and this was my trip to malacca... basically half of malacca trip... this was the last day in malacca... i mean the last night though... more to come as the net is freaking slow in uploading pictures... and im damn sleepy and want to sleep... and the weekends are over...

and there was another one.. hehehe.. love you...

after one whole day bugging the boyfriend to get tickets for the premier... *im a meanie* i finally got it... hehehe.. got to watch it before it even came out... hehehe..

melaka pictures will be uploaded soon as the weekend is here... yay!

today at work... the boyfriend was online... and he drew me this...

how sweet... hehehe.. he took damn long though to draw the flower.. hehehe.. he wanted to draw a rose but couldn't much figure how... and now we are currently playing guessing each others liking... hahaha.. im bored and sleepy... he is trying to keep me entertained... :)

The weekends are over...
So saddd...
I wish it was longer...
Malacca was awesome...
*Pictures will be uploaded later...*

I've been tagged by Astrid!!!*bluek*

Eight random facts / habits about yourself...

The Rules :
1. Each blogger must post this rules first.
2. Each blogger starts with eight random facts / habits about themselves.
3. Blogger that are tagged need to write on their own blog about their eight things and post these rules. At the end of the blog, you need to choose eight people to get tagged and list their names.
4. Don't forget to leave them a comment telling them they've been tagged and to read their blog.

-stupid rules and stupid tag, but oh well... hehe-

***I love shopping for heels and cloths!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
***I'm lazy and could just stay in bed the whole day...
***I love eating and munching all day long...
***I love my mummy and my best friends and my friends...
***I love swimming but I'm too lazy at times...
***I love to tanned myself but instead I'll turn into a lobster...
***I'm a potato couch when it comes to TV, movie and series...
***I'm a bubbly and cheerful person and sometimes.......MOODY! ehehehehe...

So here's to....
Allen
Anis
Azie
Hasanah
Lizzie
Nadia Ismail
Sophia
Stacy

have fun~

A young man (McAvoy) finds out his long lost father is an assassin. And when his father is murdered, the son is recruited into his father's old organization and trained by a man named Sloan (Freeman) to follow in his dad's footsteps.

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Mum and I went for the premier Wanted last night.
She was my date. :)
I would say it was ok. It's all about killing the whole time. In the end, everyone got killed. Hahaha... A very nice way of telling the story though. :P

p/s : Hoping for a better day today!

Festival of San Pedro, Portuguese Settlement,
Malacca (June 24 - 26)

A delightful cultural event to celebrate the birthday of the patron saint of fishermen, San Pedro. The fishing boats, which are colorfully decorated for the festival, are blessed and prayers offered for a better season.

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Cant wait for the weekend. I'll be spending my weekend in Malacca.
Thanks to Wynton.

The boyfriend is sleeping so nicely and I'm struggling to stay awake here in this cold room...

sigh~

ogonGet ready to be swept away by one of the most popular and captivating romantic stories ever told in Disney’s multi-award winning musical, 'Disney's Beauty and the Beast', to be staged in Malaysia for the first time ever! 'Disney's Beauty and the Beast – The Broadway Musical' will be brought to Malaysia by Yvents! and presented by CIMB Bank and will be staged from 24th June – 3rd July 2008 at the Plenary Hall, Kuala Lumpur Convention Center.

Click here For more info about this event.

It was really nice to go for it... I brought mum for this musical as she loves to watch broadway musical.

After being called the DONKEY for the whole day, Wynton called for another round of the donkey game. He wanted to hand over the donkey title to someone else. But in the end he was given back his own title of donkey to himself. Hehehe. How sad was it.

Well, Wynton, I think you are the DONKEY after all…

Hahahaha… But one thing if you’re the donkey, you are given a chance to decide when the game is played… That’s the good side of it… But the bad side is, we get to call you DONKEY anytime we want too.

‘Good luck Wynton!!!’

