pray, AMEN!
full...
my brain is full now.
i think i need more space.
i think i need an upgrade..
like what hasanah say "go to lowyatt and ask the computer shop to upgrade it..."
hehehe...
=p
i miss you B.
i miss being in your hugs.
i love you B.
i think i need more space.
i think i need an upgrade..
like what hasanah say "go to lowyatt and ask the computer shop to upgrade it..."
hehehe...
=p
i miss you B.
i miss being in your hugs.
i love you B.
Wednesday, October 04, 2006
Tuesday, October 03, 2006
dead~
im screwed!
Online advertising paper is in like an hours time....
warghhhhhhhh...
dear Lord,
Please help me through this paper.
I have no strength to study this paper.
Hope what ever answer I write down on the paper is correct.
Please at least help me remember what i have read just now.
Not much time left.. I certainly dont want to repeat this subject as in FAIL this subject.
Please help me.
In Lords name we pray, AMEN.
Online advertising paper is in like an hours time....
warghhhhhhhh...
dear Lord,
Please help me through this paper.
I have no strength to study this paper.
Hope what ever answer I write down on the paper is correct.
Please at least help me remember what i have read just now.
Not much time left.. I certainly dont want to repeat this subject as in FAIL this subject.
Please help me.
In Lords name we pray, AMEN.
dead
im dead..
i didnt study...
hahaha...
hehehe...
hahaha...
hehehe...
hahaha...
im going crazy~!
wweeeee...
i didnt study...
hahaha...
hehehe...
hahaha...
hehehe...
hahaha...
im going crazy~!
wweeeee...
weeee~
good morning...
rise and shine...
weee... another brand new day... feeling much better after sleeping... dont want to think bout anything else... only paper...
online advertising paper..
hehehe...
good luck...
rise and shine...
weee... another brand new day... feeling much better after sleeping... dont want to think bout anything else... only paper...
online advertising paper..
hehehe...
good luck...
Monday, October 02, 2006
morning~
omg~
im freaking out...
uwaaaa...
how how how how???
in 4 hours ill be in the exam hall...
butterflies in my tummy now...
tummy ache...
uwaaa.........
helpppppppp
dear Lord, please guide my through my exam...
i hope ill be able to answer my exam paper...
in the Lords name we pray, AMEN...
im freaking out...
uwaaaa...
how how how how???
in 4 hours ill be in the exam hall...
butterflies in my tummy now...
tummy ache...
uwaaa.........
helpppppppp
dear Lord, please guide my through my exam...
i hope ill be able to answer my exam paper...
in the Lords name we pray, AMEN...
Sunday, October 01, 2006
exams...
FINALS is starting tomorrow!!!! how time flies soooo fast... its almost the end of the year already....
subject that I have to sit for exam...
i. Video Post Production
ii. Copywriting
iii. Online Advertising
iv. Moral
v. National Dance
=D
after that.........
HOLIDAYS!!!!!
here I come!!!!!!
weeeee....
subject that I have to sit for exam...
i. Video Post Production
ii. Copywriting
iii. Online Advertising
iv. Moral
v. National Dance
=D
after that.........
HOLIDAYS!!!!!
here I come!!!!!!
weeeee....
Saturday, September 30, 2006
Friday, September 29, 2006
uwaaaa...
backache!!!!!!!!
sitting here in front of my pc doing my work gives me backache... it hurts like hell... like theres a needle in my bone poking me...
helppp!!!save meeeee...!!!
sitting here in front of my pc doing my work gives me backache... it hurts like hell... like theres a needle in my bone poking me...
helppp!!!save meeeee...!!!
Thursday, September 28, 2006
Wednesday, September 27, 2006
*sigh*
"Every time I think about you...
you just drive me crazy...
I can't get you off of my mind...
Every time I think about...
What you've done for me baby...
I miss you with each day that goes by..."
cant wait for all of this is done...*sigh*
you just drive me crazy...
I can't get you off of my mind...
Every time I think about...
What you've done for me baby...
I miss you with each day that goes by..."
cant wait for all of this is done...*sigh*
Tuesday, September 26, 2006
s.i.c.k?
i feel sick...
coughing sooo much... chest hurts...
feel like vomiting...
argh...
havent finish my storyboard...
coughing sooo much... chest hurts...
feel like vomiting...
argh...
havent finish my storyboard...
Monday, September 25, 2006
mixed up feeling..
yesterday was not a really good day for me...*sigh*
It was my late father's birthday...
i really miss him sooo much... wish he is still around... i really want to share with him a lot of things... tell him stories like how he use to tell me stories to put me to bed...
i really miss that a lot...
i miss being in his arms...
i miss being kissed by him to say good-bye or before i leave for school...
i miss it when he comes and pick me up from school, tuition...
i miss it when he sends me off to school...
i miss it when he brings me to his work place...
i miss lying in bed beside him...
i miss the smell of my dad...
i miss having him around...
i miss calling him...
i miss saying the word daddy...
i miss everything about my daddy...
i miss you sooo much daddy...
i love you daddy...
happy birthday...
may you rest in peace...
*sigh*
other than that it is my anniversary...
happy anniversary!!!!!!
weeee....
anyway i just wanna say thank you for everything...
it means a lot too me...
im really sorry ive been a pain in the ass this past few weeks...
hope youll forgive me...
thank you for putting up with my crap...
love yah...
It was my late father's birthday...
i really miss him sooo much... wish he is still around... i really want to share with him a lot of things... tell him stories like how he use to tell me stories to put me to bed...
i really miss that a lot...
i miss being in his arms...
i miss being kissed by him to say good-bye or before i leave for school...
i miss it when he comes and pick me up from school, tuition...
i miss it when he sends me off to school...
i miss it when he brings me to his work place...
i miss lying in bed beside him...
i miss the smell of my dad...
i miss having him around...
i miss calling him...
i miss saying the word daddy...
i miss everything about my daddy...
i miss you sooo much daddy...
i love you daddy...
happy birthday...
may you rest in peace...
