a chapter of a new life...

Its been a year since I last blogged.. hmmm.. It feels like ages though..
In this one year, many many many things have happen and lets just say I shall just leave it as a memory and not hold any grudges on anyone...

Well, things are going all right for me since 'we' ended things...
Lets just say now its a beginning of a new life for me.. and I'm surviving with many help from Aaron, Brendan & Sarah. Without them I think I would still be in my shell not wanting to come out... that I thank them & I owe them a lot for being there for me when I needed anyone the most.. On top of that, I have 'lost' a few friends... They just don't call anymore...
There's a saying say, this is the time where you know who you're true friends are...

As of today, I'm having a massive migraine.. the weather is just toooooo hot! :(

I just got back from Perth, Australia... My cousin, Tiffany got married... still cant believe that she is married & a mum too... it was a really really short trip.. and I got back being sick.. this is not fun!

... to be continued *hopefully*

ahakz... my blog is still alive!!! OMG!!!
the last i updated was like in august 2009~ MY BADDDDD!!!

anyway...
the wishes that I have missed out...

1. merry christmas
2. happy new year
3. happy chinese new year
4. happy valentine's day!!

that is not the point why i have decided to update my blog though..
M: check out your cousin's blog when you get a chance...
me: hmmmm... why??? what's wrong???
M: just go read it la.. full of F**K words...
me: ........................ ??? she is like only 14 years old???

sigh~!
now a days kids are like..... really dont know what else to say about my cousin...
not to say im disappointed with her but there is nothing i can or do to her... like she is ever going to listen to me...
now a days, parenting isnt an easy job to do.. the more you control them, the more they rebel against you.. that is exactly what my cousin is doing to her parents...
sometimes they should just learn how to appreciate something that is in front of them... especially PARENTS...

like for me.. my mum is a single parent. NOT one day i never think about my dad...
wish i had more time with him. so guys/girls please to not take them for granted cause if one day you wake up finding they are not able to come back to you, you will be speechless!

it's chinese new year.. the year of the tiger... taking this opportunity to wish everyone a prosperous year ahead.... ROARRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!

My bad, my bad...
Haven't been blogging as much as last time...
Basically nothing much has been happening beside me joining the gym.
The only way I still get my @$$ working out to loose weight.
It's just so easy to gain weight but to loose it's so hard... Wonder how some people can eat as much as they one but they still stay the same weight and not gain!

Anyway, I have been working out... Not only that but I just came back from the Taman Tun park... Just went for one round of jogging... :)

I haven't seen my bestfriend for quite some time... Missing her so much though... Need to catch with her soon though...

I'm currently waiting for the boyfriend to get ready then were off to watch Jo's team playing the futsal league at Sports Centre...
And he is so engross with this movie on the TV.

The last last weekend we went ti Fraser's Hill for a small weekend trip.. It was pretty awesome though... Had so much of fun.. :) Before arriving at Fraser's, we went for a lil jungle trekking and then for some swimming at the waterfall... It's awesome though!! :) We had a lil BBQ party at our apartment over up there. It's so nice... The weather was awesome and with the heat from the BBQ pit.. :) Plus with alcohol and beers and some music in the house.... It completes everything...

I think I shall close my eyes for a lil before I get too tired to head out...

As normal as always, I just plain lazy to update my blog.. sigh..

So sorry that if I have disappointed any readers who reads my blog...

Well... updates are just too many.. but who ever follows me on facebook, the updates are all there and plus I have just sign in into TWITTER!! hahaha...

So for facebook, it's here !!

For twitter, it's here !!

:) If I have the time I'll slowly update my blog ya! :)

The whole week was worked out week for me...
I pretty much did enjoyed myself but the fact that my whole body hurts SUCKS!

On Friday, was Reta's (my colleague) last day at work... *sniff sniff*
We went for lunch at Curve @rojak rojak... the tom yam there was awesome!! Another place to eat good, spicy tom yam... :)
The we had her farewell dinner at One Utama @ Delicious...
It was sad that sh is leaving the company but at the same time happy for her that she is also broadening her courier life... :) *good luck reta!!! will miss you dearly*

On Saturday, for the first time I played futsal... :) with both girls and guys... (with my office colleagues too)
I had so much fun and it was a good work out... :) We should do this more often... Make it like a weekend thing for us at the office...
And plus to that my body hurts even more... *sigh* but I do not regret it...
WE want more futsal... !!! :)

My heels from aldo has arrived!!! WEeeeeeeee... am LOVING it !

and I got myself a new hand phone! :)
me happy!! :)
but body hurts...
walking like a grand mother now... :)

okok... I gotta get back to work though...
All my series has already ended... Need to wait till September for new seasons... SO loooooonnnggg... :(

it just feels like i haven't been blogging... hahahha
it's true though... i haven't been updating my blogg... my bad!!
hahahha...

been so busy with work that i almost that my blogging even exist... my bad people....
i think i should try to make an effort to keep on updating my blog ya!

if not i have to update this way where point forms are being used...