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Well, the boyfriend and I finally watched a movie after so long…
And we watched Made of Honor…
I like the movie… Wait… No… I love the movie…
Patrick Dempsey is so hot!!!! :P
Thumbs up though…
Hehehe…
I wonder when we will go for our next movie…

Ok… back to work though…
Sigh~ cramps are killing me again! *as usual…when the time of the month is here…*

The weekend came and goes very quick as I wanted to get some sleep but in the end I went out the whole weekend. My uncle from Singapore came down for a Rotary dinner at One World Hotel. First impression of the hotel was…… ‘aaaaaaaaaaaa… ooookkkkkkaaaayyyyy…. It looks like an ordinary hotel… but when I went up to the room, from ‘aaaaaaaaaaaa… ooookkkkkkaaaayyyyy…. To WOW…!!! The beds were huge… and the tv was control by a keyboard. I felt like I was so stupid for a moment. I explored it myself and walked around the room and also jumping on the beds. I felt hungry after jumping around but it wasn’t lunch time yet so I decide to take a chocolate bar from the basket. On the hotel bill it cost RM 8.00!!!!! When I can only get it for RM 2.70! See the big difference??? So I took it first and then I went to Jusco and buy the exact same chocolate bar and replace it. Hehehe... =P *idea from my uncle*

When my uncle’s friend arrived only we could get our ass to have lunch. I ate like a pig as usual, and stuff myself until I can barely walk. Lunch was pretty long and my uncle was tired and decided to take a rest while I wait in OU for him. So Wynton, Gerard and the boyfriend came to 'teman' me a.k.a eat some more. But as usual guys hate shopping or I couldn't go shopping. *Blueks* It's ok guys! We sat at Nando’s for about 5 hours playing cards. We practically play so many until we even played memory game. In memory game I was loosing as I have a bad memory. I’m like an old grandmother already. But in the 'BIG TWO' game, Fabian was loosing the whole time and we made fun of him by saying ' we will only stop playing when the time he WINS!' *Poor him!!!!* After 5 hours of cards game, Wynton and Gerard came up with a random idea which is board games! Yeah, BOARD GAMES! So we went and bought board games. Every one of us has to buy at least one board game. I was the first to buy it. I pick Cluedo as it was my old time fave board games besides Monopoly but I didn’t have the chance to play it as I have to head home early.

I just bought myself a new MP4 Player. The black one of course. No way in the world I would be carrying the pink one. Hehehehe. Its 8GB space capacity which is RM 799. Hehehe. Now I can put my series in it and watch it. Next up in line is a digital camera. I used to have one but unfortunately it got spoil at my birthday party last year where it went into the pool with uncle roland. I miss having a camera with me where I can randomly snap pictures of anything around me. Sigh! Coming soon.

Next is MOVIE time! I really want to go for a movie. When when when??? I hope it's today though.
Fabian's dad is back at home. I'm so happy that he is doing better and hopes he does take care of himself.

Soon I will be walking up the stage heading towards Tun Dr Siti Hasmah Hj Mohd Ali to receive my scroll as I have already complete my 4 years degree program with MMU. I will be graduating with a degree in Media Innovation. Can’t wait for the moment as this is my first time that I would be walking up the stage and wearing a robe to receive my scroll. The day I got my results that I have pass, it was when I knew that I’m officially graduating from MMU, the joy of my heart and the feeling that I could not describe myself, overwhelm me. I was so happy that I could find myself smiling to myself every time I stare out into the blue. Mum is happy and proud that her only daughter has finally graduated and that she could start shaking her legs as the burden of paying for my tuition fees is off her shoulder and I already have started working. That even made mum even happy as I am not bumming around doing nothing besides wasting money. I’m actually earning my own money now. It’s not much but it’s a start of something new.

I’m currently at work and sneaking to blog as I’m falling asleep soon. My brains are not working. My uncle is going to be around this weekend. So that would keep me entertain and I wouldn’t mind to get more rest as mum is heading off to Kuching for a course.

Besides that the boyfriend’s dad is in the hospital. Hope he gets well soon and is able to go back home.

a must watch movie.... sex and the city... lets goooooo...

and another...
made of honor...
lets go!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
movie marathon!!!

sneaky peaky..
hehehe..
im at the office and its freezing cold... and the weather is such a nice weather to snuggle in bed and not get up...

cant wait for 25 july though.... waaaaaaaa... counting and counting...

the boyfriend bought me flowers...
he just knows how to brighten up my day...

*smiles*

ways you can save petrol

Petrol price is up... sigh!!!! means less of going out... sigh!!!! Not only petrol but soon electricity too... Everything is soooo expensive... If this continues than I think I need to find multiple of jobs... Below I have found something on the paper today...

Ways you can save petrol...
Drive smoothly
- Aggressive driving can use as much as a third more fuel than safe driving. Avoid accelerating or braking too hard and try to keep your steering as smooth as possible.