*sigh*
other than that it is my anniversary...
happy anniversary!!!!!!
weeee....
anyway i just wanna say thank you for everything...
it means a lot too me...
im really sorry ive been a pain in the ass this past few weeks...
hope youll forgive me...
thank you for putting up with my crap...
love yah...
Sunday, September 24, 2006
lazy!!!
things i need to do..!!!
1. animatics
2. script for my storyboard
3. flash banner
4. my storyboard
i feel like crying...
am i in the correct course????????
1. animatics
2. script for my storyboard
3. flash banner
4. my storyboard
i feel like crying...
am i in the correct course????????
Saturday, September 23, 2006
aku sayang padamu....
"Aku sayang padamu...
Aku ingin dirimu...
Selalu bersamaku...
Aku sayang padamu..."
Aku ingin dirimu...
Selalu bersamaku...
Aku sayang padamu..."
Friday, September 22, 2006
feeling sucky...
im just soo dissapointed with things around me...
today the whole day i felt like a sharp big nail has just stab me right through my heart!!!
im really upset with sooo many things...
i just feel like i dont belong around here...
f**k la...
today the whole day i felt like a sharp big nail has just stab me right through my heart!!!
im really upset with sooo many things...
i just feel like i dont belong around here...
f**k la...
betandak dang torun...
it was great performing... was nervous though... by da way betandak dang torun is a bidayuh language... in malay its "menari dalam hutan"
more pictures will be uploaded soon..=)now very tired... need sleep now...
Thursday, September 21, 2006
Wednesday, September 20, 2006
@$#$%&^$%&%^*^*(#
urghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....
my head is killing me.........!!!!!!!!!!!!!
my migraine is back.... after sooo long....f**k laaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!
i need to get the brochures and the posters done by tonite... its already at the printing shop... need to practice... evaluation is tonite for me n my group... arghhhhhhhhhhh.... my head really need a rest!!!!
not in the mood~
my head is killing me.........!!!!!!!!!!!!!
my migraine is back.... after sooo long....f**k laaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!
i need to get the brochures and the posters done by tonite... its already at the printing shop... need to practice... evaluation is tonite for me n my group... arghhhhhhhhhhh.... my head really need a rest!!!!
not in the mood~
do have faith in me???
Read this carefully and i wonder whether do you have faith in me.... i hope you do...
When the road gets dark
And you can no longer see
Let my love throw a spark
Have a little faith in me
And when the tears you cry
Are all you can believe
Just give these loving arms a try baby and
Have a little faith, faith in me
When your secret heart
Cannot speak so easily
Come here baby, from a whisper start
To have a little faith in me
And when your back's against the wall
Just turn around and you, you will see
I will catch your, I will catch your fall just
Have a little faith, faith in me
I've been loving you for such a long, long time
Expecting nothing in return
Just for you to have a little faith in me
You see time, time is our friend
Cos the rest is the end
All you gotta do is have a little faith
I will hold you up, I will hold you up and
Your love gives me strength enough to
Have a little faith in me
Oh faith, darlin'
Have a little faith in me
Oh, faith
When the road gets dark
And you can no longer see
Let my love throw a spark
Have a little faith in me
And when the tears you cry
Are all you can believe
Just give these loving arms a try baby and
Have a little faith, faith in me
When your secret heart
Cannot speak so easily
Come here baby, from a whisper start
To have a little faith in me
And when your back's against the wall
Just turn around and you, you will see
I will catch your, I will catch your fall just
Have a little faith, faith in me
I've been loving you for such a long, long time
Expecting nothing in return
Just for you to have a little faith in me
You see time, time is our friend
Cos the rest is the end
All you gotta do is have a little faith
I will hold you up, I will hold you up and
Your love gives me strength enough to
Have a little faith in me
Oh faith, darlin'
Have a little faith in me
Oh, faith
*yawn*
its 4.22 in the morning... i have not sleep yet.. but i think ill surrender myself... i cannot think anymore... i feel like a numb person without any single feelings in me... i really need a holiday... a long one if thats possible... but here in MMU the longest holidays are only 3 weeks long... it is not enough for me... i need my beauty sleep... i really look like a panda now... with black eye bags...
submission for all assignments are all next week... *uwaaaaaaaaaa*
than its finals for me...
but now every night im having dance practice for my performance on thursday... first time im ever performing a traditional dance...
i wanna go out... i wanna shop... i wanna watch movie... i wanna sleep all day long... i wanna be a bum and lie in bed the whole day...
hehehe...
okok i shall stop complaining and wishing...
just get the work done and i can have all that... but its impossible now!!!!!
i miss my B sooo much... i havent been talking to him lately... just a short call to ask him how is he... and thats it...
okok... better get back to my work... uwaaaaaaaaaaa....
WORK WORK WORK WORK.....
the end....
submission for all assignments are all next week... *uwaaaaaaaaaa*
than its finals for me...
but now every night im having dance practice for my performance on thursday... first time im ever performing a traditional dance...
i wanna go out... i wanna shop... i wanna watch movie... i wanna sleep all day long... i wanna be a bum and lie in bed the whole day...
hehehe...
okok i shall stop complaining and wishing...
just get the work done and i can have all that... but its impossible now!!!!!
i miss my B sooo much... i havent been talking to him lately... just a short call to ask him how is he... and thats it...
okok... better get back to my work... uwaaaaaaaaaaa....
WORK WORK WORK WORK.....
the end....
Tuesday, September 19, 2006
zzZZZZzzzzzZZZzz ?
I dont have time for that.... *sigh*
*yawn*
finish consulting with idea... next move on to my final work... argh... submission next week... die...!!!!!!!!!
i already jumpa my advisor.. so thats settled.. she wants me to work on my grades!!! *sigh*
later got class at 2pm... im gonna sleep... than later at 4pm got another consultation... that die again.. i havent come out with anything.. i might just not go...
