back for the weekend...hmmm...just got back from kl... someone belanja me dinner... hehehe... i ate banana choc... yummy~ thank you soo much... was raining like cats and dogs... i got wet... and was really cold...
sooo much to do in sooo little time... im really worn out... i mean my energy are gone entirely... i think my anemic is taking effect now on me... i get really really really tired in just a split second... hmmmm....
its our 8th month anniversary today... and my B is having exam right now at this moment... wish him all the best and good luck... im sure he can do it... GO B... i support u from the back... hehehe...
im currently waiting for nellie girl and kris to come ere... cant on the astro... coz its still raining like cats and dogs soooo i decided to blog instead while waiting for the washing machine to finish spinning dry the cloths...
mum is back in kuching... sigh... wish I could follow... I'm starting to miss my homeland already... i MISS my late grandma and my late daddy~ i MISS them dearly...
LOVE them both very much... Hope they are happy in heaven and resting in peace beside our heavenly FATHER~ <3
okay i shall stop now...
washing machine has stop...=) its calling me now!! hehehe...
Friday, August 25, 2006
Tuesday, August 22, 2006
welcome back deena~
Exhausted~
Just got back from MI field trip. We went to Sungai Congkak. Its was a 3 day 2 night camping trip.
1st day~
arrived there about 2 something in the afternoon.
as soon as we reach there we were allowed to walk around the area.
got into groups, and also our tent.
This is my first time staying in a tent~
CAn you imagine... Sleeping on the ground with out a matteress but only a sleeping bag~ uwaaaaa... i had backache, shoulder ache and also neck ache... 3 in 1..=(
First activity was Obstacle Course. Its a simpler version of people going for NS(NAtional Service). Where we had to run and climb things. My fave top got torn while doing this course. After that we were allowed to do our own thing till dinner was serve. Food was ok at first. Than later at night at about 11pm, we went for night jungle trekking. IN THE DARK!!! It was really freaky and I am afraid of the dark!!! We had to climb up and down the hill and all. Tired though~ I was sweating like a mad cow.
2nd day
Woke up...Had breakfast... Breakfast was tasteless~ *yuck*
ANd was time for our next activity which was Jungle trekking again!!!! but this time we will do it in the day~ hehehe... we learn about leaves in the jungle... and also how to built shelter... and also cook in bamboo... cooked egg and maggie... we ate our maggie with bread... can anyone imagine how it will taste like??? yucky?? or yummy??? actually its yummy though... hahaha.... the river water was cold...nice to take a dip though...
hehehe... after having lunch... we had river trekking... this was fun though...
hehehe... the current was strong though...so i had to be careful... we bath in the river... hehehe...the water was very cold!!! soo nice to bath in there... didnt want to come up though...
hahaha...
at night we had performance nite...
3rd day
We were allowed to do what we want to do... I went and took more pictures of the place... My assignment now is to promote the place by doing a flash website... well...that was it though... nothing much... left sungai congkak at bout 2.45pm... den came back home... and not back in cyber...
sigh~
still feeling exhausted though...
okay la..i better get some rest...
got the whole day tomolo~
bbye~
Just got back from MI field trip. We went to Sungai Congkak. Its was a 3 day 2 night camping trip.
1st day~
arrived there about 2 something in the afternoon.
as soon as we reach there we were allowed to walk around the area.
got into groups, and also our tent.
This is my first time staying in a tent~
CAn you imagine... Sleeping on the ground with out a matteress but only a sleeping bag~ uwaaaaa... i had backache, shoulder ache and also neck ache... 3 in 1..=(
First activity was Obstacle Course. Its a simpler version of people going for NS(NAtional Service). Where we had to run and climb things. My fave top got torn while doing this course. After that we were allowed to do our own thing till dinner was serve. Food was ok at first. Than later at night at about 11pm, we went for night jungle trekking. IN THE DARK!!! It was really freaky and I am afraid of the dark!!! We had to climb up and down the hill and all. Tired though~ I was sweating like a mad cow.