Use higher gear
- The higher the gear you drive in, the lower your engine speed is, which can improve fuel efficiency. so change up a gear whenever you can, without laboring the engine.

Tune and service your engine
- A well-tuned engine can improve fuel economy by up to 4%, so change your oil and follow your car manufacturer's recommendation on servicing.

Keep your tyres at the right pressure
- Tyre under-inflated by just 1psi can reduce fuel efficiency by as much as 3%. An under-or over-inflated tyre is also more susceptible to failing.

Avoid carrying excess weight
- For every extra 45kg you carry, your fuel efficiency can drop by 1 to 2%. So keep your boot or back seat clear of unnecessary items that just add weight to your vehicle.

Keep the windows close
- Wind blowing thought an open window will slow you down. To compensate, you may put your foot down harder, using more fuel.

Take the rook rack off
- If you are not using your roof rack then remove it. The roof racks affect the aerodynamic efficiency of your vehicle and create drag, reducing fuel economy by as much as 5%.

Use the correct oil
- Always use the recommended grade of motor oil. Using the manufacturer's recommended lubricant can improve fuel efficiency by 1 to 2%. Higher quality motor oils can also help your engine operate more efficiency.

Cruise control
- Using cruise control on major roads helps you maintain a constant speed and, in many cases, will improve fuel consumption.

Avoid excess idling
- Idling gets you nowhere but still burns fuel. Turn the engine off when you are in a queue or waiting for someone until you need it.

*Fuel saving tips courtesy of Shell Malaysia website.

my heart aches at the same time feeling so angry and cold...

sigh~

fourth...

Fourth day at work... still nothing much to do as I am new here... The people around here are really nice so far but at the same time busy as there are so much to do... I hate being first time at place like this... Cause you will not know what to do and what you cant do... Next week ill be off for training and maybe after that I'll get something to do at least rather sitting here in the cold and shiver myself to death... hahaha..

The weekend before I started work... Astrid and I went for a little therapy to pamper ourselves... I was pampering myself from the stress I had from college and finals... Astrid was pampering herself with the stress at work... We went for a little fish therapy... For only 38 minutes though... At first we were like sooooo scared to put our feet into the water but I put on my braveness and did it... At first it was really ticklish.. but after that I felt numb as it was so nice and I almost fell asleep.. hehehe.. I wanna go again though.. this time the boys have to tag along... they are not escaping anymore...

Can't wait for the 25th July... weeeeeeeeeeeeeee... Since I finish exams the other day I didn't get a chance to go for a holiday... but it will come... as I am waiting very patiently... hehehe...

first day~

first day of work...

no high expectations...
like anywhere when you start your first day at work...
its pretty boring but im doing some reading and all.. i have my own desk... and its clean...
that part astrid is jealous coz its clean... hehehe... :P

ok...to be continued...
not suppose to be blogging...
hehehe...

at 11am... my final paper was over... it was hard but at the same time pretty excited that my student life is over.. wow!~ and next is working life... hehehe... i know its not going to be easy but i cant wait and im pretty excited as i start work on Monday itself... =)

for this weekend i would like to enjoy myself at the same time catch up with my sleep...

anyway for those who are still in MMU, i would like to say good luck and all the best for each and everyone... now its a holiday for them so i would like to say Happy Holidays and enjoy it as much as you can... hehehehe...

im going to doze off soon..sooo sleepyyyyy... *yawn*

get up you bastard!

looking back at every thing in my life... i think my bestfriend has gone through more than i do... she had to put up with a lot of shit during the whole relationship but at the end of the day she gets all the blame for every single little thing she hasnt done... all he could do is pick at every little thing she does... how pathetic it is... he couldnt even give her a chance to prove that what he thinks about her is wrong cause everytime he just finds any single fault of her... i feel so sad for her and im pretty annoyed... but no matter what i love you babe... be strong for yourself... im always here no matter what.. be strong and think positive.. you can do way better than what ever he has said to you...

sorry.

im sorry for being a difficult person!

im really sorry...

time???

time time time...
some people dont know how to appreciate time!

5 minutes = 30 minutes
30 minutes = 1 hour
1 hour = 3 hours

how is that so...?? suppose to meet at 8pm but in the end meet up at 8.45pm... sigh!!!!
how? how? how?

You were once,
my one companion,
you were all that mattered.
You were once,
a friend and father,
than my world was shattered.