1. i have been confirmed already!!! weee....
2. im being given a probation on production executive post for 2 months...

other's are just plain and normal that i go through in my everyday life... :)

It's been quite some time again!!!
I'm not that loyal to my blog... It's just sad... Sometimes I just feel like not blogging anymore but but but but... I just don't want to put it all to waste though, after all these year blogging and just throwing it away...
so i'm really sorry to who ever reads my blog.
I'll try my best to keep more alive from now on..

By the way, the long weekends ended already... *Sniff Sniff*
Had loads of fun and feeling tired too...

The whole weekend was a surprise birthday party for everyone..
haha...

first it was Astrid's birthday surprise... :)
that was the most easiest one... hahaha...
she enjoyed herself and I got her a clutch for her from all the boys too... The boys asked me to get her a gift... hahaha...
oh babe! you got one more present coming up ok! so don't get yourself too happy bout the clutch... i'm sure you'll love this coming one... :)

second was... Shri's birthday surprise at Cynna Bar... :)
it was an awesome party!!! :) he got surprise badly and he didn't even suspected anything...

and third was Brando's surprise birthday party... :)
Brando is Kristen's boyfriend...
It was hilarious to see him drunk though... We were the audience the whole time though.. :)

Besides that, the boyfriend and I celebrated our 1st year anniversary on the 23rd of april 2009!

To my boyfriend,
happy anniversary darling!
I love you too much that no words can express my feeling!
Love your baby!

OK I better stop as work pile has increased! :)
tata...

Boo!!! i'm back! hehehe

Anyway i'm just gonna update everything all together though...
if i can remember though...

1. As my last post, I have cut my hair! It's a new look and it's short! Feeling fresher and brighter though... But sadly I haven't take any photo of how I look though...hahhaha...

2. Still a TV series addict. Don't really download it at home as my internet connection at home is as slow as a SNAIL! hahaha... so the boyfriend is downloading for me... My PC is there at the boyfriend's house though...

3.Got screening for the 'Confession of a Shopaholic'... It's a great and awesome movie though!! I LOVE IT! and I'm sure all the girls will love it too! :) I'm giving a 5 stars movie though...

4. Got screening tickets for 'He's just not that into you' too! but It was quite ok though!! 'Confession of the shopaholic' is better though.. I give it 3.5 stars... :)

5. And this screening too and it came with Shandy... :) Two cans for each ticket! ahahahaha.... :) It's ok though the movie... but I feel a lil disappointing as all the Jackie Chan Movies sure will have cool stunts... but this movie was diffferent... In this movie Jackie didn't fight that much and does not has cool stunts...

6. This weekend is Easter!! :) It means the whole week was Holy Week. :)
I am proudly saying I fasted on Friday as it was Good Friday... That includes I didn't smoke the whole day! hahaha...

7. The boyfriend is having his final exams now... Wish him luck and I pray that he will get through this time and move to his final semester for his foundation year!!

8. Work has been great and I'm loving it though... :) Has been busy but I'm ok... Loving my job though!

9. Mummy's birthday is coming soon! :) I still have no idea what to get her this year but I have already purchase a cake for mummy from Velvet Vintage. :)

10. David Archuleta is in town... And I had tickets to go for the concert in Sunway but unfortunately, I gave it to someone else to go with another someone... I'm not meantioning names... Hopefully they enjoyed themselves!! :)

I think that's all I guess... I shall take a picture soon of my new hair look! :P I shal get some rest as later I'll be heading to church for Easter Vigil... :)

Tata then... :)

Sorry I haven't been updating myself and my blog!
Kinda busy at the moment...

but but but but....