2nd day
Woke up...Had breakfast... Breakfast was tasteless~ *yuck*
ANd was time for our next activity which was Jungle trekking again!!!! but this time we will do it in the day~ hehehe... we learn about leaves in the jungle... and also how to built shelter... and also cook in bamboo... cooked egg and maggie... we ate our maggie with bread... can anyone imagine how it will taste like??? yucky?? or yummy??? actually its yummy though... hahaha.... the river water was cold...nice to take a dip though...
hehehe... after having lunch... we had river trekking... this was fun though...
hehehe... the current was strong though...so i had to be careful... we bath in the river... hehehe...the water was very cold!!! soo nice to bath in there... didnt want to come up though...
hahaha...
at night we had performance nite...
3rd day
We were allowed to do what we want to do... I went and took more pictures of the place... My assignment now is to promote the place by doing a flash website... well...that was it though... nothing much... left sungai congkak at bout 2.45pm... den came back home... and not back in cyber...
sigh~
still feeling exhausted though...
okay la..i better get some rest...
got the whole day tomolo~
bbye~
Tuesday, August 15, 2006
back to square one~
say bye bye to the holidays and say hello to all the assignments....
uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...
my money like running away only...
printing and buying all the stuff....=((
im broke for the month~
cannot go shopping...somemore on sale...
i wannna cry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
im bored of my closet edi!!!!
how now???
uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...
my money like running away only...
printing and buying all the stuff....=((
im broke for the month~
cannot go shopping...somemore on sale...
i wannna cry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
im bored of my closet edi!!!!
how now???
Friday, August 11, 2006
tired~
TIRED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hopefully everything will be over and done with...hopefully everyone would forgive each other... God answered my prayers...i'm quite happy with the results... thank God it was negative... i hope that there will be no more problem between each other anymore... i think mum is also fed up with everything.. i'm praying so hard that mum will be strong enough and also would forgive him~
Thank you Jesus.
Went out with mum and got back around 3am. Started doing my work by finalizing my designs until 5am. I woke up with a terrible headache.. I ha dto force myself up. Went printing and it took 2 hours to finish. WAhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh... if natalie wasnt there i think i would die though. She actually helped me coz my brains werent working since i got up.. sad hor.. until now.. im at nat's place now.. enjoying my last bits of my sooooo call holiday.
okay la..
i think i shall stop crapping here... i wanna go take my shower now...its hot!!!! HOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT~
hehehe...
ok...nite nite..
mwahhhhhhhhhhhhhh~
lastly.....
I LOVE MY B!!!!!!!*mwah*
hopefully everything will be over and done with...hopefully everyone would forgive each other... God answered my prayers...i'm quite happy with the results... thank God it was negative... i hope that there will be no more problem between each other anymore... i think mum is also fed up with everything.. i'm praying so hard that mum will be strong enough and also would forgive him~
Thank you Jesus.
Went out with mum and got back around 3am. Started doing my work by finalizing my designs until 5am. I woke up with a terrible headache.. I ha dto force myself up. Went printing and it took 2 hours to finish. WAhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh... if natalie wasnt there i think i would die though. She actually helped me coz my brains werent working since i got up.. sad hor.. until now.. im at nat's place now.. enjoying my last bits of my sooooo call holiday.
okay la..
i think i shall stop crapping here... i wanna go take my shower now...its hot!!!! HOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT~
hehehe...
ok...nite nite..
mwahhhhhhhhhhhhhh~
lastly.....
I LOVE MY B!!!!!!!*mwah*
Thursday, August 10, 2006
work?
just waiting for approval on my work and get it printed as soon as possible...
next is doing the modelling on 3dMax.. this is a 3d software where we got to make it look real..
a lot of work rite...sigh~
next is doing the modelling on 3dMax.. this is a 3d software where we got to make it look real..
a lot of work rite...sigh~
Wednesday, August 09, 2006
bored~
Tonite I have to attend launching dinner for COnvofest~
Now i'm in campus all alone..
I'm bored~
What should I do??