I WAN SLEEEEEEEPPPPP...
I need SLEEEEEEPpPPP...
I have panda eyes now... *sigh*
*yawn*
finish consulting with idea... next move on to my final work... argh... submission next week... die...!!!!!!!!!
i already jumpa my advisor.. so thats settled.. she wants me to work on my grades!!! *sigh*
later got class at 2pm... im gonna sleep... than later at 4pm got another consultation... that die again.. i havent come out with anything.. i might just not go...
I WAN SLEEEEEEEPPPPP...
I need SLEEEEEEPpPPP...
I have panda eyes now... *sigh*
national dance performance...
come come... come and watch some girls shake!! hahaha....
its this thursday... at 8pm.... come yah~
Monday, September 18, 2006
<3
"I wanted someone like you
Someone that I could hold onto
And give my love
Until the end of time..."
Someone that I could hold onto
And give my love
Until the end of time..."
my destiny...
think bout this... issit true?? why dont you tell me...
"Baby, you're my destiny
You and I were meant to be
With all my heart and soul
I give my love to have and hold
And as far as I can see
You were always meant to be
My destiny...."
"Baby, you're my destiny
You and I were meant to be
With all my heart and soul
I give my love to have and hold
And as far as I can see
You were always meant to be
My destiny...."
Sunday, September 17, 2006
blueks...
morning...
yeay...
mum is coming...
hurray...
i miss my mommy...
im hungry...
im officially broke...
bought art stuff yesterday...
uwaaaaaaaaaaa...
yeay...
mum is coming...
hurray...
i miss my mommy...
im hungry...
im officially broke...
bought art stuff yesterday...
uwaaaaaaaaaaa...
Saturday, September 16, 2006
<3
Pernahkah kau menguntai hari paling indah
Ku ukir nama kita berdua di sini surga kita
i wanna watch the movie!!!! heart..<3
Ku ukir nama kita berdua di sini surga kita
i wanna watch the movie!!!! heart..<3
Thursday, September 14, 2006
not in the mood~
good morning~
im currently not in the mood to think, to do anything, and also to talk to anyone... im sorry peeps if today im extra quiet.. *sigh*
well mum send me an email... its kinda cheered me a lil like 5% of my mood... thanks mummy.. i love you...
p/s:THIS IS ONE OF THE NICEST AND MOST BEAUTIFUL USES OF THE ALPHABET THAT I HAVE EVER SEEN. I HOPE YOU ENJOY IT AS MUCH AS I DID. HAVE A GOOD DAY!
Although things are not perfect...
Because of trials and pain...
Continue in thanksgiving...
Do not begin to blame...
Even when the times are hard...
Fierce winds are bound to blow...
God is forever able...
Hold on to what you know...
Imagine life without His love...
Joy would cease to be...
Keep thanking Him for all the things...
Love imparts to thee...
Move out of "camp complaining"...
No weapon that is known...
On earth can yield the power...
Praise can do alone...
Quit looking at the future...
Redeem the time at hand...
Start everyday with worship...
To "thank" is a command...
Until we see Him coming...
Victorious in the sky...
We'll run the race with gratitude...
Xalting God most high...
Yes, there'll be good times & yes some will be bad, but...
Zion waits in glory...where no one is ever sad!
The shortest distance between a problem and a solution is the distance between your knees and the floor.
The one who kneels to the Lord can stand up to anything.
Love and peace be with you forever, Amen.
p/s: GOD LOVES YOU...PASS THE WORD ON TO MORE FRIENDS...
im currently not in the mood to think, to do anything, and also to talk to anyone... im sorry peeps if today im extra quiet.. *sigh*
well mum send me an email... its kinda cheered me a lil like 5% of my mood... thanks mummy.. i love you...
p/s:THIS IS ONE OF THE NICEST AND MOST BEAUTIFUL USES OF THE ALPHABET THAT I HAVE EVER SEEN. I HOPE YOU ENJOY IT AS MUCH AS I DID. HAVE A GOOD DAY!
Although things are not perfect...
Because of trials and pain...
Continue in thanksgiving...
Do not begin to blame...
Even when the times are hard...
Fierce winds are bound to blow...
God is forever able...
Hold on to what you know...
Imagine life without His love...
Joy would cease to be...
Keep thanking Him for all the things...
Love imparts to thee...
Move out of "camp complaining"...
No weapon that is known...
On earth can yield the power...
Praise can do alone...
Quit looking at the future...
Redeem the time at hand...
Start everyday with worship...
To "thank" is a command...
Until we see Him coming...
Victorious in the sky...
We'll run the race with gratitude...
Xalting God most high...
Yes, there'll be good times & yes some will be bad, but...
Zion waits in glory...where no one is ever sad!
The shortest distance between a problem and a solution is the distance between your knees and the floor.
The one who kneels to the Lord can stand up to anything.
Love and peace be with you forever, Amen.
p/s: GOD LOVES YOU...PASS THE WORD ON TO MORE FRIENDS...
Wednesday, September 13, 2006
growling...
im hungry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i need to eat....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but i dun wan too...
ehehe...
things i hv to get it done...
1. mi work....!!
2. oa work....!!
3. copywriting work....!!
4. mpd work...!!
5. practice for national dance...!!
damn it...
got soooo many to do...
all the lecturers wants to see progress in work next week.... uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa....
tired and sleepy....
headache and stomach making sooo much of noise....
ok la...
bwekkks....
just waiting for the time to fly to 5pm so i can go back to my room......
i miss my B...*sigh* havent been talking to him lately... been really busy will stuff!! sorry B... hope youll forgive me... love ya...
i need to eat....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but i dun wan too...
ehehe...
things i hv to get it done...
1. mi work....!!
2. oa work....!!
3. copywriting work....!!
4. mpd work...!!