I GOT MYSELF A NEW HAIR CUT!!!
hehehe..
IT"S SHORT again!!!
:)

It's just funny time flies damn too fast. It's almost the end of March. Let's just put it in this way where you say bye bye to March and hello to April. Thinking about April, Mummy's birthday is coming soon. Gotta start thinking of what to get for her. Just not too expensive and not too cheap though... Something memorable... What should it be??? Hmmmm... Let's put on our thinking cap... :)
NO perfume this year! *too expensive*

Something happened the other day and I still won't remember it...
It was one of the days where I took a cab back home from the boyfriends house as he couldn't send me back...
Well first it started where one cab actually told me in the face that he doesn't know the way back to Pantai Hill Park.
Then the second one, hahaha... this one is hilarious...
First when I got in was the smell!!!!! It was so smelly!!!
NO air-con... It's on but he actually close the shutter! So there is no air coming to the back of the taxi... *Sigh* By the time I got home, my clothes was wet.. I was sweating like a pig!
His face is full with pimples I guess? Or shall I say it's pimples scars... Well I don't know...
He was picking his nose! Enjoying himself I guess looking for gold! *yucks* I was actually grossed out!!!!! aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!
He extremely took the long way back to my house and overall my tax fare cost RM12! The last time I took a cab from the boyfriend's house, it only cost me RM7! He actually took a U-turn some where near bangsar and when if we go straight it was much nearer! Haiyo!
At that time I was covered with sweat and I was pretty much very impatient just to get home!
Hated the smell and hated the way he drove!
He was practically sticking on 2nd gear all the way on the highway and on the fast lane... In my heart was like 'change the god damn gear man! you're spoiling the engine! no wonder cabs are such in bad shape!'

*Sigh* What an experience!

I'm sitting alone in the designers room here as both my colleagues (Wawa and Basri) is sick and Cass is on leave! but I've got my music to entertain me and my work to do! and now my stomach!
I got to sign off now as my stomach needs the toilet...

today is our anniversary!!!
weeeeeeeeeeee....

happy anniversary darling!
i love you!

It's been some time since I last blogged.
Sorry but I did not abandoned my blog...
I have been busy with work and some other things...

1. My pc is finally fixed by Dominic and it's NO MORE crashing! Woo hoo!
2. Mum has been out of town for quite some time.
3. Astrid and I came up with our very own online boutique...
4. Been very tired these past few weeks... *I don't know why*
5. Haven't been spending myself on shopping for myself as I'm still in a tight budget! *Don't really wanna spend anyway*
6. I lost my beloved thumb drive! Can't seem to find it anyway! It disappear on me...
7. My mini external hard disk died on me. Can't seem to get the data out and can't seem to reformat it anymore as the pc can't seem to detect the hdd when it is plug-in. *sigh* -SAVING TO BY A NEW ONE!
8. Baba's finally 23 last Thursday! :)

Looking back, I don't think there is anything else that I can remember...
*Sigh*
I'm becoming a little more forgetful as before! *Getting old already* hahaha...
Anyway got to go now... Going to KL soon! tut-luuuu... :)

I was browsing and I saw this. I think it's true as we were closing the magazine for HELLO today. Everything was messy and messed up... *sigh* Well it's all done now and currently we are going ku-ku in the office! hehehe...

5 Facts About Friday the 13th

LiveScience.com livescience Staff

livescience.com – Thu Mar 12, 12:30 pm ET

If Friday the 13th is unlucky, then 2009 is an unusually unlucky year. This week's Friday the 13th is one of three to endure this year.

The first came last month. The next is in November. Such a rare triple-threat occurs only once every 11 years.

The origin of the link between bad luck and Friday the 13th is murky. The whole thing might date to Biblical times (the 13th guest at the Last Supper betrayed Jesus). By the Middle Ages, both Friday and 13 were considered bearers of bad fortune. In modern times, the superstition permeates society.

Here are five of our favorite Friday-the-13th facts:

1. Fear of Friday the 13th - one of the most popular myths in science - is called paraskavedekatriaphobia as well as friggatriskaidekaphobia. Triskaidekaphobia is fear of the number 13.

2. Many hospitals have no room 13, while some tall buildings skip the 13th floor and some airline terminals omit Gate 13.

3. President Franklin D. Roosevelt would not travel on the 13th day of any month and would never host 13 guests at a meal. Napoleon and President Herbert Hoover were also triskaidekaphobic, with an abnormal fear of the number 13.