I can die of boredom here...
uwaaaaa~
Now i'm in campus all alone..
I'm bored~
What should I do??
I can die of boredom here...
uwaaaaa~
had enough!
Cant it just go!!!!
I'm getting really pist off now!!!
Can't she stop doing this to us???
Why must it happen to us now!!!!!
wtf~!!!
GO AWAY BITCH!!!
I'm getting really pist off now!!!
Can't she stop doing this to us???
Why must it happen to us now!!!!!
wtf~!!!
GO AWAY BITCH!!!
Monday, August 07, 2006
messed up!!!!!
Dear diary,
When everything is going so well, something is sure to pop out to destroy the happiness of my loved one. I wonder why everything can’t go smoothly. I know why we can’t have what we want every time but this is totally different. Everyday all I hear is screams and shouting and words I’m not suppose to hear. It hurts me when all this happen. The tears running down from the eyes are all I could see.
Bags are packed and everything is gone. All I could hear is cries of anger and sadness in her. Now I’m being frustrated that my phone rings not for me but for her. People looking for her up and down through me and all she could do are ignoring the phone call on my mobile phone. What am I suppose to say to all of them? Should I lie? Why bother teaching me to be a good person if you want me to lie to others? Why do I have to be the middle person? WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!
I hate to be in this place now. My door that connects to the outside is locked. I’m shutting myself from everyone like how she does it to other people. It’s like prison here. I feel like going out somewhere to ease my mind but where?????????? There is no where I can go now and also with who I don’t know. I wish that I could just fly out of the window now. Fly to where I want to be now. *sigh*
Do you think I need to be patient? Don’t tell me to be patient. I had enough of this actually. I’m always being the middle person. Go away now! I just need to be alone. I don’t want to be involved with everything that is going on now!
BYE~
When everything is going so well, something is sure to pop out to destroy the happiness of my loved one. I wonder why everything can’t go smoothly. I know why we can’t have what we want every time but this is totally different. Everyday all I hear is screams and shouting and words I’m not suppose to hear. It hurts me when all this happen. The tears running down from the eyes are all I could see.
Bags are packed and everything is gone. All I could hear is cries of anger and sadness in her. Now I’m being frustrated that my phone rings not for me but for her. People looking for her up and down through me and all she could do are ignoring the phone call on my mobile phone. What am I suppose to say to all of them? Should I lie? Why bother teaching me to be a good person if you want me to lie to others? Why do I have to be the middle person? WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!
I hate to be in this place now. My door that connects to the outside is locked. I’m shutting myself from everyone like how she does it to other people. It’s like prison here. I feel like going out somewhere to ease my mind but where?????????? There is no where I can go now and also with who I don’t know. I wish that I could just fly out of the window now. Fly to where I want to be now. *sigh*
Do you think I need to be patient? Don’t tell me to be patient. I had enough of this actually. I’m always being the middle person. Go away now! I just need to be alone. I don’t want to be involved with everything that is going on now!
BYE~
Saturday, August 05, 2006
adeh~
pain pain pain pain pain....
uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...
period cramps...
now i know why was i always moody...
:D
uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...
period cramps...
now i know why was i always moody...
:D
Thursday, August 03, 2006
PMS~
I'm having my PMS!!!!!!!!!! I'm moody!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
FUCK laaaaaaaaaaaa..
p/s: I just saw two crows fucking each other while walking back from class back to my hostel block.......... First time actually see-ing birds having sex...wakakaka...=)
FUCK laaaaaaaaaaaa..
p/s: I just saw two crows fucking each other while walking back from class back to my hostel block.......... First time actually see-ing birds having sex...wakakaka...=)
Wednesday, August 02, 2006
speechless...
What shall I say about this word.. To me i'm currently speechless with words!
It's been quite sometime since I last blog a real thing... All I could say was few words and later bye... Such a boring life though...