Wishing you were somehow here again,
wishing you were somehow near.
Sometimes it seemed,
if I just dreamed,
somehow you would be there.

Wishing I could hear your voice again,
knowing that I never would.
Dreaming of you want help me to do,
all that I dreamed I could.

Passing bells and sculpted angels,
cold and monumental,
seem, for you,
the wrong companions.
You were warm and gentle.

Too many years fighting back fears.
Why can't the past just die?
Wishing you were somehow here again.
Knowing we must say goodbye.
Try to forgive,
teach me to live,
give me the strength to try.

time is running out... tick tock...tick tock...

time is running out... submission is next week and i barely haven't start editing much...
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better start doing it now.. hehehe...

when finish have to study for finals...
wish me luck...

p/s: i want to go shopping!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

fuck!

im not ready!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
fuck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
die~

cannot afford to screw up this time!

picture tells a thousand meaning!

that is all i can say now...

....

the clock is ticking... how am i suppose to let someone in my heart now??? i don't know how anymore... the day is almost gone and nothing from you... sigh!

i ask one person to move on as i don't want to get hurt... i really don't want to get hurt anymore...
i think its best that i should stand on my on feet and not depend on anyone anymore...

signing off for today~

a great weekend

yay~ im back from malacca trip with the family... here are some pictures... it was hot and tiring as mum made us walk from one end to the other end... but on sunday, 4 of us had 'cirit birit'... i had to visit the toilet for 4 times... but in the end it was a great weekend to spend with my family, kristen and fabian... =)

waiting...

Soph and Tarn has gone back to Singapore already and I'm back to square one... what a tiring week i had... driving up and down to bring them shopping... now its time to get some rest and also back to work!!! finals are around the corner and i need to get my feet back in doing my final year project... the second part of it is the editing of the video... i had way too much fun... this weekend I'll be heading to Malacca with mum and her friends... i guess this will be the last weekend i will enjoy for the mean time... next week is work time... tonight is 3rd ACAA... hehehe... cant wait.. I'll be getting my hair done at 4pm... weeeeeeeeeeee... I'm excited! cant wait too look preeeettttyyy tonight! I'm gonna take a short nap for a while while I wait for the time to strike 4!

after

*after*

two people ended up drunk! hahaha.. sophia and fabian... me tarn and kristen couldnt stop laughing out loud at the both of them the whole nite... but we all had fun... =)

before

*before*

the night at maison with my cousin and my besties...

over!

Submission one is over!!! hehehe.. yay!!! but theres another submission coming up in week 15... sigh... i cant wait for this semester to end and i can start work!!!! weeeeeeeeeee... money coming in.. hehehe...

submission over but im sick!!! AGAIN!

on saturday, sophia is coming down to kl... weeee... shopping!!! damn money again! *sigh*

happy birthday mummy~

MUMMYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
its your birthday today!!!! and you're not here to celebrate with me!
but i know you're enjoying yourself in singapore!
hahahaha...

dear mummy,
happy birthday!!!
your 52 this year...
but you still look young!!! like meeeeeeeeee! hehehe...
i love you mummy..

*hugs and kisses*

love your lovely daughter!

:)

this weekend was awesome... loads of assignment pending but i manage to keep myself free for sean kingston in zouk... it was awesome... i had fun! so much fun.. hehehe... and then after zouk we all head to poppy's... hehehe... club like crazy dance like crazy... lepas stress! hahaha...

last nite we went to laundry... all of us again... haih

now im worried that i cannot finish my assignment..
die! submission on tuesday...

update later...

sick!

all this while im trying to get sick and now when i cant afford to get sick im down with a fever! throat pain pain! body aching! head pain pain!

why now????? submission next week... i cant afford to get sick!!! arghhhhhhhhhhhhh...

stress!
stress!
stress!
stress!
stress!
stress!
stress!