4. Mark Twain once was the 13th guest at a dinner party. A friend warned him not to go. "It was bad luck," Twain later told the friend. "They only had food for 12." Superstitious diners in Paris can hire a quatorzieme, or professional 14th guest.

5. The number 13 suffers from its position after 12, according to numerologists who consider the latter to be a complete number - 12 months in a year, 12 signs of the zodiac, 12 gods of Olympus, 12 labors of Hercules, 12 tribes of Israel, 12 apostles of Jesus, 12 days of Christmas and 12 eggs in a dozen.

Pythagorean legacy

Meanwhile the belief that numbers are connected to life and physical things - called numerology - has a long history.

"You can trace it all the way from the followers of Pythagoras, whose maxim to describe the universe was 'all is number,'" says Mario Livio, an astrophysicist and author of "The Equation That Couldn't Be Solved" (Simon & Schuster, 2005). Thinkers who studied under the famous Greek mathematician combined numbers in different ways to explain everything around them, Livio said.

In modern times, numerology has become a type of para-science, much like the meaningless predictions of astrology, scientists say.

"People are subconsciously drawn towards specific numbers because they know that they need the experiences, attributes or lessons associated with them, that are contained within their potential," says professional numerologist Sonia Ducie. "Numerology can 'make sense' of an individual's life (health, career, relationships, situations and issues) by recognizing which number cycle they are in, and by giving them clarity."

However, mathematicians dismiss numerology, saying it lacks any scientific merit.

"I don't endorse this at all," Livio said, when asked to comment on the popularity of commercial numerology. Seemingly coincidental connections between numbers will always appear if you look hard enough, he said.

...Is it so easy to just give up???

For me it's NO. It's not easy to just give it all up just like that. I never ever thought that what I do can make someone give up that easily. I never thought of giving up! Not even a single thought.
Do you really meant what you say???
.....

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Migraine is back! *sigh*
This is not suppose to happen...
Looking back at times, when I really need you when I'm not ok, you are not there... Why?
I don't know why.

It't the long weekend here. Monday is a holiday! hehehe... but it does not make any difference to me as on Tuesday when I get back to work, it's CLOSING for HELLO! hahaha..
I'm sitting here in the computer room at the boyfriend's house updating myself with all the latest episodes of my favourite TV series. I just finish watching Brothers and Sisters Season 3, Private Practice Season 2, Ghost Whisperer Season 4, Grey Anatomy Season 5, Privileged season 1, and currently CSI Miami Season 7. Still sitting here in my gym clothes as I went to the gym to sweat a little. Too lazy to go and take a shower but I rather watch all my series that Dominic helped me download as the download spees is faster than my house.
At the moment my pc is going crazy again! It would even off by itself, the screen will go hair wire, the screen turns blue. Sigh! I have already send it to the shop to repair but it is not doing any good. I seriously don't have any clue what is going on with my pc! Any ideas? If I would sell it, who would wanna buy it...? I bought this pc in the year 2004. It's a 5 year old pc now. Wht should I do though.. *sigh*
It's 7pm already and the boyfriend is still sleeping... :( I'm bored though... but my series is keeping me entertained... :)

Two days in a row went for movie screening. Yipeee!

First was Marley & Me. Awesome movie though. Funny and romantic though... :)

Second was Hotels for the dogs. This was was really funny and cool though...

Can't blog too much... Lots of work to do... Closing for HELLO is next Tuesday! Time is precious now! :) Everyone is busy!

Later~

Sometimes I just miss those times that I could even say a something without upsetting you or even by making you angry. *sigh*
Sometimes I feel that I'm the useless one that does not know how to appreciate things around me. Sometimes I feel that your friends are more important than myself.
Sometimes you make me feel that my feelings are not important at all anymore. How do I keep my feelings in a box?
When I feel like talking to you about how I feel, you just turn a deaf ear, push me away as in silence or just get mad at me for feeling that way. Is it wrong to tell you how how I feel?
Every time I feel down, you make me think that is it my fault that I choose to feel that way. I feel that you don't tend yo direct my thoughts and just let me go on thinking on the negative thoughts.
Sometimes you make me feel that I regret telling you how I feel.
When I start tearing , you tend not to wipe it dry and ask me 'Why?' but instead you just let me go on crying.
Shouldn't you be the one drying my tears up?
Shouldn't you be the one to cheer me up?
At the end of the day, these are just thoughts running through my mind. Thoughts that is suppose to be erase but can't seem to forget. Aren't we suppose to share, listen and give each other support or courage? Right now, I'm don't know which one though.
But still, at the end of the day, I still love you so much that I can't just give up on you. Is it worth it? I don't know. No matter how hurtful the words you use against me, I just find it so hard just to hate you. Sometimes I think about all the words you used, is it because you want to push me away from your life or just to teach me a lesson? I hope it does not mean anything or the first one that came up to my mind. If it is a lesson, I'm sure that this is the hardest way to learn.
*Sigh*

The days pass very fast this time... Soon it will be March already... Two months so far in the new year.. Loads have happened though...