5. practice for national dance...!!
damn it...
got soooo many to do...
all the lecturers wants to see progress in work next week.... uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa....
tired and sleepy....
headache and stomach making sooo much of noise....
ok la...
bwekkks....
just waiting for the time to fly to 5pm so i can go back to my room......
i miss my B...*sigh* havent been talking to him lately... been really busy will stuff!! sorry B... hope youll forgive me... love ya...
Tuesday, September 12, 2006
i love you...
Have I told you lately that I love you
Have I told you there's no one else above you
Fill my heart with gladness
take away all my sadness
ease my troubles that's what you do
For the morning sun in all it's glory
greets the day with hope and comfort too
You fill my life with laughter
and somehow you make it better
ease my troubles that's what you do
There's a love that's divine
and it's yours and it's mine like the sun
And at the end of the day
we should give thanks and pray
to the one, to the one
There's a love that's divine
and it's yours and it's mine like the sun
And at the end of the day
we should give thanks and pray
to the one, to the one
Have I told you there's no one else above you
Fill my heart with gladness
take away all my sadness
ease my troubles that's what you do
For the morning sun in all it's glory
greets the day with hope and comfort too
You fill my life with laughter
and somehow you make it better
ease my troubles that's what you do
There's a love that's divine
and it's yours and it's mine like the sun
And at the end of the day
we should give thanks and pray
to the one, to the one
There's a love that's divine
and it's yours and it's mine like the sun
And at the end of the day
we should give thanks and pray
to the one, to the one
Thursday, September 07, 2006
back~
mi web assignment has already been submited... say bye bye to it... havent had enough of sleep this pass few days... havent got the chance to rest new assignments came in now... damn it... i think i need a holiday... i hv panda eyes already.. anyway tomorrow my moral group is going to PAWS... we have to do a charity thingy for our assignment...
well as all of you can see that someone has been posting msges on my shout out coloumn... i shall not say anything anymore before things goes worst... it is already bad enough... to who ever is doing this... dont you ever think of what people feel?? what do you get from all this?? popularity?? attention?? what do you want?? thank you for saying all those words... ill keep that in mind... no point of arguing or posting up things like that... you just want to give me a bad name... that is what you all do only... nothing better to do...
the end~
well as all of you can see that someone has been posting msges on my shout out coloumn... i shall not say anything anymore before things goes worst... it is already bad enough... to who ever is doing this... dont you ever think of what people feel?? what do you get from all this?? popularity?? attention?? what do you want?? thank you for saying all those words... ill keep that in mind... no point of arguing or posting up things like that... you just want to give me a bad name... that is what you all do only... nothing better to do...
the end~
Monday, September 04, 2006
stressss!!!!
its like freaking 4.18am... and im still starring at my monitor screen doing my FLASH assignment... its a fully website thingy... now flash software is giving me problem... uwaaaaa..... crit session is on wednesday!!!! die!!!! die!!!! die!!!!
*yawn*
im sleeepy...
*yawn*
im sleeepy...
Sunday, September 03, 2006
Friday, September 01, 2006
This I Swear~
by Nick Lachey
You're there by my side
Everywhere
I know that you will not forsake me
I give you my life
Would not think twice
Your love is all I need, believe me
I may not say it quite as much as I should
But when I say I love you darlin' that means for good
So open up your heart and let me in
And I will love you, till forever
Until death do us part we'll be together
So take my hand, and hold on tight
And we'll get there
And this I swear
I'm wonderin' how
I ever got by
Without you in my life to guide me
Wherever I go
The one thing that's true
Is everything I do I do for you
I may not say it half as much as I should
When I say I love you darlin' that means for good
So open up your heart and let me in
And I will love you, till forever
Until death do us part we'll be together
So take my hand, and hold on tight
And we'll get there
This I swear
So whenever you get free
Just reach out for me
I'll never let you down, my love
And I will love you, until forever
Until death do us part we'll be together
So take my hand, and hold on tight
We'll get there
And I will love you, until forever
Until death do us part we'll be together
So take my hand, and hold on tight
And we'll get there, ooh we'll get there
This I swear
You're there by my side
Everywhere
I know that you will not forsake me
I give you my life
Would not think twice
Your love is all I need, believe me
I may not say it quite as much as I should
But when I say I love you darlin' that means for good
So open up your heart and let me in
And I will love you, till forever
Until death do us part we'll be together
So take my hand, and hold on tight
And we'll get there
And this I swear
I'm wonderin' how
I ever got by
Without you in my life to guide me
Wherever I go
The one thing that's true
Is everything I do I do for you
I may not say it half as much as I should
When I say I love you darlin' that means for good
So open up your heart and let me in
And I will love you, till forever
Until death do us part we'll be together
So take my hand, and hold on tight
And we'll get there
This I swear
So whenever you get free
Just reach out for me
I'll never let you down, my love
And I will love you, until forever
Until death do us part we'll be together
So take my hand, and hold on tight
We'll get there
And I will love you, until forever
Until death do us part we'll be together
So take my hand, and hold on tight
And we'll get there, ooh we'll get there
This I swear
Friday, August 25, 2006
tired~
back for the weekend...hmmm...just got back from kl... someone belanja me dinner... hehehe... i ate banana choc... yummy~ thank you soo much... was raining like cats and dogs... i got wet... and was really cold...
sooo much to do in sooo little time... im really worn out... i mean my energy are gone entirely... i think my anemic is taking effect now on me... i get really really really tired in just a split second... hmmmm....
its our 8th month anniversary today... and my B is having exam right now at this moment... wish him all the best and good luck... im sure he can do it... GO B... i support u from the back... hehehe...
im currently waiting for nellie girl and kris to come ere... cant on the astro... coz its still raining like cats and dogs soooo i decided to blog instead while waiting for the washing machine to finish spinning dry the cloths...
mum is back in kuching... sigh... wish I could follow... I'm starting to miss my homeland already... i MISS my late grandma and my late daddy~ i MISS them dearly...
