Monday, March 24, 2008

loosing it!

our flight got delay and we got stuck up air!!! yeah i mean up up up there.. i saw the moon up on air for the first time... i mean not the first time seeing the moon but really up close on the eye level from inside the plane... it was raining heavily.. and thunder!!!!! i mean THUNDER!!!! up in the sky where i was in the plane... the flight was terrible... my heart just felt like it was jumping out of my body.. anyway when i arrived back home, it was damn late and i was damn tired!!

and today i had to wake up at 6am to drive back to campus just in time to get my ass to class...

besides that all i was distracted with one thing... and im trying not to think about it... sigh!!!!!!!!!!

all i did for the pass half the day was longing for your message..
seeing if you still care for me...
whether you'll be worried that i haven't message since the last time i messaged...
whether im back here safe or not?

what am i suppose to do???
im starting to feel that im really invisible... that is not what you used to make me feel...
i used to feel complete and also give me a reason to smile!!!!!!! where has it gone..?? im loosing myself day by day...

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