Just two days ago the boyfriend and I celebrated our small monthly anniversary... :) We didn't have those grand dinner as it is only our monthly anniversary... It's not a big thing though...

The end of February is around the corner as, it errands time! *Damn it!* Though about saving but I've got to pay bills... *sigh* That's life though... Nothing comes for free!
Today it was quite a relaxing day... I finish up something in the morning but after lunch was just the time to relax... hahaha... I'm sticking my nose in the new HOT magazine now and listening to the hitz.fm fugitive's clues as Astrid and I guess where and where... hehehe... It was fun though but I can't just go looking for them as I am a WORKING LADY now... :) Same goes to Astrid though...

I wanna watch a movie but like no mood one! Why aaa? hahaha... I have asked Izzah to download some movies from MMU's torrent as it will take ages though... :) and I'm too lazy to spend it on DVDs at the moment... Still in a little bit tight budget... Got to pay some of my friend's back for borrowing me some cash so I still can eat and not die of starvation! *correct aaa the spelling?? *
Can't wait though till I get my movies... I kinda gave her a list... and still adding it! hahaha... *I'm so mean!*

Anyway I'm on my second book! hehehe... I mean my second story book that the boyfriend gave me... :)

Tick tock tick tock.. Waiting till work time is over so I can head home then going for mass today for Ash Wednesday.

Today starts the month of Lent... *time to fast though* -sign to loose weight! hehehe...

HEy hey hey!
hahaha...
I'm a bit hyper though...
It's the end of the week though! It was so fast... The last I remembered it was Monday! hehehe...
Yipeeeedoooo!

Tomorrow is Saturday then Sunday!!! It's the weekend though!
What shall I do anyway!

1. Clean my room! *Wipe the cupboards... It's already dusty! sigh!*
2. Download series! *a MUST*
3. Try to download long lost movies that I haven't got the time to watch it.... As I'm too lazy to bu DVD. Done by Izzah! :)
4. SLEEP! yet not enough!
5. Go cut my front hair! hehehe... Hate it when it's poking my eyes!
6. Meet up with Nat Nat~ *I miss her* Need to still see her!
7. Baba's BBQ!! Yay! ::CANCELED::
8. Boyfriend has futsal on Sunday..
9. Go flea market! *Curve* ::NOT YET THOUGH::

So far that's it I think!
It's going to be the fourth week I'm working here. AND HONESTLY I"M LOVING IT!
Having so much fun and learning a lot!
Today was a busy day for HOT magazine as we just closed next issue that is coming out... Peeps go buy yah! :)
So now only I can blog while waiting for Ms. Astrid to say I can leave office... hahaha...
Next will be busy with HELLO and HOT magazine at the same time! Can't wait...
I'm like so happy about it... Am I turning into an workaholic??? *I wonder*

Anyway it's good to see Marissa and Aimran yesterday, after so long... Did a lil catching up though... As usual Marissa will update me! hehehe... :) Hope to see the others soon though..I kinda miss everyone! Sigh*

I am suppose to make my way down to Cyberjaya tonight to have dinner with Izzah, Shaza, Badruz and maybe Nanie...
But sadly no one is there... Shaza is currently in PERAK!!!!!! :( and Izzah left for Malacca in the evening! *SIGH* I miss them so much... Wanted so badly to see them but they not there! Lucky I never surprise them... Imagine if I drive up there and no one is there... :( 'It's ok deena!' I will make my way there probably next week la then... See ya!

p/s: Izzah and Shaza DON'T go anyway next week!!! I'm telling you both early tau! hehehe...

''Pagging for Ms. Astrid!
Where are you?
Are you done yet?
Can I leave yet?
*giggles* ''

I just got an email from Astrid and she sent me this. I find it so hilarious but at the same time it does happen! *enjoy*

Daily decisions made by couples haa..... ;D