LOVE them both very much... Hope they are happy in heaven and resting in peace beside our heavenly FATHER~ <3
okay i shall stop now...
washing machine has stop...=) its calling me now!! hehehe...
sooo much to do in sooo little time... im really worn out... i mean my energy are gone entirely... i think my anemic is taking effect now on me... i get really really really tired in just a split second... hmmmm....
its our 8th month anniversary today... and my B is having exam right now at this moment... wish him all the best and good luck... im sure he can do it... GO B... i support u from the back... hehehe...
im currently waiting for nellie girl and kris to come ere... cant on the astro... coz its still raining like cats and dogs soooo i decided to blog instead while waiting for the washing machine to finish spinning dry the cloths...
mum is back in kuching... sigh... wish I could follow... I'm starting to miss my homeland already... i MISS my late grandma and my late daddy~ i MISS them dearly...
LOVE them both very much... Hope they are happy in heaven and resting in peace beside our heavenly FATHER~ <3
okay i shall stop now...
washing machine has stop...=) its calling me now!! hehehe...
Tuesday, August 22, 2006
welcome back deena~
Exhausted~
Just got back from MI field trip. We went to Sungai Congkak. Its was a 3 day 2 night camping trip.
1st day~
arrived there about 2 something in the afternoon.
as soon as we reach there we were allowed to walk around the area.
got into groups, and also our tent.
This is my first time staying in a tent~
CAn you imagine... Sleeping on the ground with out a matteress but only a sleeping bag~ uwaaaaa... i had backache, shoulder ache and also neck ache... 3 in 1..=(
First activity was Obstacle Course. Its a simpler version of people going for NS(NAtional Service). Where we had to run and climb things. My fave top got torn while doing this course. After that we were allowed to do our own thing till dinner was serve. Food was ok at first. Than later at night at about 11pm, we went for night jungle trekking. IN THE DARK!!! It was really freaky and I am afraid of the dark!!! We had to climb up and down the hill and all. Tired though~ I was sweating like a mad cow.
2nd day
Woke up...Had breakfast... Breakfast was tasteless~ *yuck*
ANd was time for our next activity which was Jungle trekking again!!!! but this time we will do it in the day~ hehehe... we learn about leaves in the jungle... and also how to built shelter... and also cook in bamboo... cooked egg and maggie... we ate our maggie with bread... can anyone imagine how it will taste like??? yucky?? or yummy??? actually its yummy though... hahaha.... the river water was cold...nice to take a dip though...
hehehe... after having lunch... we had river trekking... this was fun though...
hehehe... the current was strong though...so i had to be careful... we bath in the river... hehehe...the water was very cold!!! soo nice to bath in there... didnt want to come up though...
hahaha...
at night we had performance nite...
3rd day
We were allowed to do what we want to do... I went and took more pictures of the place... My assignment now is to promote the place by doing a flash website... well...that was it though... nothing much... left sungai congkak at bout 2.45pm... den came back home... and not back in cyber...
sigh~
still feeling exhausted though...
okay la..i better get some rest...
got the whole day tomolo~
bbye~
Just got back from MI field trip. We went to Sungai Congkak. Its was a 3 day 2 night camping trip.
1st day~
arrived there about 2 something in the afternoon.
as soon as we reach there we were allowed to walk around the area.
got into groups, and also our tent.
This is my first time staying in a tent~
CAn you imagine... Sleeping on the ground with out a matteress but only a sleeping bag~ uwaaaaa... i had backache, shoulder ache and also neck ache... 3 in 1..=(
First activity was Obstacle Course. Its a simpler version of people going for NS(NAtional Service). Where we had to run and climb things. My fave top got torn while doing this course. After that we were allowed to do our own thing till dinner was serve. Food was ok at first. Than later at night at about 11pm, we went for night jungle trekking. IN THE DARK!!! It was really freaky and I am afraid of the dark!!! We had to climb up and down the hill and all. Tired though~ I was sweating like a mad cow.
2nd day
Woke up...Had breakfast... Breakfast was tasteless~ *yuck*
ANd was time for our next activity which was Jungle trekking again!!!! but this time we will do it in the day~ hehehe... we learn about leaves in the jungle... and also how to built shelter... and also cook in bamboo... cooked egg and maggie... we ate our maggie with bread... can anyone imagine how it will taste like??? yucky?? or yummy??? actually its yummy though... hahaha.... the river water was cold...nice to take a dip though...
hehehe... after having lunch... we had river trekking... this was fun though...
hehehe... the current was strong though...so i had to be careful... we bath in the river... hehehe...the water was very cold!!! soo nice to bath in there... didnt want to come up though...
hahaha...
at night we had performance nite...
3rd day
We were allowed to do what we want to do... I went and took more pictures of the place... My assignment now is to promote the place by doing a flash website... well...that was it though... nothing much... left sungai congkak at bout 2.45pm... den came back home... and not back in cyber...
sigh~
still feeling exhausted though...
okay la..i better get some rest...
got the whole day tomolo~
bbye~
Tuesday, August 15, 2006
back to square one~
say bye bye to the holidays and say hello to all the assignments....
uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...
my money like running away only...
printing and buying all the stuff....=((
im broke for the month~
cannot go shopping...somemore on sale...
i wannna cry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
im bored of my closet edi!!!!
how now???
uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...
my money like running away only...
printing and buying all the stuff....=((
im broke for the month~
cannot go shopping...somemore on sale...
i wannna cry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
im bored of my closet edi!!!!
how now???
Friday, August 11, 2006
tired~
TIRED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hopefully everything will be over and done with...hopefully everyone would forgive each other... God answered my prayers...i'm quite happy with the results... thank God it was negative... i hope that there will be no more problem between each other anymore... i think mum is also fed up with everything.. i'm praying so hard that mum will be strong enough and also would forgive him~
Thank you Jesus.