I don't know what is up with me this few days... Is the evil or the angel spirit over me? I myself wonder... I can be really mean at times and good like wise... Am I good or bad? Hmmm.... I havent been myself this pass few weeks... I dont know what is bothering me... I wish I knew what is going on with me? Am I about to transform into an animal?? *sigh* Why do I have to feel like this...? Can anyone tell me why??? ahaha.... I doubt anyone can tell me...
Thats is one thing... The other is :
They are times when I actually felt like i'm loosing my friends. Sad hor?? Sometimes I feel left out among them... I don't know what they are talking about... You know the OUTCAST~ Thats what normally people call them... I always feel like i'm the last to know about things... I dont mind not being the attention of others cause I DONT WANT TOOOO.... but I don't like to be left out... like the last resort...
assignments??? current ones...
1. I have to come up with a new design for my packaging of a product... Got to consult again tomorrow for better ideas...
2. I have to create a flash banner about promoting cars...
3. Now my journal entries... Are not been completed cause my file is always not with me... Planning to do it during the holidays...
others:
1. Design t-shirt for swim club... Love doing this though...
2. National dance tags and posters...
3. SLeep~
hahaha... The tired one is the most important though..
hahaaha.... I'm such a pig though...*oink oink*
Yesterday I had butterflies in my stomach... Went for interview... Well no need to know for what though... Will let u know later la...
And lastly...Its already week 7... Next week is mid-term break...YAY *hurray*
Cant wait...
I already though that today is Thursday~ That bad right? hehehe... okay la...
I shall stop feeling sooooooo misery~
Laterz~
It's been quite sometime since I last blog a real thing... All I could say was few words and later bye... Such a boring life though...
I don't know what is up with me this few days... Is the evil or the angel spirit over me? I myself wonder... I can be really mean at times and good like wise... Am I good or bad? Hmmm.... I havent been myself this pass few weeks... I dont know what is bothering me... I wish I knew what is going on with me? Am I about to transform into an animal?? *sigh* Why do I have to feel like this...? Can anyone tell me why??? ahaha.... I doubt anyone can tell me...
Thats is one thing... The other is :
They are times when I actually felt like i'm loosing my friends. Sad hor?? Sometimes I feel left out among them... I don't know what they are talking about... You know the OUTCAST~ Thats what normally people call them... I always feel like i'm the last to know about things... I dont mind not being the attention of others cause I DONT WANT TOOOO.... but I don't like to be left out... like the last resort...
assignments??? current ones...
1. I have to come up with a new design for my packaging of a product... Got to consult again tomorrow for better ideas...
2. I have to create a flash banner about promoting cars...
3. Now my journal entries... Are not been completed cause my file is always not with me... Planning to do it during the holidays...
others:
1. Design t-shirt for swim club... Love doing this though...
2. National dance tags and posters...
3. SLeep~
hahaha... The tired one is the most important though..
hahaaha.... I'm such a pig though...*oink oink*
Yesterday I had butterflies in my stomach... Went for interview... Well no need to know for what though... Will let u know later la...
And lastly...Its already week 7... Next week is mid-term break...YAY *hurray*
Cant wait...
I already though that today is Thursday~ That bad right? hehehe... okay la...
I shall stop feeling sooooooo misery~
Laterz~
Sunday, July 30, 2006
blood drive donation..
hey...
Once again I can't donate blood... My hemoglobin level is still low... *sigh* soooo sad... My fourth attempt to donate... I think I won't be ale to donate blood forever... *sigh*
Anyway...one week more and were on midterm break...
Nothing much has been happening that I should write in here though...
Assignments and more assignments...
This upcoming week are most likely going to be consultation week with the lecturers... hehehhee...
Currently down with a headache.. I think i'm coming down with a fever...
Later la....
tired~
Once again I can't donate blood... My hemoglobin level is still low... *sigh* soooo sad... My fourth attempt to donate... I think I won't be ale to donate blood forever... *sigh*
Anyway...one week more and were on midterm break...
Nothing much has been happening that I should write in here though...
Assignments and more assignments...
This upcoming week are most likely going to be consultation week with the lecturers... hehehhee...
Currently down with a headache.. I think i'm coming down with a fever...