........................................ help me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

reality~

weekend is over again...
now im back in campus...
work time!
running out of time with my fyp!
sigh~
i just wanna do it and get it done with it...

wish me luck!

phew~

Sports Carnival is over.. what a tiring day! the whole day out in the sun and entertaining people with food.. hehehehe.. the heat didn't bother me much but the sweat bothered me as i got sticker and sticker and smelly! it was really hot.. it ended at 7.45pm.. i had fun though but just couldn't stand the heat much.. I'm really exhausted and tired and my legs are sore.. i need a massage on my feet.. who is willing to bring me for foot reflexology??? now that I'm back home, i want to sleep.. not planning to go anywhere as i'm aiming to attend morning mass.. then head to midvalley to look out for mum's, soph's and denise's bday present.. time to crack my head on what to get for them again.. sigh.. i hate to crack my head for this.. :(

... I'm heading to bed soon.. cannot tahan already... eyes are closing on me...

teary~

my feelings are beyond words... all i could do is cry and sit at one corner quietly and not say anything... im just hurt and just sad...
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tears just wet my cheek as i just stare out the window and wonder back...

sigh~

fight?

why does the word 'fight' exist in the first place... i hate it when people around me fights and argue... and bringing up all the past to make one person hurt... it hurts so badly... im cuurently pissed at my bestfriend's bf when he doesnt even fucking appreciate my bestfriend... i just wish someday that the word 'fight' never exist! i hate it as much as i hate the weather! its making me cranky and everything in the world... like whta kristen say... you make my blood boil! hahahaha...

sigh~

the other night i didnt message him and call him the other night when i came back late, he question me asking why i didnt call him...
last night was the opposite... when i called him he push me away~ how is that so?

*sigh*

heading out now...

killing me softly!

my cramps as usual is killing me badly and slowly.... i just want to sit in one place for the rest of the day but unfortunately i have to walk around and do house chores and this and that... ouchhhhhhhh...

but one thing it didnt stop me from going to the grand opening in republic last night... was awesome... took a lot of pictures but have to wait cause its all with natalie.. hehehe... free flow of beer, wine, and cocktail from 8pm till 12am.. hehehe... i had fun though even some of the music they play suck big time cause you cant dance to it... they played too much of trance music!!

mum just got back from singapore and i got the tops that i bought online.. hehehe.. yay! new tops.. loving it!

movies movies movies...

27 dresses was awesome... i love it.. i want to watch it again!!!!!

a list of movies i must watch!!!!

1. The Water Horse
2. Gone Baby Gone
3. Definitely, Maybe
4. Over Her Dead Body
5. Forbidden Kingdom
6. Wanted... In June
7. Mamma Mia... In Sept
8. The Batman Movie

hehehe.. will be updating the list every now and then.. hehehe...

happy thoughts

today is a happy day!!!! besides my two friend who told me that we were gonna have donuts went missing! hahaha... yesterday i meet up with them and we chill until 3am... from i think 6pm.. hahaha.. yeah... long long long long reunion!

but today is better besides the back pain of mine... my chest painful... and my head as coz not enough sleep!

happy thoughts in my headdddddddddddddddd!!!! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....

happy to sad again~!

my day was about to change since last nite... i had the best time with the guy i love last night... it was the best... it was long since i was treated like that... that i thank you...

and nowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww... from happy to angry and sad... i just had to have one small argument with the one person i dont want to argue and i had to argue with YOU! *you should know who you are!* sedar sikit... i just want to be happy for once and you just spoil it!

*not in the mood suddenly*

=(

my back hurts like shit!!!!!! arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh... can i break my back one shot!

loosing it!

our flight got delay and we got stuck up air!!! yeah i mean up up up there.. i saw the moon up on air for the first time... i mean not the first time seeing the moon but really up close on the eye level from inside the plane... it was raining heavily.. and thunder!!!!! i mean THUNDER!!!! up in the sky where i was in the plane... the flight was terrible... my heart just felt like it was jumping out of my body.. anyway when i arrived back home, it was damn late and i was damn tired!!

and today i had to wake up at 6am to drive back to campus just in time to get my ass to class...

besides that all i was distracted with one thing... and im trying not to think about it... sigh!!!!!!!!!!

all i did for the pass half the day was longing for your message..
seeing if you still care for me...
whether you'll be worried that i haven't message since the last time i messaged...
whether im back here safe or not?

what am i suppose to do???
im starting to feel that im really invisible... that is not what you used to make me feel...
i used to feel complete and also give me a reason to smile!!!!!!! where has it gone..?? im loosing myself day by day...

sneak peak!

well... im still stuck in kuching, sarawak... holiday of the semester break is over... tomorrow is back to class again... sigh... two more months then ill get my degree... wish me luck... anyway about kuching... hmmmmm... its a very tiring trip this time... as i came back and shot for my TVC for my final year project... hope its good... ok i shall log off now... mum wants to use... this want also im sneaking to blog... sigh! have to go back to cyber again... sigh sigh sigh...