Went out with mum and got back around 3am. Started doing my work by finalizing my designs until 5am. I woke up with a terrible headache.. I ha dto force myself up. Went printing and it took 2 hours to finish. WAhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh... if natalie wasnt there i think i would die though. She actually helped me coz my brains werent working since i got up.. sad hor.. until now.. im at nat's place now.. enjoying my last bits of my sooooo call holiday.
okay la..
i think i shall stop crapping here... i wanna go take my shower now...its hot!!!! HOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT~
hehehe...
ok...nite nite..
mwahhhhhhhhhhhhhh~
lastly.....
I LOVE MY B!!!!!!!*mwah*
hopefully everything will be over and done with...hopefully everyone would forgive each other... God answered my prayers...i'm quite happy with the results... thank God it was negative... i hope that there will be no more problem between each other anymore... i think mum is also fed up with everything.. i'm praying so hard that mum will be strong enough and also would forgive him~
Thank you Jesus.
Went out with mum and got back around 3am. Started doing my work by finalizing my designs until 5am. I woke up with a terrible headache.. I ha dto force myself up. Went printing and it took 2 hours to finish. WAhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh... if natalie wasnt there i think i would die though. She actually helped me coz my brains werent working since i got up.. sad hor.. until now.. im at nat's place now.. enjoying my last bits of my sooooo call holiday.
okay la..
i think i shall stop crapping here... i wanna go take my shower now...its hot!!!! HOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT~
hehehe...
ok...nite nite..
mwahhhhhhhhhhhhhh~
lastly.....
I LOVE MY B!!!!!!!*mwah*
Thursday, August 10, 2006
work?
just waiting for approval on my work and get it printed as soon as possible...
next is doing the modelling on 3dMax.. this is a 3d software where we got to make it look real..
a lot of work rite...sigh~
next is doing the modelling on 3dMax.. this is a 3d software where we got to make it look real..
a lot of work rite...sigh~
Wednesday, August 09, 2006
bored~
Tonite I have to attend launching dinner for COnvofest~
Now i'm in campus all alone..
I'm bored~
What should I do??
I can die of boredom here...
uwaaaaa~
Now i'm in campus all alone..
I'm bored~
What should I do??
I can die of boredom here...
uwaaaaa~
had enough!
Cant it just go!!!!
I'm getting really pist off now!!!
Can't she stop doing this to us???
Why must it happen to us now!!!!!
wtf~!!!
GO AWAY BITCH!!!
I'm getting really pist off now!!!
Can't she stop doing this to us???
Why must it happen to us now!!!!!
wtf~!!!
GO AWAY BITCH!!!
Monday, August 07, 2006
messed up!!!!!
Dear diary,
When everything is going so well, something is sure to pop out to destroy the happiness of my loved one. I wonder why everything can’t go smoothly. I know why we can’t have what we want every time but this is totally different. Everyday all I hear is screams and shouting and words I’m not suppose to hear. It hurts me when all this happen. The tears running down from the eyes are all I could see.
Bags are packed and everything is gone. All I could hear is cries of anger and sadness in her. Now I’m being frustrated that my phone rings not for me but for her. People looking for her up and down through me and all she could do are ignoring the phone call on my mobile phone. What am I suppose to say to all of them? Should I lie? Why bother teaching me to be a good person if you want me to lie to others? Why do I have to be the middle person? WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!
I hate to be in this place now. My door that connects to the outside is locked. I’m shutting myself from everyone like how she does it to other people. It’s like prison here. I feel like going out somewhere to ease my mind but where?????????? There is no where I can go now and also with who I don’t know. I wish that I could just fly out of the window now. Fly to where I want to be now. *sigh*
Do you think I need to be patient? Don’t tell me to be patient. I had enough of this actually. I’m always being the middle person. Go away now! I just need to be alone. I don’t want to be involved with everything that is going on now!
BYE~
When everything is going so well, something is sure to pop out to destroy the happiness of my loved one. I wonder why everything can’t go smoothly. I know why we can’t have what we want every time but this is totally different. Everyday all I hear is screams and shouting and words I’m not suppose to hear. It hurts me when all this happen. The tears running down from the eyes are all I could see.
Bags are packed and everything is gone. All I could hear is cries of anger and sadness in her. Now I’m being frustrated that my phone rings not for me but for her. People looking for her up and down through me and all she could do are ignoring the phone call on my mobile phone. What am I suppose to say to all of them? Should I lie? Why bother teaching me to be a good person if you want me to lie to others? Why do I have to be the middle person? WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!
I hate to be in this place now. My door that connects to the outside is locked. I’m shutting myself from everyone like how she does it to other people. It’s like prison here. I feel like going out somewhere to ease my mind but where?????????? There is no where I can go now and also with who I don’t know. I wish that I could just fly out of the window now. Fly to where I want to be now. *sigh*
Do you think I need to be patient? Don’t tell me to be patient. I had enough of this actually. I’m always being the middle person. Go away now! I just need to be alone. I don’t want to be involved with everything that is going on now!
BYE~
Saturday, August 05, 2006
adeh~
pain pain pain pain pain....
uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...
period cramps...
now i know why was i always moody...
:D
uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...
period cramps...
now i know why was i always moody...
:D
Thursday, August 03, 2006
PMS~
I'm having my PMS!!!!!!!!!! I'm moody!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
FUCK laaaaaaaaaaaa..
p/s: I just saw two crows fucking each other while walking back from class back to my hostel block.......... First time actually see-ing birds having sex...wakakaka...=)
FUCK laaaaaaaaaaaa..
p/s: I just saw two crows fucking each other while walking back from class back to my hostel block.......... First time actually see-ing birds having sex...wakakaka...=)
Wednesday, August 02, 2006
speechless...
What shall I say about this word.. To me i'm currently speechless with words!
It's been quite sometime since I last blog a real thing... All I could say was few words and later bye... Such a boring life though...
I don't know what is up with me this few days... Is the evil or the angel spirit over me? I myself wonder... I can be really mean at times and good like wise... Am I good or bad? Hmmm.... I havent been myself this pass few weeks... I dont know what is bothering me... I wish I knew what is going on with me? Am I about to transform into an animal?? *sigh* Why do I have to feel like this...? Can anyone tell me why??? ahaha.... I doubt anyone can tell me...