Later la....
tired~
Tuesday, July 25, 2006
7th Month Anniversary~
It's been quite sometime since I last blog... SORRY~ Been really busy and the connection in campus is really slow...
WELL..... Today is our anniversary~ WEEEEE~
Dear B,
See how time flies soooo fast... It's our anniversary...
Happy Anniversary B...
Thank you for everything...
My life could not be this happy without you...
'I LOVE YOU'
Thank you for being very understanding towards me...
*mwah*
*hugs*
Love always,
your baby...
Thursday, July 13, 2006
blueks~
CMC ice breaking was a bomb~ I love this picture... Azie shaaaayang and mE... =)
sorry havent been updating my blog due to numbers of meeting in a week and assignments...
sorry~ laterz... im off to bed now and class is at 9.30 am...
*sigh*
* yawn*
Friday, July 07, 2006
Tagged Qs~
Tagged by littlewhitemushroom *DAMN*
RULES: do the following without complains. Choose 5 people to do this after you have completed yours. Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she has been tagged. Start you post by, "I have been tagged" then do this.
YOUR TEN FAVOURITES:
colors: baby blue, purple, pink, black and of course white.
food: unpredictable.
song(s): changes regularly. =D
movies: as long its not horror!!!
sports: swimming, running, jumping around*does this count as sports?hehehe...*
season: Love winter and also summer.....*love the beach*
flavours: vanilla, chocolate chip, cookies and cream and strawberry...yum yum...know i feel like eating ice cream...
countries: Aussie, Hong Kong, Bangkok, London~
things: my baby pillow...cannot sleep in peace without it...=)
YOUR NINE CURRENTS:
current mood: Now= happy...but lately feeling sad~
current clothes: my very 1st green t-shirt... my fave jeans...and ofcourse bra and panties....T_T
current desktop: picture of my B and me.... edited by me
current toe nails: im too lazy to paint my nails now...
current time: 6.19pm
current annoyance: none~
current thoughts: Assignments. Assignments. Going out. Shopping.
current songs: Soundtracks from Musical High school and Tokyo Drift.
current chatter: none~
YOUR 8 FIRSTS:
Girlfriend: Amalina, Joyoki and Adilah
crush: a boy from Hartamas when i was in form 1.
movie: I can't remember.
piercing: When i was 7 years old.
lie: When i was 7 i think...=D
music: Nursery Rhymes. ABC.....
toy: Lego and Barbie.
cry: 23rd October 1986.
YOUR 6 LASTS:
last drink: Teh O Ais
last car ride: Mirul's chomel car.
last crush: Nicholas Ong Soon Keat...
last movie seen: When a Stranger Call....*my room-mate watch i also watch loooo....*
last phone call: my B...
last cd played: i dunno...
5 THINGS YOU ARE WEARING:
answered already...
4 THINGS YOU HAVE DONE TODAY:
i. Went for class.
ii. Continue sleeping.
iii. Went for lunch.
iv. Now chilling at mirul's house.
3 THINGS YOU HEAR RIGHT NOW:
i. COnversation among all of them....
ii. the pc fan....
iii. incoming msges from ym...*yahoo messenger*
THINGS YOU CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT:
i. My mobile phone.
ii. Musics, Movies, PCs, Bed.
1 THING I DO WHEN I'M BORED:
Sleep, SmS my B, Chill with my friends...
WHO I WANT TO DO THIS:
Sophia, Stacy, Walter, Adilah, Dayana, Afzan, Umair....*hehehe...im being evil....miahahhaa...*
RULES: do the following without complains. Choose 5 people to do this after you have completed yours. Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she has been tagged. Start you post by, "I have been tagged" then do this.
YOUR TEN FAVOURITES:
colors: baby blue, purple, pink, black and of course white.
food: unpredictable.
song(s): changes regularly. =D
movies: as long its not horror!!!
sports: swimming, running, jumping around*does this count as sports?hehehe...*
season: Love winter and also summer.....*love the beach*
flavours: vanilla, chocolate chip, cookies and cream and strawberry...yum yum...know i feel like eating ice cream...
countries: Aussie, Hong Kong, Bangkok, London~
things: my baby pillow...cannot sleep in peace without it...=)
YOUR NINE CURRENTS:
current mood: Now= happy...but lately feeling sad~
current clothes: my very 1st green t-shirt... my fave jeans...and ofcourse bra and panties....T_T
current desktop: picture of my B and me.... edited by me
current toe nails: im too lazy to paint my nails now...
current time: 6.19pm
current annoyance: none~
current thoughts: Assignments. Assignments. Going out. Shopping.
current songs: Soundtracks from Musical High school and Tokyo Drift.
current chatter: none~
YOUR 8 FIRSTS:
Girlfriend: Amalina, Joyoki and Adilah
crush: a boy from Hartamas when i was in form 1.
movie: I can't remember.
piercing: When i was 7 years old.
lie: When i was 7 i think...=D
music: Nursery Rhymes. ABC.....
toy: Lego and Barbie.
cry: 23rd October 1986.
YOUR 6 LASTS:
last drink: Teh O Ais
last car ride: Mirul's chomel car.
last crush: Nicholas Ong Soon Keat...
last movie seen: When a Stranger Call....*my room-mate watch i also watch loooo....*
last phone call: my B...
last cd played: i dunno...
5 THINGS YOU ARE WEARING:
answered already...
4 THINGS YOU HAVE DONE TODAY:
i. Went for class.
ii. Continue sleeping.
iii. Went for lunch.
iv. Now chilling at mirul's house.
3 THINGS YOU HEAR RIGHT NOW:
i. COnversation among all of them....
ii. the pc fan....
iii. incoming msges from ym...*yahoo messenger*
THINGS YOU CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT:
i. My mobile phone.
ii. Musics, Movies, PCs, Bed.
1 THING I DO WHEN I'M BORED:
Sleep, SmS my B, Chill with my friends...
WHO I WANT TO DO THIS:
Sophia, Stacy, Walter, Adilah, Dayana, Afzan, Umair....*hehehe...im being evil....miahahhaa...*
Saturday, July 01, 2006
sad or happy?
I don't know what I am feeling right now....
Sad or Happy??
Which one....?
Basically i'm half sad...
WHY?
1. aunty linda(my second mum) just came out from surgery.... aunty linda is diagnose with cancer...*sigh* please to pray for her... hope she will get well soon... seeing her lying on the bed could not be able to move, my eyes became watery... its painful to see her have to go through it but it's life... no one can stop it... my late father was diagnose with liver cancer too... unfortunately my late father could not be operated so he went for one kimo therapy... he made through it but later the side effects affected his body imune system...
2. I DUNNO what else is bothering me!!
3. I'm having my period cramps...
4. Sophia is going back soon!!=( *uwaaaaaaaaaaaa*
5. NoT enough money to go shopping...
6. feeling left out among my friends...*sigh*
Happy??
1. Cause I get to spend time with my B!!!=)
2. I'm back home for the weekends...
I'm TIRED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I can actually hear my bed calling me...
Sad or Happy??
Which one....?
Basically i'm half sad...
WHY?
1. aunty linda(my second mum) just came out from surgery.... aunty linda is diagnose with cancer...*sigh* please to pray for her... hope she will get well soon... seeing her lying on the bed could not be able to move, my eyes became watery... its painful to see her have to go through it but it's life... no one can stop it... my late father was diagnose with liver cancer too... unfortunately my late father could not be operated so he went for one kimo therapy... he made through it but later the side effects affected his body imune system...
2. I DUNNO what else is bothering me!!
3. I'm having my period cramps...
4. Sophia is going back soon!!=( *uwaaaaaaaaaaaa*
5. NoT enough money to go shopping...
6. feeling left out among my friends...*sigh*
Happy??
1. Cause I get to spend time with my B!!!=)
2. I'm back home for the weekends...
I'm TIRED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I can actually hear my bed calling me...
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