Thats is one thing... The other is :
They are times when I actually felt like i'm loosing my friends. Sad hor?? Sometimes I feel left out among them... I don't know what they are talking about... You know the OUTCAST~ Thats what normally people call them... I always feel like i'm the last to know about things... I dont mind not being the attention of others cause I DONT WANT TOOOO.... but I don't like to be left out... like the last resort...
assignments??? current ones...
1. I have to come up with a new design for my packaging of a product... Got to consult again tomorrow for better ideas...
2. I have to create a flash banner about promoting cars...
3. Now my journal entries... Are not been completed cause my file is always not with me... Planning to do it during the holidays...
others:
1. Design t-shirt for swim club... Love doing this though...
2. National dance tags and posters...
3. SLeep~
hahaha... The tired one is the most important though..
hahaaha.... I'm such a pig though...*oink oink*
Yesterday I had butterflies in my stomach... Went for interview... Well no need to know for what though... Will let u know later la...
And lastly...Its already week 7... Next week is mid-term break...YAY *hurray*
Cant wait...
I already though that today is Thursday~ That bad right? hehehe... okay la...
I shall stop feeling sooooooo misery~
Laterz~
It's been quite sometime since I last blog a real thing... All I could say was few words and later bye... Such a boring life though...
I don't know what is up with me this few days... Is the evil or the angel spirit over me? I myself wonder... I can be really mean at times and good like wise... Am I good or bad? Hmmm.... I havent been myself this pass few weeks... I dont know what is bothering me... I wish I knew what is going on with me? Am I about to transform into an animal?? *sigh* Why do I have to feel like this...? Can anyone tell me why??? ahaha.... I doubt anyone can tell me...
Thats is one thing... The other is :
They are times when I actually felt like i'm loosing my friends. Sad hor?? Sometimes I feel left out among them... I don't know what they are talking about... You know the OUTCAST~ Thats what normally people call them... I always feel like i'm the last to know about things... I dont mind not being the attention of others cause I DONT WANT TOOOO.... but I don't like to be left out... like the last resort...
assignments??? current ones...
1. I have to come up with a new design for my packaging of a product... Got to consult again tomorrow for better ideas...
2. I have to create a flash banner about promoting cars...
3. Now my journal entries... Are not been completed cause my file is always not with me... Planning to do it during the holidays...
others:
1. Design t-shirt for swim club... Love doing this though...
2. National dance tags and posters...
3. SLeep~
hahaha... The tired one is the most important though..
hahaaha.... I'm such a pig though...*oink oink*
Yesterday I had butterflies in my stomach... Went for interview... Well no need to know for what though... Will let u know later la...
And lastly...Its already week 7... Next week is mid-term break...YAY *hurray*
Cant wait...
I already though that today is Thursday~ That bad right? hehehe... okay la...
I shall stop feeling sooooooo misery~
Laterz~
Sunday, July 30, 2006
blood drive donation..
hey...
Once again I can't donate blood... My hemoglobin level is still low... *sigh* soooo sad... My fourth attempt to donate... I think I won't be ale to donate blood forever... *sigh*
Anyway...one week more and were on midterm break...
Nothing much has been happening that I should write in here though...
Assignments and more assignments...
This upcoming week are most likely going to be consultation week with the lecturers... hehehhee...
Currently down with a headache.. I think i'm coming down with a fever...
Later la....
tired~
Once again I can't donate blood... My hemoglobin level is still low... *sigh* soooo sad... My fourth attempt to donate... I think I won't be ale to donate blood forever... *sigh*
Anyway...one week more and were on midterm break...
Nothing much has been happening that I should write in here though...
Assignments and more assignments...
This upcoming week are most likely going to be consultation week with the lecturers... hehehhee...
Currently down with a headache.. I think i'm coming down with a fever...
Later la....
tired~
Tuesday, July 25, 2006
7th Month Anniversary~
It's been quite sometime since I last blog... SORRY~ Been really busy and the connection in campus is really slow...
WELL..... Today is our anniversary~ WEEEEE~
Dear B,
See how time flies soooo fast... It's our anniversary...
Happy Anniversary B...
Thank you for everything...
My life could not be this happy without you...
'I LOVE YOU'
Thank you for being very understanding towards me...
*mwah*
*hugs*
Love always,
your baby...
Thursday, July 13, 2006
blueks~
CMC ice breaking was a bomb~ I love this picture... Azie shaaaayang and mE... =)
sorry havent been updating my blog due to numbers of meeting in a week and assignments...
sorry~ laterz... im off to bed now and class is at 9.30 am...
*sigh*
* yawn*
Friday, July 07, 2006
Tagged Qs~
Tagged by littlewhitemushroom *DAMN*
RULES: do the following without complains. Choose 5 people to do this after you have completed yours. Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she has been tagged. Start you post by, "I have been tagged" then do this.
YOUR TEN FAVOURITES:
colors: baby blue, purple, pink, black and of course white.
food: unpredictable.
song(s): changes regularly. =D
movies: as long its not horror!!!
sports: swimming, running, jumping around*does this count as sports?hehehe...*
season: Love winter and also summer.....*love the beach*
flavours: vanilla, chocolate chip, cookies and cream and strawberry...yum yum...know i feel like eating ice cream...
countries: Aussie, Hong Kong, Bangkok, London~
things: my baby pillow...cannot sleep in peace without it...=)
YOUR NINE CURRENTS:
current mood: Now= happy...but lately feeling sad~
current clothes: my very 1st green t-shirt... my fave jeans...and ofcourse bra and panties....T_T
current desktop: picture of my B and me.... edited by me
current toe nails: im too lazy to paint my nails now...
current time: 6.19pm
current annoyance: none~
current thoughts: Assignments. Assignments. Going out. Shopping.
current songs: Soundtracks from Musical High school and Tokyo Drift.
current chatter: none~
YOUR 8 FIRSTS:
Girlfriend: Amalina, Joyoki and Adilah
crush: a boy from Hartamas when i was in form 1.
movie: I can't remember.
piercing: When i was 7 years old.
lie: When i was 7 i think...=D
music: Nursery Rhymes. ABC.....
toy: Lego and Barbie.
cry: 23rd October 1986.
YOUR 6 LASTS:
last drink: Teh O Ais
last car ride: Mirul's chomel car.
last crush: Nicholas Ong Soon Keat...
last movie seen: When a Stranger Call....*my room-mate watch i also watch loooo....*
last phone call: my B...
last cd played: i dunno...
5 THINGS YOU ARE WEARING:
answered already...
4 THINGS YOU HAVE DONE TODAY:
i. Went for class.
ii. Continue sleeping.
iii. Went for lunch.
iv. Now chilling at mirul's house.
3 THINGS YOU HEAR RIGHT NOW:
i. COnversation among all of them....
ii. the pc fan....
iii. incoming msges from ym...*yahoo messenger*
THINGS YOU CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT:
i. My mobile phone.
ii. Musics, Movies, PCs, Bed.
1 THING I DO WHEN I'M BORED:
Sleep, SmS my B, Chill with my friends...
WHO I WANT TO DO THIS:
Sophia, Stacy, Walter, Adilah, Dayana, Afzan, Umair....*hehehe...im being evil....miahahhaa...*
RULES: do the following without complains. Choose 5 people to do this after you have completed yours. Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she has been tagged. Start you post by, "I have been tagged" then do this.
YOUR TEN FAVOURITES:
colors: baby blue, purple, pink, black and of course white.
food: unpredictable.
song(s): changes regularly. =D
movies: as long its not horror!!!
sports: swimming, running, jumping around*does this count as sports?hehehe...*
season: Love winter and also summer.....*love the beach*
flavours: vanilla, chocolate chip, cookies and cream and strawberry...yum yum...know i feel like eating ice cream...
countries: Aussie, Hong Kong, Bangkok, London~
things: my baby pillow...cannot sleep in peace without it...=)
YOUR NINE CURRENTS:
current mood: Now= happy...but lately feeling sad~
current clothes: my very 1st green t-shirt... my fave jeans...and ofcourse bra and panties....T_T
current desktop: picture of my B and me.... edited by me
current toe nails: im too lazy to paint my nails now...
current time: 6.19pm
current annoyance: none~
current thoughts: Assignments. Assignments. Going out. Shopping.
current songs: Soundtracks from Musical High school and Tokyo Drift.
current chatter: none~
YOUR 8 FIRSTS:
Girlfriend: Amalina, Joyoki and Adilah
crush: a boy from Hartamas when i was in form 1.
movie: I can't remember.
piercing: When i was 7 years old.
lie: When i was 7 i think...=D
music: Nursery Rhymes. ABC.....
toy: Lego and Barbie.
cry: 23rd October 1986.
YOUR 6 LASTS:
last drink: Teh O Ais
last car ride: Mirul's chomel car.
last crush: Nicholas Ong Soon Keat...
last movie seen: When a Stranger Call....*my room-mate watch i also watch loooo....*
last phone call: my B...
last cd played: i dunno...
5 THINGS YOU ARE WEARING:
answered already...
4 THINGS YOU HAVE DONE TODAY:
i. Went for class.
ii. Continue sleeping.
iii. Went for lunch.
iv. Now chilling at mirul's house.
3 THINGS YOU HEAR RIGHT NOW:
i. COnversation among all of them....
ii. the pc fan....
iii. incoming msges from ym...*yahoo messenger*
THINGS YOU CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT:
i. My mobile phone.
ii. Musics, Movies, PCs, Bed.
1 THING I DO WHEN I'M BORED:
Sleep, SmS my B, Chill with my friends...
WHO I WANT TO DO THIS:
Sophia, Stacy, Walter, Adilah, Dayana, Afzan, Umair....*hehehe...im being evil....miahahhaa...*
Saturday, July 01, 2006
sad or happy?
I don't know what I am feeling right now....
Sad or Happy??
Which one....?
Basically i'm half sad...
WHY?
1. aunty linda(my second mum) just came out from surgery.... aunty linda is diagnose with cancer...*sigh* please to pray for her... hope she will get well soon... seeing her lying on the bed could not be able to move, my eyes became watery... its painful to see her have to go through it but it's life... no one can stop it... my late father was diagnose with liver cancer too... unfortunately my late father could not be operated so he went for one kimo therapy... he made through it but later the side effects affected his body imune system...
2. I DUNNO what else is bothering me!!
3. I'm having my period cramps...
4. Sophia is going back soon!!=( *uwaaaaaaaaaaaa*
5. NoT enough money to go shopping...
6. feeling left out among my friends...*sigh*
Happy??
1. Cause I get to spend time with my B!!!=)
2. I'm back home for the weekends...
I'm TIRED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I can actually hear my bed calling me...
Sad or Happy??
Which one....?
Basically i'm half sad...
WHY?
1. aunty linda(my second mum) just came out from surgery.... aunty linda is diagnose with cancer...*sigh* please to pray for her... hope she will get well soon... seeing her lying on the bed could not be able to move, my eyes became watery... its painful to see her have to go through it but it's life... no one can stop it... my late father was diagnose with liver cancer too... unfortunately my late father could not be operated so he went for one kimo therapy... he made through it but later the side effects affected his body imune system...
2. I DUNNO what else is bothering me!!
3. I'm having my period cramps...
4. Sophia is going back soon!!=( *uwaaaaaaaaaaaa*
5. NoT enough money to go shopping...
6. feeling left out among my friends...*sigh*
Happy??
1. Cause I get to spend time with my B!!!=)
2. I'm back home for the weekends...
I'm TIRED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I can actually hear my bed calling me...
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